BPD Rant Blog

Hi, this is my rant/vent blog for my BPD issues. I'm pro self diagnosis and hope that if you find this blog that you can feel safe to vent anything you need to. NTs please don't reblog or follow.

[wixhful-thinking-deactivated201]

not gonna lie i’m actually really sad and i kinda wanna die but it’s ok

[destroymylife]

[fantomedomestique]

me: feels an emotion and expresses it

abused brain: apologize 

[borderpunchline]

BPD is literally just going, “This is the saddest and emptiest I have ever felt and no human being has ever experienced a depression this intense in the history of ever” three times a day every day for the rest of your life with each time somehow still feeling genuine.

[anxiety-ghoul]

me: my life is at an all time low but at least it can’t get any worse i guess

some cruel higher entity who hates me on a personal level and is going to teach me how much worse it can get really soon:

[medusabraids]

girl in a horror movie: vomits up black liquid or blood, screams at the top of her lungs and tries to hurt anyone that goes near her

me: it be like that sometimes

[g8z]

Do you ever just… Casually get flashbacks? Like yeah, I just spaced out for a good minute thinking about the worst thing that has ever happened to me, but it’s chill. It’s not ruining my mood it’s just,,, lurking in my thoughts.

[inksplit]

[neuroces]

ok firstly I’m traumatized, not crazy, so jot that down

[sultrylovers]

me after someone hears me talking to myself 

[istanbul1997-deactivated2016031]

she said time is an abstract concept i said bitch where, she said underneath the illusion of existence i said bitch..none of this is real

[bpdlavender]

so you split on your fp... now what?

I made this simple help sheet for what steps to take when splitting! I hope it helps at least someone out there.

[gneerly]

hey friendly psa/reminder that with the seasons changing right now, a lot of people with mood disorders (and even people without them) can get all messed up and wonky from that so try to go a little easy on yourself if you find yourself spiraling or getting emotional a lot lately okay? youre doin your best. love u

[bpdvoid]

bpd, also known as Brain Please Dont

[realisticrecovery-deactivated20]

abuse has actually ruined my brain. i’m programmed to sabotage and harm myself.

[sweetcherryliar]

me: *suddenly cries for ten seconds* someone else: holy shit are you okay me: yeah totally sorry about that

[iamthebestby2ne1]

[bpdbisexual]

A person: you need to cut the toxic and negative people from your life, permanently!

Me, a toxic and negative person™: *nervous laughter* yeah