Rubies - Encounter
the thing i just said i would write >:)
set later into rubies
(Content: living weapon whumpee, whumpee-turned-caretaker?, bad caretaker, multiple whumpees, verbal abuse, conditioning, blood, past trauma, comfort)
LEVON: I wish youâd told me you were tagging along! I would have given you a heads-up. DELTA: thats okay DELTA: it doesnt really bother me DELTA: its nothing i havent seen before LEVON: Yes Iâm sure. LEVON: Nevertheless I thought you would appreciate the warning. DELTA: eh
LEVON: I notice this is becoming a bit of a pet project of yours. LEVON: I would have passed more information along to you if Iâd known you were interested. In fact I considered doing so in the beginning. LEVON: I was worried you would feel tokenized by it. LEVON: Also to be perfectly honest with you I would prefer that you stay out of imperial territory. DELTA: i think i actually would have felt a bit tokenized by it in the beginning tbh that was probably a good call DELTA: its different if im doing it on my own time DELTA: im sorry i hope you dont think im ignoring your orders by coming here LEVON: They werenât formal orders. DELTA: i know but still i dont want to come off as disrespectful for it DELTA: i do value your advice i dont mean to blow you off LEVON: Delta, itâs fine. DELTA: okay cool LEVON: Itâs going well, then? DELTA: yeah there was only one of them and no one was expecting her to be here clearly DELTA: im not with her right now though im with kitty we are in the server room LEVON: Okay. Iâm getting word that there are a few patrollers already orbiting close by, so Iâd suggest you wrap it up quick. DELTA: yeah we are finishing up now LEVON: Be careful. DELTA: yessir LEVON: Goodbye. DELTA: bye captain
Kitty looped up another loose cable, one more fire hazard. Delta slipped the phone back into the pocket of his pants. His other hand extended to her to help her up to her feet.
From below, another loud crash.
âSounds like itâs working.â Kittyâs eyes lit up.
They walk down the bloodstained steps. Most of the place had already been cleared out by the time they arrived. The two of them are almost never at any active sight. Third wave, maybe second wave, if anything. Kitty was IT. Delta did a little bit of everything now, but was too valuable as a psychic to ever endanger with capture.
He was only the second psychic to enter the manor. The first was downstairs, doing everything she could to destroy what was around her. As they descended back to the first floor, they saw the mess she had made of things.
âGet away,â she said, âGet away. Get away.â
The silver collar glistened around her neck. The same light shone just by her eyes, reflected from the tears that were forming there.
Infantry was the one to deal with her â they were being surprisingly gentle about it.
âEasy. Easy, I know youâre scared,â a sniper of all people promised her, both hands raised in a placating surrender. âLetâs all slow down. We wonât hurt you.â
âNo!â she shouted back. She was crying in earnest now.Â
âWeâre going to get you help, okay? But we need to go now.â
âI donât want to go! I canât!âÂ
In that exact instant, Delta noticed that her collar was broken in places. It was malfunctioning. Her powers were slipping through the cracks.
âGet away from me!â Her voice was shrill, pitched with panic. âStay back or Iâll - Iâll-â
As she said it, a little halo of crystals was forming in a blaze right by her head. It was a crown of glass. In the space above her, the shards appeared out of thin air.
Kitty stepped forwardly slightly. It did something to him then, to hear her slip back into sweetness. The words had the same gentle tone that sheâd used for him when theyâd first dredged him up out of the water. When he was scared.
âItâs okay,â she promised. âYouâre safe. No one is going to hurt you. We want to help, okay? Just wanna help.â
âLeave me alone!â the girl yelled back. In the same instant, her right hand cut an arc through the air.
The glass flew like shrapnel. They were small pieces, but hard and razor sharp. She managed to pierce quite a few of them. But what Delta saw most precisely was the shard that flew only inches from Kittyâs face. Just barely missing her.
It was mostly adrenaline that moved him then;Â Â his heart was beating too quickly for him to make sense of it. But in the next second, heâd zeroed in on the psychic.
