Borderline Personality Disorder

can i get undiagnosed????

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[seldomlog]

[un-monstre]

In hindsight being a “gifted kid” is so funny. You have substantial difficulties with socializing and fine motor skills, but we’re going to ignore that because you’re really good at reading chapter books

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[drowninkystar]

idk who needs to hear this but many high masking autistics don't want to be told they're good at masking or "no one can tell ur autistic" as a compliment bc it reinforces the need to mask in order to be accepted socially (of course there are exceptions to this and not all autistics will agree)

growing up i was told so many times "u do a great job at appearing 'normal'" and let me tell u that made me feel incredibly insecure of unmasking in public (i have also been told "ur autism is showing" as a way for someone to tell me that i should 'put the mask back on', which is also very hurtful)

to this day im scared that ppl will not like me if im more "visibly autistic" so i oftentimes mask more than i'd like (which leads to difficulty forming real connections as well as burn out and anxiety)

(it's also ableist to say that not seeming autistic is a good thing bc that implies that autism is an insult or something to be ashamed of)

[salinelakedweller]

late discovered autistics are all "yeah i'm good but if i truly relax for a moment i think the world or i might collapse also i don't think i know what it means to truly relax"

[faandomcat]

being autistic is like using google translate for emotions. like, yeah, its right sometimes, but a lot of the time its a little bit off and sometimes its completely fucking wrong

[borderline-garbage]

got diagnosed with autism during autism awareness month

slaying tbh

[autiebiographical]

My autism comes up in conversation because it affects how I see things, hear things, feel things, taste things, smell things, think things, interpret things, perceive things, and on and on and on and on. My entire existence is influenced by my autism, because it's the reason why my brain is the way it is.

[vamplire]

a key part of being in your twenties is reverting your interests back to books, films and music that someone once gave your teenage self judgment for enjoying

[borderline-garbage]

can't have shit in this fuck ass career field

[greelin]

“you’ll feel better after a good night’s rest” do i look like someone who has had one of those in the last two decades

[greelin]

look. Look into my eyes

[raintosun]

[catchymemes]

[leafsea]

[theevilasexualelf]

You have to understand that you are an observer. You are not the thoughts

[goth-queen]

[stroypreview]

Anxiety Awareness

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[borderline-garbage]

spending time with my dad makes me feel so much more alive