this isn't even a thirst ask or anything i just was wondering where'd you go?? you're like my fav writer 😣😣
i actually moved blogs yesterday!! well, before that, i was struggling a lot w irl shit n i just decided to rebrand and start again since i never really liked my writing in the first place.
this is my new blog for those who care: @almostpcrfect!!
oooh I've been meaning to ask you this but I sent you an ask a couple months ago about the League x a werewolf/werebeast S/O. I was wondering if you got it?
i don’t think i did; none of my asks match that description. i know that tumblr eats asks like mad sometimes and the algorithm seems to be very finicky around my blog.
༉‧₊˚✧━━𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝: um hi!!! so, as someone into ballet and classical dancing and all that, i was wondering if you could write a mini drabble thing about shigs and the reader before they go dancing. like the reader seeing him in costume for the first time. please and thanks. ━━🩰━.
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬; excuse me, i went through one ballet class as a kid before dropping out and have forgotten all of my terminology but i am absolutely qualified to write this. my internet tanked itself and i’ve been busy overseeing house renovations so sorry this is late. anyway, i have a boatload of requests to do so i’ll be closing my ask for a while whilst i work on them. happy reading.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; excoriation disorder, two terrible hand puns that will put you in the hospital & no actual dancing.
“You’re all dressed up,” You remark, turning to regard Shigaraki. If someone had told you that you would have Japan’s most wanted man as your partner, you would've given a good laugh; if they had told you that Japan’s most wanted man would be dressed up in coattails and dress pants you would’ve thought them crazy or an astrologist.
And yet here he was, fluffy hair pinned behind him in a ponytail, looking considerably unlike his usual self if it hadn’t been for the scowl on his chapped lips and the cute mole to its right. You smile, knowing immediately that his appearance was Toga’s doing and silently thanking her for not allowing him to show up in a moth-eaten hoodie and torn-up pants.
“Yeah, well, it’s the brat’s fault,” He mutters, his hands twitching. You know he wants nothing more than to scratch his neck raw, though you appreciate him holding back for you. “Why’d you even want to dance?”
You outstretch your hand, “It’s great for bonding.”
“You know I can’t dance,” He mutters and yet he grips your hand with his own and staggers toward you. You slide your other hand upward to rest against his shoulder and he slides his juxtaposing hand—or rather four fingers—to grip at your waist. He looks down at his hand, melancholic. “What if—? What if my hand—?”
You smile, looking into his dark red eyes with a twinkle in your own. “I know that you won’t hurt me,“ You state, biting your lip. “Besides, you’re quite good at restraining yourself, I gotta hand it to you.”
Shigaraki twitches as if to pull away, dead-panning, "I thought we were past the hand jokes.”
“Sorry, but my puns are pretty hand-y.” You snort.
ੈ✩‧₊━━𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡: a symbiote!reader takes various members of the league as their host body. the result is utter hijinks.
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬; an anonymous request, you know who you are! italics are for the reader’s thoughts/words; normal text is for your host’s thoughts/words. also, this doesn’t really follow venom canon so apologies. this was supposed to have muscular, mustard and moonfish in admittedly, but i found it hard to write them due to the fact that their canon counterparts don’t have much personality or fleshing out so i chose to just cut them. sorry if you’re a stan.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; shigaraki tomura, dabi, twice, toga himiko, mr. compress & spinner.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; pretty tame; dabi’s section has implied child abuse so be careful.
*ೃ☼ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀.
Being bounded to a symbiote was truly and honestly the last thing Shigaraki Tomura expected would happen to him. Frankly, he wasn’t even sure of the events that lead to him waking up with a thumping head and feeling just a little less whole. When he tried to think back to it, all he could remember was a dreary fog hanging low and heavy over a crumbling street.
At first, he chocks it up to a simple headache and slides out of his covers to bother Kurogiri for some aspirin or ibuprofen when he hears a voice echoing behind his skull.
“That’s a horrible idea; get back into bed,” He would normally think this was a contrary thought dredged up by his mind as an excuse to not see to his duties as a leader, but the thought is strange. It sounds different from his ‘inner voice’, distinctly so in fact. Its so loud that he looks about him—thinking there’s someone else in the room but he finds nothing. The voice laughs within him but takes enough pity on him to grace him with the knowledge of his situation. “Welcome to our symbiotic, slightly parasitic relation. You’re Tomura Shigaraki, right? Or are you Tenko Shimura? Your memories are giving conflicting reports. I’ll just go with Tomura, okay?” The voice pauses for a second, humming like a bee in his ear. “We should go back to bed.”
Shigaraki’s left leg twitches backwards whilst the right leg stays firm, in shock rather than a desire to stay where he is. Shigaraki’s eyes widen, his heart pounding, He’s not sure if he’s surprised or angry, but he knows that he’s not going to feel fear.
“It’s not real,” He says aloud as he rubs the sheen of sleep from his eyes.
“I’m not an ‘it’, Tomura. I’m your symbiote and I’d prefer you’d address me as ____ if you insist on me not being real.” The voice says again and Shigaraki’s left hand slides up to rest on his hip. What was happening to his body? “Oh, right, I’ll try to synchronise my movements with yours so we don’t trip over ourselves and die.”
“Get out of my head,” Shigaraki mutters, short and abrupt.
It must be a Quirk, he thinks, a symbiote Quirk like that Poison movie Spinner forced everyone to watch on movie night. Shame he was playing more attention to his console than the shoddy, little TV screen.
“Sorry,” The voice—you—murmurs. “I’m a little worn down right now so, if I tried to leave you, I’d probably die. It’ll take about five months for me to get back into shape, though.”
Five months? Trapped with you nattering inside his head? He’d rather waste away.
“It takes two to make a relationship and one to break it apart, Tomura.” You lecture. “I’d like these five months to be good, for both of us. Now get back in the bed, it’s three a.m. Why is your sleeping schedule so messed up?”
