actually, borderline.

everything about depression, borderline personality disorder, anxiety, and basically everything I'm feeling.

[thepainisconsumingme]

[thepainisconsumingme]

[uslonelyone]

[borderline-actually-blog]

someone:are you ok

me:...........anyway

[thepainisconsumingme]

Reblog if you’re far away from someone and you want to hug them SO BAD.

[thepainisconsumingme]

[thepainisconsumingme]

[idktorn]

i honestly don’t understand why you wouldn’t want to repost this. it shows how fucked up this world is.

[borderline-actually-blog]

[borderline-actually-blog]

[borderline-actually-blog]

my bpd ass: *gets extremely anxious*

my bpd ass: *forgets why i got anxious*

my bpd ass: well im sure there is some reason so i should get even more anxious just in case

[ohteaoh]

Just BPD things

-feeling like shit constantly -asking someone for a favor means hating yourself for the next week -feeling awful when people comfort you because you never feel like it’s enough -feeling like you manipulate your significant other and friends all of the time -flicking through emotions every 30 minutes -feeling happy when you wake up then hating yourself after an hour -not being able to sleep because you’re going through every conversation you had that day -thanking someone for an hour after they listen to two things you say -feeling hatred towards yourself is the only feeling that remains constant -thinking someone hates you if they’re mad or look bored -wanting to do some outlandish thing to get people to pay attention to you -emotionally cutting yourself off from everyone and then feeling everything at once when you’re by yourself -being calculated around your friends and lover and only ever showing them certain sides of you -feeling isolated/alone all of the time

[borderline-actually-blog]

Sometimes I can't find my way out.

[borderline-actually-blog]

My thoughts have destroyed me more than my blades ever could...

[misterracoon]

Draw a monster. Why is it a monster?

Daughter by Janice Lee I think about this quote a lot.   (via fusels)

this made me really think

(via schlafwandel)

[windowsin-heaven]

Audrey is not a bad person.

I’ve been thinking about everything that happened in the finale and some things have become apparent to me. This is how I think everything panned out with Audrey helping Piper.

-Audrey was the one that stole the mask in that flashback. She was burning the documents that were with the mask and that was why her DNA was on the mask. That also means she’s been ‘recruited’ by Piper for a while (as she got her to steal the mask).

-Audrey wanted to help Piper because she said she was going to kill Nina, a person who has been torturing Audrey for years. But then, she killed Rachael without Audrey’s permission, and Audrey didn’t want to help her anymore. But Piper had proof that Audrey had been helping her, so then she started blackmailing Audrey into helping her.

-This would also explain why there were survivors - when Audrey was wearing the mask, she didn’t have the power to kill. She didn’t want to kill, nor did she want to help Piper. This is why probably why Jake survived.

-I think that Audrey was the one who tied Seth up and took him to the car for Piper. That’s why Piper attacked her at the party - so she would do the deed for her. Piper was busy attacking Brooke, so needed Audrey to get Mr Branson. That also explains why Audrey went missing at the party for so long.

I don’t think Audrey is a bad person. She was a misguided person that had the threat of death hanging over her if she put a foot out of line.

[borderline-actually-blog]

It does .