The pulse knocked her back into the wall. It didnât hurt â he knew exactly how to make it hurt and he didnât â but it had shocked her. He caught her wrist, pinning it there. The hands were conduits. Though it was still possible to use their powers without moving an inch, the immobility gave the impression of helplessness. Thatâd be enough for now.
âStop.â
She went still, but there was tension rigged in every inch of her body.
âYou do not use your powers without permission.â His voice was low, more venomous than he meant it to be. âThat is the first thing they teach you and there is no excuse for having forgotten it.â
She shrank away from that. They were sensitive to scolding â every single one of them.
âSorry,â she whispered. She flexed her fingers where they were held. Little shards of glass were still raining softly from the ceiling.
âListen to me. We are leaving. It doesnât matter if you want to or not. Youâre not going to fight them. And youâre going to do as they ask. Do you understand?â
âYes, sir.â
âYou do? Youâre going to behave yourself? Because you can just as easily leave here in chains if you donât.â
âYes, sir,â she swallowed. She refused to look at him.
It was an acceptable surrender. He released her wrist, but not before wrenching it in the same direction that the others were waiting. He pointed.
âGo.â
She went obediently. One of the medics hovered their hands by her shoulder, not quite touching, but guiding her over to the exit.
There were little indentations in her skin where his claws had been.
Heâd cowed her. Delta sat there for a second, alight in the afterglow of cruelty. It hadnât felt good, but alarmingly enough, it had felt natural. Maybe he shouldnât have been surprised. Heâd learned from the best, after all.Â
The thought made him sick.
Kitty was staring at him. A couple of them were. He knew before he even turned around.Â
Sorry you had to see that, he almost said. But that seemed a bit inadequate, all things considered. He said nothing instead. Already, he felt a blush rising to his cheeks.
He moved to her, side-stepping carefully around the littered glass. Kitty still looped her arm in through his own. She didnât hate him for it, which would have been about the worst thing he could imagine.Â
âThat was kinda fucked up,â she whispered to him as soon as theyâd climbed onto the carrier.
âFucked up of me?â he asked.
âYeah, a little fucked up of you!â
Delta nodded. Heâd assumed that was what she meant.
âSheâll be fine,â he exhaled. âBelieve me, sheâs more than used to it.â
âThey really talked to you like that?â Kitty frowned.
Ungrateful. Disrespectful. Brat. Donât you ever-
Delta bit his lip, nodding. Used to it. He traced the skin around his collar with the tips of his fingers.
âI donât care if she hates me,â he decided. âAs long as sheâs out. Of all the things she has to get over, sheâll barely remember this one.â
Something about that didnât sit right, though.Â
~
Worse than cruelty was unpredictability. He worried about playing the same games that Simon had â pulling rank one second and coddling the next. It was a mean thing to do. He thought itâd be better if he just never saw her again. The ones looking out for her now could teach her in their own time. He wouldnât further disrupt their signals.
This resolution, once he came to it, barely lasted the length of an hour.
âCan I see her?â he peeked into the quarters where they kept her.
The girl sat idly on the edge of the bed, both hands folded in her lap just the way sheâd been trained to. Her hair had come undone â and now furled into spirals at the base of her neck. Sheâd gone dead-eyed. That was exactly how they wanted them.
She still startled when he entered.Â
âSorry,â she said without hesitation, with no conscious effort. âIâm sorry, sir.â
He used to think he was good at apologizing, after a lifetime spent groveling for forgiveness. It had been such a difficult day when he first realized that that wasnât what anyone wanted from him anymore.
âEasy. Hey.â He raised both hands up slightly in surrender. âNot gonna hurt you. No oneâs going to hurt you. Youâre okay.â
The look she gave him in return suggested she did not â could not â believe him. Fair. She was less than one day out, after all. He didnât even bother to correct her on the honorific. If she was anything like him, it would take years to undo the habit.