He really was going to have to rip you out of his skull, or else he’d be stuck with a permanent headache for five months. He sighed, rubbing his temples in irritation but finally conceded to flop back into bed. Tomorrow, he’d set about planning your destruction, he told himself—sharp eyes glaring at the wall of stripping plaster before him.
“Tomorrow,” He whispers as he begins to close his eyes.
“Holy shit, you’re the leader of that crazy league, right?”
◌¨̮͚ *.゚𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐘𝐀 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐈 𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐈.
Dabi was... Amused. Yes, he was, quite amused by the series of events that had lead him to have a symbiote lodged inside his head. The consequences of roaming the streets at night, he told himself as you roamed about his head.
“I’m...” Your voice was shaky, wavering. “I’m sorry.”
“For invading my head, doll?” Dabi asked, lips twitching upward. The sting of a belt against his arm shook his body backwards. The flames about him seemed to burn hotter, a raging red-orange flickering in the dark light of his room. Dabi twitched. His father. His lips curled into a sneer. “Or are you sorry because you saw him?”
“I...” God, he can practically hear the regret dripping from your lips. “I was just searching for a name...”
“I told you to call me Dabi, didn’t I? Wasn’t that enough?” He hisses, seething white-hot. A little flame emerges on his left side, flickering blue against his ruined skin. He dispels the flame. I’m starting to look like him, he gulps thickly, I can’t look like him. “It’s fine, you got what you wanted. Now drop it.”
You murmur an affirmative and both of you sit in tense silence for about a minute before you speak once more.
“I really am sorry,” You mumble and it takes Dabi a second to realise that you’re actually talking. “I thought you were just messing about the Dabi thing. So I went looking and—.” You shake your head and Dabi’s shakes with it. He finds it strange, not having autonomy. “I’m sorry, again.”
Perhaps its because you share a brain, perhaps your sincerity is just so loud, but Dabi knows you’re telling the truth. He doesn’t even realise he’s clenching his jaw until he relaxes it. It feels good.
“Don’t worry about it, doll,” He says, wracking his shoulders backwards. “Just ask me before you go doin’ your symbiote shit again, alright?”
“Of course,” You reach your right hand over to grip Dabi’s left. It’s weird, but it feels good. Very good. “You know, I think—.”
“I think we’re going to be okay,” The both of you say... Together.
ੈ✩‧₊༄ 𝐁𝐔𝐁𝐀𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐀 𝐉𝐈𝐍 — 𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐂𝐄.
Jin could feel another portion of his mind break off, withering away into the obscurity of his head—like cordwood to a flame. He gripped the oak dresser in front of him, fingers tracing the greasy laminate. He drew his arm backwards and his fingers came away gummy and coated.
“You should wash those,” You suggest. You sound so close as if you’re leaning over his shoulder and yet the fluttering echo makes you seem so far. “Pressure-treated wood can cause cancer, y’know?”
Jin can only make a whine, “Mask...”
“Mask?” You ask, looking about. Jin can see nothing but a row of slanted colours, blurred and squished and broken. “Where is it?”
“Dresser,” He cries. His body—his mind, his soul—is a chunk of steel in water, rusting and sinking and breaking down.
“Right. Ok, I’m going to take over your cognitive functions for a sec so just bear with me,” Jin doesn’t struggles as his body goes fully limp and you stand for him. You rifle through his messy dresser, sorting through the mess of caked lotion bottles and ruined clothes. Still, you only hum absently and make no comment on his state of affairs; although Jin is still raging at himself for burying his mask under so much trash. “Alright, I think got it. I just put it over my head, yeah?”
Jin tries to speak a ‘yes’, but all that comes out it is an empty breath. You seem satisfied, however, as you tug the grey-on-black mask over both of yours head. The mask snaps succinctly as Jin and Twice and you become one in the same.
A whole mind, merged completely.
As it should be.
ੈ♡‧₊˚ 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐀 𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐎.
“I’ve always wanted this,” Toga draws a hand up to tug her lips into a smile. “Your thoughts are so pretty. I still want to get closer though, isn’t there a way to merge our bodies together too?”
“Um, well, my body is kinda almost destroyed so it’ll have to wait.” Your voice is hasty and quick, though Toga relishes in it. If only there was a way to get your blood, she thinks—she would sound just like you.
“Aw, does that mean you’re bleeding?” Toga smiles wide, fangs flashing in the light of her worn-down room. “You should’ve let me have a taste before you went inside me.”
“I didn’t know you, uh... Liked blood so much,” You can’t help but gulp. What an odd host, you wonder. “I’ll keep it in mind, next time.”
“Oh, we can paint our nails, or talk about cute guys and girls, or stab someone.” Toga babbles, spinning around suddenly. Your head wracks with the sudden movement. “Or—! Or—! We could go shopping, right?”
“Oh, sure,” You can’t really object—being bound to her and all. Still, you can’t help but feel a cold sweat run down your body.
Toga skips over to the door, smiling so wide that you can feel your jaw almost snap from the pressure.
“That whole stabby thing was a joke, right?”
The silence is all you need to hear to confirm your thoughts.
You really ought to find a better host.
˚₊ ༘✩‧ 𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐎 𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐎 — 𝐌𝐑. 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒.
“A magical trick?” Atsuhiro suggests, sliding his mask over his face. “Touché, symbiote, touché.”
“You can call me ____, Atsuhiro.” There’s a long, pregnant pause before you speak again. “You used touché wrong, by the way, magic man.”
“Magic man?” Atsuhiro laughs cordially and primly. “That’s a name I haven’t been called in a while. Though it was a slip of the tongue. A mistake, my dear, I’ll admit it.”
“A-ha!” You shout, though he doesn’t flinch or wince as you’d expect. A magician’s composure, you think—quite elegant. “So you do have weaknesses, magic man.”
