[ #BONDLEGACIED ] an ind. private and selective oc from the james bond universe. lovingly crafted by roz ( he/him 21+ )
affiliated with @swannbond / @handgrenadebrains & @lenzimanot / @ritterlich
THEMES OF : survival , recovering from trauma , recovering from drug addition , forming identity , legacy , ed recovery & and recovering from sa ( all triggers will be tagged ).
simple rules. no drama. not interested in it. i block liberally. all graphics / icons used on this blog are created by me unless specified otherwise. also very important : no ai anywhere , thank you. i also will be extremely selective in following back , to feel more comfortable. this isn't personal , i promise. also if i've hardblocked you please leave me be. evading a block just results in me blocking over and over again if needed.
ACTIVITY : this blog is low activity and now my only active blog , i am neurodivergent and also am diagnosed with two disorders that can make both communication ooc and writing difficult at times. because of this my activity might fluctuate meaning some days i might be able to write quite a bit , others i might only be able to reblog pictures / character study posts etc or i might not even be on the dash at all.
quick information regarding aaron.
aaron is the son of james bond specifically crafted in the canon of my james over on @/andfearwilllose
aaron was born when james was thirteen. he grew up believing james was his older brother & didn't discover the truth until he was in his late thirties. his mother was thirty years old when aaron was born , a maid that worked at eton ( which is why csa is in my list of triggers i will tag ).
aaron works for mi5 and previously served in the SAS
finding out the truth led aaron to spiral , questioning his identity and realising why he had always felt like something was wrong. he starts therapy months after it all comes out ( and probably the only bond to go to therapy ).
aaron got married straight out of highschool , to sarah wells , and when they were both 24 , they welcomed their daughter , tali. when tali was five , a hit was put out on aaron when james pissed off the wrong person. both tali and sarah were killed in the fire that was started deliberately , by that person.
aaron doesn't often bring up sarah or tali , in conversation. even now in his late thirties / early forties depending on verse , it hurts to even mention their names.
when he was invited to join mi5 , he saw it as an opportunity to hunt down the person who had killed his family , and those connected to spectre in general.
aaron struggles with an eating disorder ( bulimia nervosa ) and is in recovery for it.
aaron has bipolar type 1.
in his first year of working for mi5 , he was involved in a mission that went wrong and led to him being raped ( again another trigger i will make sure is tagged ).
And our electric is about to go out ( we’re on a meter ) …. >< im sorry to ask but if anyone could help I’d really appreciate it and I’d be willing to make graphics or icons in return
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We’re also are running out of food , so sorry reblog this but it’s bad again and I don’t know what else to do so but also please know I defo get everyone is struggling atm and I do understand if you can’t help
Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it
My pride is no longer inside
It's on my sleeve
My skin will scream
Reminding me of
Who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I'm driving
There's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
stood by the panoramic view of london , every single building could easily be survilled and studied under her watchful gaze . but , today she's not interested in the affairs of whitehall and the bloody disasters they had tried to involve her in . it was the bonds . always the bloody bonds . ❛ i imagine you do . ❜ she sighs .
m studies him for a moment . longer than politeness required . shorter than either of them would acknowledge . ❛ he's been declared dead more times than i can care to count . ❜ there is the faintest narrowing of pale blue hues with a hint of irritation . ❛ and every single time he's treated the inconvenience as though it were a paperwork error that would eventually resolve itself . ❜ she's been in this position far too many times . she daren't say his name in fear that he'll appear as if nothing happened . . . with that arrogant smile . ❛ i'm far more interested in what you're going to do when he inevitably proves everyone wrong again . ❜
born in scotland , aaron had been forced to move a lot as a child and yet he had only caught glimpses. his adoptive mother , paranoid - jumping from one place to another. london was the longest place aaron had lived ( and yet it still didn't feel like home - like his father , it seemed as if he spent most of his time running from something ). IF JAMES WAS TRULY GONE ; no , he would not accept he'd lost his father. not after years of secrecy and only now just getting to know him. HIS GAZE FOLLOW'S M ; her expression was impassive. he senses that he'll never truly know what she's thinking - if she even grieves for the agent that had given his life to six.
( he thinks she might - his father had often spoke highly of her , had trusted her , there had to be some kind of friendship there ). running fingers through unruly curls - the agent swallows the lump in his throat. "i have buried my father more times than i can count. i know you have too. we spend our lives waiting for him to walk through that door." & THERE'S SOMETHING BITTERSWEET ABOUT NEVER TRULY KNOWING. "i don't want to bury him again. im asking you to hold off on any funeral arrangements - until we know whether or not he died in that blast. my sister...." he thinks of mathilde , only six years old. she had already lost him 'once'. "we know how this goes , ma'am , she doesn't." HER QUESTION CATCHES HIM OFF GUARD. blinking , he glances back towards her.
( it's the impulsivity of his father that he thinks she's reading - 'what will you do' ). "i think you know what i'll do. wouldn't you do the same? if it was your father?" revenge / justice - a fine line. "if he's dead , i'll hunt down the bastard who did it. if he's not? i'm going to be pissed off. just like last time , just like the time before. it's a cycle ma'am. you know it well. in our line of work...playing dead is necessary."
[ #bondlegacied ]. " family’s more than just DNA. it’s about people who care and take care of each other.”
Learning all that really matters is a slow and painful lesson , it is not pass or fail, but a poisonous progression. Try to micro-dose to immunity but you'll never, ever get it. I could build a tower with the times I was pretending, try to micro-dose to immunity but I'll never see the ending.
ind. private & selective oc based in the james bond universe with multiple verses. lovingly protected by roz.