Her chest rose and fell without her eyes ever leaving him, like an animal backed into a corner. He moved slowly for her sake, lowering himself until he sat cross-legged on the Persian carpet.
He thought he was good at apologies once, before he knew what they were supposed to be. By now, he was good in earnest. Heâd been a fast learner all his life â and pride was something heâd never been afforded.
âIâm sorry for speaking to you like that. It wonât happen again. No one here will ever speak to you like that. I only did it because we were short on time and we wanted to get you somewhere safe. Iâm sorry if I scared you.â
His hands moved nervously against his sleeves. He almost stopped them, before remembering he didnât have to. When he looked up, she was still staring unblinking. Her jaw has loosened a bit.
No one had apologized to her in a very long time. She had no script to follow for it. So when she said something completely unrelated, it came as no real surprise:
âWhat are you going to do with me, sir?âÂ
There was something like betrayal in her voice. That hurt most of all.
âYouâre like me,â she realized.
For some reason, this almost embarrassed him. In Galatea, his abilities are mostly rumors. Even the ones who knew for certain still assumed he was low-level. There were only a handful who knew the full extent of it. But for the most part, psychics recognized their own.Â
âI came the same way,â he said softly. âThis was a rescue. You havenât been stolen. Itâs okay if you donât believe that right now. But youâre free. Only rule is that you canât hurt anyone while youâre here â everyone follows that one, not just you.â
âI wouldnât-â she said hurriedly. âI wouldnât, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to, sir. Please.â
âItâs okay. Youâre not going to be punished for it,â he said. âIâm not mad at you. No one is.â
Just scared, for a second. Scared of her, just like theyâd been of him. The fear is what drove people crazy, what made them decide it was right to keep them in chains all his life. She was scared out of her mind, too. But no one ever cared about that.
âYouâre safe,â he promised. âI know it doesnât feel like it. I didnât feel like it as first either â and I know I just made you feel unsafe. But it wonât happen again. No one will ever treat you like that again.â
ââŠYes, sir,â she agreed, looking down at her own shoes.Â
It wasnât sinking in all the way. He didnât sigh, even though he wanted to. He couldnât believe how patient Kitty and Apollo had been with him in those early days. Heâd never be grateful enough. Heâd never be good like them, not really. All he could do was try.
âTell them if you need anything,â he suggested. âItâs not a trick question. Theyâll get it for you if they can. And they wonât punish you for asking.â
âYes, sir.â She nodded.
Poor kid, he thought dimly. The thought surprised him. Heâd never thought anything of it before, when heâd been in her position. It all just felt normal. The way he was meant to behave. It was only after years of living outside of it that he could see it for what it was.
He stood up wearily from his spot on the ground. She flinched a bit as he did, but he knew he shouldnât take it personally.
âYou can sleep too, by the way,â he reminded her. âYou donât need to ask permission.â
âThank you, sir,â she said. There was actual relief in her voice when she answered that time. Sheâd been waiting to hear it.
~
The first thing he did after closing the door was go to find Kitty. Sheâd been curled up by the bay windows when he finally spotted her. He climbed onto the cushion next to her. She was peering at him from over the edge of her laptop screen.
âAll good?â she purred.
âSheâll be fine.â He nodded. As fine as any of them could be. He really did think that his own cruelty towards her would only scrape the surface of all that she would have to recover from. But that wasnât an excuse.
âThank you for being kind to me,â he said softly. It sounded almost childlike now. But it was far from the first time heâd said it. âEven when I was being difficult. You were always nice.â
âYou were never difficult!â Kitty gasped. âWhat are you talking about? Youâre my favorite.â
That alone wouldâve been enough to make him cry last year. Even now, he got close.
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Couldn't read much of anything today, but this alone fed me with all whumperflies I needed to be happy.
Commentary time :D (a bit shorter, tho :(, had little time)
Kitty stepped forwardly slightly. It did something to him then, to hear her slip back into sweetness. The words had the same gentle tone that sheâd used for him when theyâd first dredged him up out of the water. When he was scared.