“Well,” Atsuhiro pops his collar, the elegant cream material hitting the air with a slight ‘whip’. “I’ve never had a spectator so close before. I must’ve gotten rusty.”
You purr slowly, “I suppose I can help you conduct your act.”
His brow lifts, “An assistant? I’ve always been a one man parade, you know?” He grabs his cane, twirling between two dexterous fingers. “Though even the best need a little help.”
“That’s the spirit, magic man,” You state. “We can even do double acts now!”
“I suppose that isn’t a bad idea,” He ponders.
Not bad at all.
‧̍̊˙*:・゚☽ 𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐈 — 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑.
“So, you’ve taken over my body?” Spinner was trying hard to stay calm, swiping a hand through a container of thick hair gel. Still, it wasn’t as if he could run from you or block you out of his mind; yet another stone on the heap that was his helplessness. Spinner shook his head.
“Yep, I’ll be staying just for a few months but I’ll try not to get in your way too much.” His head throbs as your voice interrupts the silence in his mind.
“So, the League can talk to you or are you just inside my head?” Spinner asks as he sweeps a cupped hand through his pink mane, covering it with the waxy gel he had stolen from some civilian. He supposed you ‘entered’ him shortly after he left their house.
“Oh, yeah, they can hear me,” You state. “On another note, I can’t force you to change whatever products you put in your hair but I would be remiss to tell you that that hair gel smells awful.”
“It’s not mine!” Spinner says hastily, blushing a little at the scales. “It’s made from organic beeswax anyway.”
You snort inside his head, “Fair enough, just make sure you wash it out properly. We both don’t want dandruff.”
“Beeswax doesn’t cause dandruff?” Spinner states, but his wavering tone makes it seem like a question. He reaches a hand up to run through his pink hair, already ashamed at having to deal with the pesky grey flakes nevermind using some third-grade product that added to the conundrum.
“If you don’t wash it out properly, it does,” You warn. “But I just got that from some article so I don’t know if it’s correct.”
“Wait, you read?” Spinner asks, almost agasp.
“Obviously, I’m not some kind of alien parasite. I do normal things, too!”
Spinner goes red at the cheeks as he casts a shameful look to his scuffed-up boots. He twists in his seat, then musters the courage to speak once more, “So you’re not like that thing in the Poison movie?”
Back then i thought about how the guy they called “The Lord of Evil” was defeated by the power of just one man. Don get me wrong, i’m really grateful for how you raised me up, but i don’t wanna be like you, i wanna be greater than you.
Shut the hell up, i control myself.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; yandere! shigaraki tomura, gender neutral! reader, toga himiko, dabi
𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲; le casa de papel
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; mentions of death, blood, knives, mentions of guro, one mention of abuse, a knife fight happens, toga is a yandere and a whole ass warning on her own, dabi makes like one sexual reference, language, a vague post-apocalypse with bad worldbuilding, one vague reference to the dabi is a todoroki theory.
You stand straight as bone as you feel the sharp tip of the blade press hard against your back. A cold, clammy tingle pricks at your fingertips as your heart swells your veins with blood and your nerves pumps adrenaline through your body. You remember back to your biology class, remember back to your school days.
Conflict is a constant when observing animals and their behaviour. Species fight over territory, food, mates and other resources necessary to sustain life. You can remember the clicking beneath your biology teacher’s feet as they paced across the classroom, how eccentric they had been. Whilst fighting and killing is a necessary evil in nature, there are a list of animals who engage in killing for pleasure without any reasonable gain. Amongst these animals are humans.
If you attacked Toga or even killed her, would it simply be adhering to your animalistic nature, or was there another way around the situation? Vaguely, in some broken recess of your mind, you remember someone telling you that diplomacy was strictly a human invention: better than the wheel, or the steam engine, or even money.
That most likely wasn’t true, of course, but it was a thought that passed your mind. Maybe if you talked your way out of this, maybe if you used reasoning and such, you wouldn’t have to fight at all. That was preferable.
“I—,” Your mouth feels like it’s been stuffed with cotton, your throat so dry it ought to light a fire. You stare ahead at the door across the hallway—white and gilded and ostentatious. If only you could reach out and push it open, escape towards the light. That was when you glimpsed it.
The door was ajar, if only slightly, enough for the passing person to be able to look in with ease. You swallow deep and turn toward Toga, readying your bluff, “I was going to close the door. I—I didn’t want anyone listening to us.”
Toga grips your arm harder, twists it hard as she swerves the knife round and forward in one swift motion, until it’s inches from your throat. You can almost smell the metallic tinge of the steel. The metal glints in the harsh light emanating from the bulb above you, a white, flashing warning of danger that curls around the blade. Your heart pulses.
“Do you think I’m stupid, ____-chan?” Toga asks. Her voice is simple, with the sing-song inflection that you’ve come to know from her. “I know you’re not totally onboard with Tomura’s plan, my Izuku wasn’t either, but you’ll come to know. You’ll learn to love him,” She leans in to press her face against the crook of your neck. Her breath pricks at your skin as she speaks. “Just you wait. Love is the best feeling there is. The thump, thump of your heart filling with sweet, sweet blood. Oh, it makes me so, so thirsty, ____-chan. Can’t you tell?”
You loathed to think of what her idea of ‘thirsty’ was and you were even more loathed to imagine confronting Shigaraki. Your instincts were begging you to look past all that, however, and look to what really mattered. And what really mattered was dealing with the blade hovering near your throat.
“Toga—” You consider for a moment, then correct yourself, “Himiko, please. Look, I—” You swallow your pride and your emotions and the sick, sinking feeling in your gut. “I’m flattered that Shigaraki, I mean, Tomura, feels like that. Maybe, if you could let me talk to him, we could come to an agreement? You know, on our own?”
