Book addict

[bookaddict1]

When I grow up

I want to be dead.

[bookaddict1]

'And I broke myself trying to fix you'

[bookaddict1]

😔

[sal403]

[bookaddict1]

😭

[just-shower-thoughts]

I often see reports claiming Data Science is the best job. Who compiles and analyzes data to determine this? Data scientists.

[scullys-alienkitty]

You know what’s fucking hilarious? They’ll give out free condoms but not free tampons/pads.

[bookaddict1]

Actually, I've seen a few places that give out tampons or pads as well as condoms. Lube too. But I'm Aussie so that's probably why

[insanely--crazy]

[just-shower-thoughts]

As a gay man, whose only experience with female libidos are movies, I have learned that women only have sex if they’re evil or want something.

[bookaddict1]

'I'm fine' I say, when all I want is for you to see through my facade and realise I'm dying inside

Thoughts from my soul

[vladtoly]

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They say sorry a lot because they’re genuinely afraid they’ve insulted you somehow

They ask if they’re annoying because they genuinely think they’ve somehow annoyed you

They say things are ‘awkward’ because they can be uncomfortable in any situation, no matter who with, they don’t mean to personally hurt you

They cry because sometimes people and situations are too much, not because they’re looking for attention

They don’t text you a lot because they’re clingy, it’s because if you don’t reply, they think they’ve done something wrong

They can be set off by little things, so don’t say they’re overreacting when they panic

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They only mean the best

[kittyyywvrm-deactivated20221102]

spread this

[depresseddisneyprincess]

People with depression can smile

People with depression can laugh

People with depression can eat normally

People with depression can have good sleeping

People with depression can seem happy

People with depression can have good grades

People with depression can be happy at some points

People with depression can have good days

People with depression don’t always appear to have depression

[bookaddict1]

True my darlings

[bookaddict1]

The words “mental health” imply I’m okay. I’m not

Thoughts from the soul

[bookaddict1]

Why

Why am I so worthless, why am I just a burden on everyone, why am I not strong enough to just die even though it's all I want. Why do I feel like this when if a stranger looked into my life it's actually good. I hate depression for making me feel like this. So unmotivated to do anything but I have to. I feel like anyone I talk to about my mental health doesn't actually care, I feel like they just wait for me to stop talking about my sadness. Mental health is actually the worst

[bookaddict1]

Someone: wow you're really mature for your age

Me: thanks, it's the childhood of abuse and neglect that forced me to grow up and learn how to care for myself and protect myself long before a child should have had to

[just-shower-thoughts]

I have a weird grudge against stingrays ever since one killed Steve Irwin.

[bookaddict1]

Triggering- self harm/suicidal thoughts

I want to take those too many pills, I want to walk in front of that train or jump off that building. I can't though. I can't because it would ruin my boyfriend. I need to be strong for him. It's so hard though.

[aestheticacid]

Having someone in your life with depression and anxiety means being prepared for any and all episodes. There are going to be days where they’ll want to lay in bed all day. Lay with them. Bring them their favorite drink. There will be days where you’ll be out socializing, but at any given notice they’ll start shutting down and want to go home. Watch for these signs, remember them like the back of your hand. There will be days where they’ll be so fragile, and anything can break them. Hold them in your arms while they cry about something that they remembered from years ago, even if they swore they moved on. Do not try to explain to them they need to stop living in the past, now is not the time. Just hold them and show them they are loved. And lastly, there will be days where they will want to be alone and not speak to anyone. Yes, this includes you. Understand this, understand when to give them space. Understand nothing is in spite of you. Just, understand.

Please be an understanding boyfriend, girlfriend, friend and family member of those who struggle. We need you to be. (via aestheticacid)

this cant be real

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