Kitty caretaking mode <333 đ„°
It was mostly adrenaline that moved him then;Â Â his heart was beating too quickly for him to make sense of it. But in the next second, heâd zeroed in on the psychic.
Ooohh, I wondered what would make him step in. It feels so organic and smooth :DDD
Protective Delta :D đ„°
The pulse knocked her back into the wall. It didnât hurt â he knew exactly how to make it hurt and he didnât â but it had shocked her. He caught her wrist, pinning it there. The hands were conduits. Though it was still possible to use their powers without moving an inch, the immobility gave the impression of helplessness. Thatâd be enough for now.
âšïžYEESSâšïž Love seeing Delta use his powers >áŽ<
But...
His coldness and precision on how to do this is so... wow.
âYou do not use your powers without permission.â His voice was low, more venomous than he meant it to be. âThat is the first thing they teach you and there is no excuse for having forgotten it.â
OH MY GOD Delta using whumper mode I'm dying this is so cool
Delta is not a whumper <3, but he clocks the exact words so easily (of course, he's heard them his entire life). Love Delta being venomous :D, but poor girl :(
She shrank away from that. They were sensitive to scolding â every single one of them.
Whumperflies made me giggle.
âListen to me. We are leaving. It doesnât matter if you want to or not. Youâre not going to fight them. And youâre going to do as they ask. Do you understand?â
I don't even know anymore if this is whumperflies, shock or fangirling. But whatever it is, I love it.
Delta speaking like Martino đ (đ„°)
It was an acceptable surrender. He released her wrist, but not before wrenching it in the same direction that the others were waiting. He pointed.
âGo.â
AAAAAAAAJDJDJDJjfnfmgngR
There were little indentations in her skin where his claws had been.
DELTAAAAA đš
Heâd cowed her. Delta sat there for a second, alight in the afterglow of cruelty. It hadnât felt good, but alarmingly enough, it had felt natural. Maybe he shouldnât have been surprised. Heâd learned from the best, after all.Â
The thought made him sick.
He really did learn from the "best", makes sense he knows the words, the tone to use, the exact way to get another whumpee to do as needed.
But fuck, it's still incredible that he fills that role so naturally. Makes sense too that he feels sick from it.
âSheâll be fine,â he exhaled. âBelieve me, sheâs more than used to it.â
âThey really talked to you like that?â Kitty frowned.
Ungrateful. Disrespectful. Brat. Donât you ever-
Hey. HEY. Not fair with my heart.
It wasnât sinking in all the way. He didnât sigh, even though he wanted to. He couldnât believe how patient Kitty and Apollo had been with him in those early days. Heâd never be grateful enough. Heâd never be good like them, not really. All he could do was try.
Try as they might not to, mentee caretakers will very often compare themselves to mentor caretakers. You want to be as good as them, but each person does the caretaking differently.
Things could very easily have gone really badly if Delta had not done as he had done.
And the patience necessary to be as Kitty and Apollo is a really hard work. It's an ability that needs to be fed on daily, even when you're naturally empathetic and kind.
âThank you for being kind to me,â he said softly. It sounded almost childlike now. But it was far from the first time heâd said it. âEven when I was being difficult. You were always nice.â
âYou were never difficult!â Kitty gasped. âWhat are you talking about? Youâre my favorite.â
That alone wouldâve been enough to make him cry last year. Even now, he got close.
<33333
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I'm really, really tired, so words are not wording for me right now XD, hope I expressed myself well with the pictures.
About the color bugging, I get you :'), Tumblr is so annoying with formatting sometimes. Usually, when I do something like that, I do one line at a time and go saving each time, so if it bugs, I can fix it easily without worrying about other lines bugging. But it's still an annoyance, I know. It's fine, it's just a detail <3
Loved the chapter, really really did <333 it was what I needed to feel a little better before sleeping. Thank you for posting it for us :D
