Toga hums, the vibration wracking your body with another layer of warm chill. Finally, she withdraws the knife from your neck with a slash and speaks, “Maybe,” She states, sliding two fingers against your arm, “Maybe I’ll talk to him for you. Oh! I’ve always wanted to play matchmaker! In my perfect world, I get what I like, right? I really, really want you two together. You’ll let me do that for you, won’t you?” She grips your arm tighter, practically wringing it out in her ferocity. Her other hand twirls her blade around for your scrutiny. “But, I really want to cut you first, though,” She hovers her lips close to your ear. “It’s been so long since I tasted blood. Just a little prick or maybe a little more?”
Your brain helpfully flicks through a thousand ways you could die all in an instant, but the adrenaline has you feeling a bit more determined, a bit more defiant, a bit more animalistic. Diplomacy was certainly not going to work judging by Toga’s tone, but you really didn’t want to wrestle a teenager to the ground. Although, your frontal lobe reasons, she is a direct danger to you and your survival. Attacking her would be a matter of self-defence; you’d be standing your ground.
“I’ll cut you nice and deep, maybe to the bone.” Toga mutters, casting a gaze to her knife. “No, no, the knife’s not sharp enough. I guess Tomura won’t mind if I cut into your leg or maybe your arms. I’ll just get a nice, juicy vein—“
Without a thought, you draw your elbow back and jam it against Toga’s skull, sending her stumbling back as you hop to action and begin running.
Before the world had ended, you had tuned into some nature documentary whilst cleaning. It was about a wolf and a hare. You remember all of the adaptations the hare had, how evolution had saved it from the claws of the wolf time and time again.
It was funny now and you had to stifle an ill-timed chuckle. You were the hare, running along marble instead of the dewy grasses of a morning pasture and Toga was something of a wolf, with her blade as her claws and her paws twitching to be coated in blood.
“I like it when they run,” She giggles simply as she joins you in your tango between life and death. You barely hear her past the thumping of your ears. Or was that your heart? “They always get scuffed up when they run.”
Your lungs and your nostrils burn white-hot and you count. You count the uneven footsteps of Toga’s shoes against the waxy marble; you count the pulsings of your heart against your rib-cage; you count the metres between you and safety. To fall now, even if it was a brief stumble would mean pain—grievous pain knowing Toga.
And you wouldn’t dare let your friend, Izumi, down like that. You couldn’t leave them alone surrounded by villains lead by a man who hated them. And you make a promise to Izumi as you run, a promise to yourself. There’d be no more playful banter with your villainous captors. Every step you took would be a step devoted to leading your fellow hostages out of the bank and to safety. You swear upon it.
“Gotcha!” Toga announces suddenly, diving toward the floor to grip at your right leg. She tugs sharply and you come tumbling to the ground with the scuff of a shoe. Reflexively, you allow your body to fall on your arms—the only thing saving you from a possible concussion, though your elbows are left aching and burning as a result.
Toga pulls you toward her once more, but you turn swiftly and jam your knee up into her face. She groans, head bobbing backward and you roll fully onto your back, using your left leg to shimmy your way across the floor. A giggle ricochets off the walls, as Toga rears her left arm up and you catch a glimpse of her knife against the ceiling light.
Shit, you think as she bears the knife down onto you. Your attempt to roll to the side is halted as Toga digs her knees into your pelvis, pinning you to the ground as the knife inches closer and closer. Your body lurches up on its own to grab at her wrist with all the might you can muster, holding it in place as she struggles against you.
“Come on, ____-chan!” She begs, pressing the knife down harder. You dig your nails into her wrist but she doesn’t budge. “I swear I won’t touch your face if you just let me—!”
Pinkies, your brain reminds you, put pressure on her pinkies. Your eyes blink with realisation as you remember the online self-defence course you took on the recommendation of your friend. If you put pressure on an opponent’s pinkies, they were more likely to drop their weapon. Something to do with nerves or reflex or something.
You curl your fist around her left pinky finger, twisting it backwards. Her face scrunches up as she screams and her knife drops onto your chest.
Dopamine and adrenaline flood your veins as you grab her wrist and slam her down onto the floor beside you. The yellow of her eyes haze over as you grab the blade and press it flush and flat against her throat.
For good measure and to rub your victory in, you press your knee into her gut and she coughs weakly. Your chest rises and falls as you murmur a thanks to your self-defence tutor, with techniques like that they’d do good in an apocalypse.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” You ask, more out of surprise than anything. “I—.”
The creak of the hallway door surprises you and you force your eyes up. Dabi stands there in the threshold, looking quite pleased with himself as he buries his hands into his pockets.
“What did I tell you about attacking the hostages, you crazy bitch? Especially when its Crusty’s favourite jizz material,” He meets your gaze with an electric blue, then angles his head in the direction of the main atrium. “The boss wants to talk to you, or somethin’. Probably gonna confess his dweeby love. I’ll follow you there so Crazy doesn’t attack you again.”
You nod and pocket Toga’s knife in case Shigaraki tries anything. As you rise to your feet, however, Toga grips at your leg. When you look down at her, her nose is all bloody and her lips are curled into a wide smile.
“You’re so strong,” She murmurs, coughing up a little blood and bile. “I wanna be just like you.”
You can’t help but shudder and turn away from Toga—guilt settling deep into your gut. I just beat up a seventeen-year-old whilst being held hostage by Japan’s most dangerous villains all during a post-apocalypse, you think, I need to write a memoir and get a publishing deal.
Dabi holds his arm out for you and, when you quirk a brow, he scrunches up his nose and shakes his head.
“I was taught etiquette as a kid,” He elaborates as he guides you to the bank’s main office that Shigaraki has declared his own. “Hard-ass dad beat it into me; it’s a reflex now.”
You nod—wondering how somehow Dabi of all people could be the most sane villain out of the bunch. Then again, you haven’t exactly met the others but you didn’t have much faith in their tact.
You walk in pleasant silence until Dabi comes to a halt in front of a grand door. He turns to you.
“Don’t tell Shigaraki that I brought you here,” Dabi instructs you with a grave look on his face. “He’ll piss his pants if he knew I touched you.” He looks down to the pocket, bulging with the imprint of Toga’s knife. “Oh and try not to pull the knife on him right off the bat too.”
You nod again and smile as he turns and walks off. Then, steeling your nerves—your bones—your heart before, finally, you turn and knock.
Finally finished it. I took a lot of time on this one hope you all enjoy. Sorry for the wait. A huge thanks to my friend and proof reader @chokemebigdaddy
Pics or color panels by HEXAMENDLE
PART 1
WARNINGS–18+ ONLY SMUT–DEGRADING–CHOKING–DADDY KINK–DIRTY TALK–ROUGH SEX–FACE FUCKING–FINGERING–ORAL MALE AND FEMALE–ROUGH ORAL–VAGINAL SEX–DUB CON–CRYING–DOM SHIGARAKI– NON CON(at start, reader will be willing though)
SHIGARAKI X FEMALE READER
WORDS–4732 (This is a smutfest)
Tomura approached your room. Hearing the shower going he let himself in. Shutting and locking the door, hearing it click into place behind him.
Listening to the water run he could picture your wet exposed body just feet from his own aroused one. He seriously considered stepping into the shower behind you, taking you by surprise and helping you with your task, hands exploring your curvy body.
Palming his growing erection that was straining against the confines of his pants. He thought about what he was going to do to you. All the ways he would please you, shatter you with ecstasy, the ways you would please him, finally allowing him to work his needs inside your warmth, let him fill you with his essence. Just a little longer he promised himself. Nothing would stand in his way this time. You would be his for the taking and he would partake in everything you had to offer. The others had left to go find food and supplies so you and him were alone.
He felt like a wolf stalking it’s prey, ready to devour you. He was going to have you, make you come undone, whimpering beneath him, his dick impaling you. At this point he was painfully erect, in need of relief.
As you stood in the shower feeling the hot water wash over you, your body finally relaxing after a long, tough day. Your thoughts wandered to what Toga had told you. Did Tomura take advantage of you while you were unconscious? Would he do that?
As you ran the cloth over your bruised body you noticed other marks; was that a hickey on the side of your breast? There was no doubt about it, and wait, another on your inner thigh. You knew how you must have gotten them. Tomura had messed with you while you were passed out, there was no doubt, no other explanation.
Sure you had always got along very well with him but you never thought he was interested in you, or anybody for that matter. You two had spent hours talking about the future, his plans, what he really wanted, and of course playing games. Thinking back on all the times he would sit next to you, a little closer than necessary, or bringing you your favorite food, or the latest game, other little gifts. How his hand would accidentally brush up against your backside. Looking back now you didn’t know how you hadn’t noticed. He had wanted you? Once Shigaraki wanted something he didn’t stop till he obtained it.
You knew he wouldn’t stop his advances until he got you. Shigaraki was never one to give up on something, the question wasn’t when would he try again but, how did you feel about him? Would you let him have his way with you? Would it even be a choice? Somehow you doubted it. Shigaraki didn’t give choices, he made them. Did you care though? How did you feel about your boss, the new Demon King?
You had to admit he was hot, scars included, they added a certain mystery to him, a sex appeal. Your thoughts wandered to his lips, chapped and scarred as well, yet you couldn’t help but think how they would feel against your own. More importantly, how they would feel down there, you let your mind imagine it. They’d no doubt be rough to the touch, how the texture would feel on your tender skin, the thought made you shiver, wetness pooling between your legs.
What kind of lover would Tomura be, somehow you didn’t think gentle was the answer. Just thinking about sex with him made you feel a tingly feeling between your legs.
He was sexy, powerful, strong, I bet he has a big dick too you thought to yourself, the man just exudes big dick energy, not to mention that stamina. No longer denying that you wanted him as well. But would you give in so easily, where would the fun be in that?
For some reason writing smut is draining me today. Every other day I love it. Sounds weird but it saves me, I suffer from "issues" and it helps me a lot, but today it's not the play. I wish I could write, I want to but everything feels like it's been done. So tomorrow. Does anybody else ever feel like this when writing
all the time honestly. I love writing and writing smut in particular but the burnout I get when writing discourages me from even breaching the subject of smut.
While chapter 277 seems to be showing off the strengths of all the heroes coming together to fight against Shigaraki, it equally shows off all of their flaws. These heroes are currently completely blind to both their own flaws, and the flaws of the system they support. This blindness, this idea that heroes are always good, always in the right is exactly what lets hero society fester. Which is why I’ll be discussing all of the flaws present in the heroes fighting Shigaraki, Gran Torino, Endeavor, and Aizawa underneath the cut.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; yandere! shigaraki tomura, a blabbermouth! reader, dabi, toga himiko
𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲; le casa de papel ⁽ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵏᵉᵉᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉ ˢᵃⁿᵉ, ˡᵐᵃᵒ⁻⁾
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; bank robbery, hostages, guns ⁽ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᶦᵐᵃᵍᶦⁿᵉ ˢʰᶦᵍᵍʸ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵃ ᵍᵘⁿˀ⁾, stockholm syndrome, post apocalypse, a brief, shitty rant on evolution and socio-economics because...? i should have made a graphic, fuck—
The first thing a person does when the world ends is adapt.
It’s an animal’s first instinct to every major event in life. How can I survive this? How can I live to preserve my future? It takes a while, sure, but you learn to find a niche in the system—something left behind by the species before you. And you take that niche and you exploit it.
When the League of Villains had raided the bank you were in, you couldn’t help but wonder why no-one had done so sooner as your skin prickled and your body trembled. Banks were amongst the first buildings ransacked when the government body collapsed and a power vacuum emerged.
After all, society had practically hammered in the idea that money was something one should strive to obtain since one entered schooling and learnt of jobs. And, Blu-Tacked to the walls of many a primary school, was a clip-art of a bank—representing both the letter ‘B’ and the far-off concept of money.
A civilisation's head was often the person with the most influence or possessions: both of which could be bought with money which was most concentrated in a bank. That’s why you had come here, you told the head of the operation, Shigaraki Tomura as he rounded up the hostages with the nozzle of a rifle.
“Shut up,” He muttered from behind the hand clinging to his face. You stared up at it for a moment as you knelt down and pressed your hands behind your head in surrender. Your eyes traced the knuckles, the notches, the imprints surrounding the fingernails. So lifelike, you think as you watch him turn and walk away, I wonder who sculpted it.
The other hostages whimper beside you, heads meek in their disparity, but you can only smile.
The world had truly and honestly went to shit.
“Don’t you find it odd?” You asked the man, Shigaraki, when he came to transfer you to the western atrium of the bank. Four of his fingers curled around your arm, cold to the frigid bone and with a grip that could crush ice. Still, you did nothing to stop him as he dragged you along, even taking a few steps of your own accord. You spoke once more, “Don’t you find it odd how banks make money out of thin air? How all they do is print paper and say, ‘Hey, this is worth something,’ and we all just go along with it?”
Silence.
“I guess that kinda constitutes cult behaviour, right? I mean, what’s stopping someone from refusing to acknowledge the value of money?” You make a ponderous ‘hmm’ with your lips as Shigaraki stops. “On that thought, why is gold so valuable? It’s just a metal; it’s not even that useful. Then again some people eat it, so—”
Shigaraki’s thumb presses down hard onto your skin, followed by the nail of his index, “You talk too much,” He mutters. You look at the hand clinging to his face, wondering what adhesive he must have on it. Do adhesives even work on clay, you wonder, or maybe it’s a clouded plastic? He reaches his other hand up to scratch at his neck, the third time today that he’s done so. “It pisses me off.”
“Where’d you get that hand from?” You ask, feeling like an idiot when his red eyes flit towards yours. A part of your mind asks if maybe you’ve poked this bear a little too much, but you shake your head, it’s just a fake hand. “Like, does it have a sculptor tag on that brass thing at the bottom?”
Your hand reaches out to grab at the golden lining at the bottom of the hand, but Shigaraki veers back suddenly and swats your hand away.
“Don’t touch Father!” His voice is almost a shriek in its highness, yet there still is a brash rasp to it that you recognise. With a brief movement, you snatch your hand back to rest it against your chest—crestfallen. Shigaraki straightens up at once, eyes narrowing to a flash of red before he turns and stomps off.
Your lips part, but the wheeze that escapes it betrays your total bewilderment at the situation. You stand there, watching as his gaunt form disappears through the door at the end of the hallway, eyes wide and fingers twitching as the last of your adrenaline dissipates.
“Another tantrum?” A voice says behind you, you jump. “I’m not surprised anymore. Never thought he’d snap after you, though.”
You twist around, eyes remarking the tall, willowy figure behind you. Dabi, his name is, the one who’s been half-assedly threatening the hostages since the heist started.
“What are you talking about?” You ask, an eyebrow raised.
Dabi chuckles and pushes past you, then turns so you can see one frighteningly blue eye beneath the expanse of black hair. “You’ll see, doll.”
“You shouldn’t be talking to them so much,” Izumi murmurs to you when all of the hostages are rounded up in the morning. Your poor ‘hostage-buddy’ had gone pale ever since the League had crashed through the door, their eyes glassy and red. “They’re—” They pause, looks around for a second. “They’re villains.”
You nod along to them, though your eyes are trained to Shigaraki who’s going about overseeing the sorting of hostages. Your belly still simmered with uneasy guilt when you thought back to the incident three days ago. He was obviously attached to the hand—you knew that—and yet you had reached out to touch it without permission like an—
“Idiot,” You murmured, kicking the marble flooring with the tip of your shoe.
“What?” Izumi whispered, although they stiffened as Himiko Toga came skipping along.
“Noth—,” You yourself stiffened when Toga came at a standstill before you, slitted eyes peering into your soul.
She smiled a wicked smile, then spoke, “I need to have a talk with you!”
You gulped. Beside you, Izumi shivered and stepped forward, about to speak but upon glancing the blade settled at Toga’s hip, fell stiff and silent. You couldn’t blame them, though, you would’ve done the same thing.
“Sure,” You stated, attempting to put a smile on your face, if only to settle Izumi’s nerves.
Oddly, Toga reached out to grab your hand, tugging you along to the eastern corridor. You passed Shigaraki on your way, who turned his head to regard you and Toga. Was that anger you caught in his eyes as he looked over at Toga? You thought nothing of it.
Toga hummed a hymn as she lead you further and further into the bank until you were just in front of the printing room. This is where money is made, you thought, staring dumbly at the steel, vault door. This is the heart of the world.
Toga giggled at the look you gave the door, “Tomura had the same face when he saw it. He was less happy when he found out that he couldn’t get it open.” Toga pressed a palm flat against the door. “It has a Quirk-cancelling force field around it, so we’re stuck here until we can get the door off.”
“That’s why you’re still keeping hostages,” The remark is a rouge thought vocalised.
Toga nods, “Yeah, there were some pesky heroes outside looking for you guys, but Spinner’s got rid of them.” She makes a gun motion with her hands, you gulp. “Anyway, that’s not what I wanted to talk about. I came here to talk about boys!”
“Boys?” You ask, a little confused and a little indignant. “We’re in a hostage situation!”
“Yeah, I know, but I noticed that Tomura’s taken a liking to you.” She boops you on the nose. “Well, he’s liked you for a long, long time, but he’s finally got to be close to you. I wish it was like that with my Izuku.”
The identity of Izuku is the least puzzling thing about that sentence.
“For a long time, what?” You blurt out.
“He was in love with you before the End happened,” Toga smiled, stepping closer to you. “He was so sad because he thought you died, imagine how happy he was to find you here!” Toga babbled on, “He’s not too happy about that Izumi guy that’s always following you around, though. If I were him I would’ve have gotten rid of them, but—”
Your mind leapt. Izumi, you’d left them alone with a bunch of villains. You turn your gaze toward Toga, who seems lost in her own conversation before looking behind you. The door leading out of the hallways seemed so far, although if you were fast enough, it would be easy to just run there.
With a final glance to Toga, you turn and get ready to start running. A hand against your arm and a blade against your back stops you, however.
shigaraki tomura is a busy man now. he’s stepping up on the world’s ladder, starting to be realised as more by authorities and his own league. he has a lot of responsibilities now, but he’s still who he was when he first began and he still appreciates down-time. especially down-time with you. part of my seven deadly sins anthology.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; shigaraki tomura, the lov
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; nothing that i can think of, excessive fluff, a massage & implied smut at the end?
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬; my tags are gone again and i’m two steps away from throwing my laptop into a wall (for the second time in two months) give me tags back or i’ll steal y’alls man, tumblr staff.
“How was your day?” You murmur, thumbs mashing against the joystick’s pad. Behind you, Shigaraki Tomura trudged laboriously into the room, shrugging off his dark cloak and shutting the door to his room with a hydraulic, pneumatic ‘hiss’.
You hear the crack of his bones as he wrenches his shoulders back and then the rasp of his voice as he speaks, “A little less annoying than yesterday.”
You chuckle as your indexes clamp down hard on triggers of the controller, riddling your opponent with tessellated bullets, “Not much of an accomplishment though,” You remark as the match ends with your avatar standing victorious, gun hoisted. You hoped you and Shigaraki would end up, hand in hand (or, finger in hand) as hero society crumbled. You could only hope.
Shigaraki shifts around the room, most likely searching for a snack packet scattered somewhere across the room. You turn and hold out the controller to him.
“Wanna play co-op?” You suggest with a smile.
Shigaraki sighs. His body’s tense, stiff as board and the lean muscle starting to develop from his training are contracted and bulging. You drop the controller beside you, dragging yourself to your feet.
“Tomu—,” You drawl, coming up behind him to wrap your arm about his skinny body. “Ignoring your emotions isn’t good for you. You know, I read up on a study that said that, the longer you suppress your emotions, the louder your brain shouts to make them heard.”
Shigaraki, no, Tomura places four fingers against your arm. He’s quite cold, though the warmth of whiskey is undeniably warming his veins.
“What are you, an armchair psychologist now?” He mutters and you giggle at the light barb. Nevertheless, you tug at the hem of his dark sweater—he acquiesces, lifting his arms up and you pull his sweater up and over his head to drop it on the floor.
“I prefer emotional aide, thank you,” You jest, drawing yourself closer to him. “Perhaps, I might draw up a degree.”
“I’d love to see that,” He murmurs as his shoulders relax slightly. You reach your arms up to caress his clavicles and scapula, thumbs massaging the tight muscles, smiling as you feel him come undone. “Hah—. What are you doing now?”
“I think I may forgo psychology,” You state then rub your hands down the swathe of his back, knuckles pressed against his ribs. “I think I may become a masseuse.” You run an index down the curve of his spine. He shivers, back arching away from you as his lips part so a breathy moan can escape. You smile, “It’s nice to see you come apart.”
“I’ll make you come apart,” He mutters.
It’s not a statement, however, it’s a promise.
Now it’s your turn to shiver.
“Oh?” You ask, quickly recovering in order to press your carpal bones against his lower back, your thumb wandering up to smooth the notches in his spine. You kiss his bare back, lips pressed flush against the relaxing muscles. “When will you?”
Tomura hums, “Later.”
“Fine by me,” You mutter with a smirk. You let a puff of breath out and, with one, swift movement, brush your hands across the swathe of Tomura’s back to curl around his waist. You hesitate for a second before your fingers dig into his sides, sending his body into a violet shudder as you mercilessly tickle him.
“S—Stop!” He screams, voice shrill and breathy as he winces away from your touch.
“There’s no escaping me!”
“Fuck you!” Tomura glares, struggling forward until he flops onto the bed. He looks so beautiful, splayed out on the bed—hair framing his angular face like a silvery nimbus; gaunt, barely-there muscles twitching still with the aftermath of your tickling rampage. You’ll have so much fun with him.
You take a step forward, lean over the bed and smile, “I think it’s time you make me come apart, lover.”
shigaraki tomura has always been left in the shadows. he accepted early, that life was an ever-flowing stream: people moved forward and he was just a rock, a hitch in the waters. he was always content to stay that way, until you came into his life and brought with you the devil in his eyes. now, he won’t be so mellow. part of my ‘seven deadly sins’ anthology.
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; yandere! shigaraki tomura, the lov, a poor friend
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; yandere & unhealthy relationships & death & knives & manipulation & torture & shigaraki has big bad thoughts (involving murder) & jealousy & my gross overuse of ampersands and hyphen-minuses.
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬; tumblr’s turning me into an html coder i swear. gonna be hacking databases soon, everyone watch out- 👀
You brought them, Shigaraki noted as you swung open the metal door to the League’s newest hideout. No, you hadn’t just brought them, you were holding them, arm in arm, like some kind of—.
Like some kind of couple.
Shigaraki had been tolerating it ever since you convinced him to let your creature of a ‘friend’ join his League. Hell, he hadn’t even noticed your two’s closeness until he overheard Toga and Dabi commenting on it, yet, when he did, he couldn’t help but feel the bile in his gut simmer every time he saw you two together.
Admittedly, he had brushed all of this under the carpet, steering his thoughts back to the undermining and then destruction of hero society. After all, the innovators of socio-political reformations didn’t envy a irrelevant pawn. The grand boss did not weep over a lost romance with a side character.
Shigaraki was more than that.
Shigaraki was better than that.
Shigaraki had never considered himself a knife person. He never really considered himself a weapons person in general. Sure, he had a few replica swords which cost way too much money that he stuffed into his closet back in Kamino Ward, but he had never used a weapon as a tool for when he need to get the job done.
That was more of Toga and Spinner’s forte and a weapon was an exercise in futility when one had a Quirk which could crumble flesh to dust.
Even so, Shigaraki had to admit that using his Quirk on your friend would be much too easy. He had come to this conclusion upon seeing your friend place their slimy hand against the swell of your hip, rubbing it gently which sent you into a flurry of laughter.
Perhaps a knife wasn’t so bad after all.
Your smile is the worst thing about this ordeal, Shigaraki decides.
When you first joined, you gave Shigaraki a small smile that made his heart flutter against his ribs. He thought himself special, that that smile was only reserved for himself. All that stopped when he first observed you giving that same smile to Toga; then Magne and Twice; then Compress and then Spinner and Dabi and finally your little friend.
Toga, Magne and Twice he wasn’t too bothered by, all of them were amicable with the rest of the League and they seemed to attract the rest of the members to themselves like magnets. It was only natural that you got along with them, surely.
With Compress, he was irked. He was irked by his magic routines and he was irked by your constant awe-filled glimmer in your eyes whenever he performed one. A trick, Shigaraki convinced himself, he’s a trickster—he doesn’t deserve you... But I do.
He found Spinner quite puzzling. You had gone out of your way to break the lizard out of his shell and, in that regard, Shigaraki was annoyed that you had invested your time bonding with someone that wasn’t him. And yet, Spinner and Shigaraki had a silent brotherhood amongst each other: a bro-code if he were an obnoxious frat-boy. And, over video games and tabletop sessions, Shigaraki realised: Spinner was no true competition, not when held against—
Dabi, Shigaraki gritted his teeth. He was the wild card, the wrench in his perfect plans. He was always there with a snide comment and his shoulders slouched whenever he spoke with Shigaraki. When he was with you, however, he took on another demeanour: the demeanour of a suave bachelor, looking for the next person who’s heart he would eat.
He was particularly touchy with you, an arm slung over your shoulder; hand on your head, rubbing it. Worst of all were the whispered conversations he’d have with you when you two were hidden in some corner of the hideout and your echoing laughter and the way Dabi would angle his head to look at Shigaraki with those electrifying eyes.
He knows, Shigaraki thought, he’s playing with you, he’s playing with me. And, somehow, that made him even angrier, but also calmed his nerves. Dabi wouldn’t take this seriously, Shigaraki realised, if I don’t take this seriously. The key to chasing Dabi off lay in your little friend.
Dabi was both one of the strongest and weakest link in the League. His Quirk made him priceless in the grand scheme of things, though his loyalty wasn’t absolute. He could very well win the League the game just as he sold them out to any vigilante that came running. Still, his Quirk at least put him ahead of your friend.
Your friend—who was distracting you from your assignments.
Your friend—who’s loyalty was only based on if you were still in the game.
Your friend—who was constantly fucking everyone else over during engagements because they’re tunnel vision constricted them to look out for the safety of themselves and you as opposed to the safety of the team.
Your friend—who’s Quirk might as well have been the ability to piss water compared to the multitude of useful powers simmering with the League.
They were the weakest link.
They needed to go.
And he’d need Dabi to ensure their departure.
“You’re real crazy you know that, boss?” Dabi had drawled when Shigaraki had first propositioned him for the task. ”But what do I have to do with it? Isn’t she your girl?”
Shigaraki tried to keep the emotion from rising to his face, “No.” He said, cold as frost. “I’ve seen the way you act with her,” Shigaraki almost bit his tongue as he recited his rehearsed lines. “Don’t you want to get rid of the common denominator in all our problems?”
“I don’t have anything against them,” Dabi retorted, though his spine and jaw were stiff and his lips whispered something that his vocal chords did not speak.
“Not after they insulted your scars or when they jumped in front of you during our raid and blamed you when they got burned?” Only the latter was true, the former Shigaraki could only draw from his own insecurities. “I never pegged you for the forgiving type, Dabi.”
The flame-user’s face darkened, eyes glowing a pure blue. “What did they say about my scars?”
Jackpot, Shigaraki thought. Dabi was always one to tease and a fair bit of the League would retort to those chaff by teasing his scars, but Shigaraki had seen the way his eyes would narrow or how he’d cringe slightly at every scar-related epithet.
“I overheard them, on the phone, a few days ago. They said it was a bother to look at you, that you were a detriment to the League with your attitude,” Shigaraki was never good at speaking, never good at manipulating someone, but his obsession was driving him toward you. He was always going towards you. “But, I think we both know who the real detriment is.”
“Right,” Dabi mutters as he shoves his hands in his pants. “I’ll have them by tomorrow, just let me get one in first. I want to make them look just like me.”
Shigaraki rasped and raked his fingers across his neck, “Whatever.”
Dabi, true to his word, had made them look like him. In fact, they were so scarred up that Shigaraki could barely get a piece of pristine skin to ruin. They didn’t last very long, all things considered and Dabi’s fire reduced them to ashes in the wind—not a trace left.
You were devastated, of course, sobbing on Shigaraki’s shoulder as you explained how your friend hadn’t called in two weeks. Soon, Shigaraki told himself, those weeks would turn into months and months into years. Your dear friend would fade from the League’s memory and, with time, yours.
He would be the beacon in your time of darkness: just like his Sensei had been for him and you’d forget that this ever occurred.