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Year V
(tumblr deleted the original post & all reblogs, but I swore an oath to share this every year and it cannot stop me.)
year VI?!!!
anybody ever think of when Charles told Arno he would return in fifteen minutes and Arno said âThatâs foreverâ, it was alluding to that Arno would never see him again?
(sorry)
ummm
@bangtansugababy Having a pet cat that doesnât like your assassin boyfriend/girlfriend:
I find it a bit ironic that its arnos bday and we have a tropical storm named dorian coming lol đ đł happy birthday arno! đ€Łđ€Łđ€Ł
I logged in today literally just to say this.
Year V
(tumblr deleted the original post & all reblogs, but I swore an oath to share this every year and it cannot stop me.)
Arno chose Elise, and his father died. Arno chose Elise, and his adoptive father died. Arno chose Elise, and his mentor died.
and for all of that, Elise threw her life away and left Arno to watch on this day.
Rules: tag 9 people youâd like to get to know better. I was tagged by @moonstruckholland thanks, hon đ
Favorite color (s): pink, silver, rose gold
Top 3 favorite ships: Kaz and Inej, Jesper and Wylan, Lara Jean and Peter Kavinsky
Chapstick or Lipstick: both
Last Song: Knockinâ Boots by Luke Bryan
Last movie: A Dogâs Purpose
Currently reading: King of Scars by Leigh Bardugo and One of Us Is Lying by Karen M. McManus (Iâm always down for recommendations though!)
Tagging: @icantthink-ofagoodname @timeandspacelord @lushparker @anxieteandbiscuits @spideypeach @spilledkauffie @naturallytom @depressedcoffeebean @jaredkleinmeme (and everyone else that wants to join, tag me in it! đ)
Favourite color (s): Very specific shades of red, black, very specific shades of purple (gotta have those blue tones), most shades of blue, probably anything that has glitter
Top 3 favourite ships: (This is super hard, and in no particular order) Kai and Cinder, Alex and Magnus, FitzSimmons (and my favourite non-canon, but would be super cute ship: Nina and Inej)
Chapstick or lipstick: Chapstick because Iâm so susceptible to the dryness all the time (but esp. in winter sjksal)
Last song: Listened to- Notes? (From TPotO soundtrack) Sung- the song about Coraline by They Might Be Giants from Coraline
Last movie: Mary Poppins Returns (two weeks ago, Iâve been mostly watching TV shows since)
Currently reading: Technically, Emma by Jane Austen for AP Lit, but I havenât read much whoops, and I do have two audiobooks from the Bloody Jack series checked out (Iâm in the middle of the series), plus I really, really need to read KoS (itâs sitting in my room, waiting)
Tagging: @royalrampionengineer @mermistamagic @thebandageman @velociheroviridi @sort-of-kyle @awkwardfangirl6 (mutuals â€) @supersciencegeek @milkshakethouart @lazydreamlandblaze (very active followers, I see you â€)
And anyone else, if you wanna :)
Thanks so much for tagging me, @timeandspacelord !!
Favorite color (s): orange and lavender (but not together)
Top 3 favorite ships: Cresswell (my loves), Olicity (shh I know Iâm super late to the fandom, but I just started watching Arrow), and Adrinette (really, all of the love square)
Chapstick or Lipstick: chapstick
Last Song: Oceanâs Deep by Born Ruffians
Last movie: hmmm, itâs been a while, but I believe Dr. Strange
Currently reading: Unwind by Neal Shusterman. A reread, but still amazing.Â
Tagging: @prokaryotic-cell @lesslinette @chatnoirsladyprincessbugaboo @colortheworld15 @instantwaffles @therogueofblood @lovelunarchron @khaleisey @awkwardedgygirl
Hey!! thanks for tagging me!
Favorite color (s): burgundy, pale yellow, and dark purple (not together though)
Top 3 favorite ships: Fremione! um.Â
Chapstick or Lipstick: chapstickÂ
Last Song: listening to the radio currently and Change by The Revivalists is playing.
Last movie: Yesterday I watched Solo and Pitch Perfect 1 & 2 with my siblings.
Currently reading: Sadly, Iâm not actually reading anything right now :(
Tagging: @whitebear-ofthe-watertribe @probably-voldemort @amynchan @pandlita @trishycupcake @jewel5623 @marvel-lous-things @iputmineinhermione and whoever else wants to do it!
lol hi! Thanks for the tag! *^_^*
Favorite color (s): I like black, purple, and green. Black is classy and purple and green basically look good in almost any shade. Blue is very close behind, tbh.
Top 3 favorite ships: Shakarian, Marichat, Soma? Those are the 3 that came to mind first, at least. XâD
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick? I think?? Lipstick can be fun, but only on very, very, very rare occasions. XD
Last Song: âŠThe Laednler from Sound of Music, but that was more bg music. I listened to Hurt Me Once by Ben Platt earlier for the first time, but Iâve already forgotten the lyrics. XâD (Iâmahorriblepersonok?)
Last movie: I believe it was Mamma Mia. I was having a Fun And Relaxing Day.
Currently reading: Son of Palaven; Daughter of Earth. I am Shakarian trash, fite me.
Tagging: @mrevaunit42, @oh-my-mavis, @sandwichwalls, @radiowrites, @tomb-for-a-bat, @fairyofthefriz, and anyone who feels up to sharing these random things about themselves! *^_^*
Iâm not forgetting this time! Thanks for the tag amy!
Favorite color(s): Blue, black and red.
Top 3 favorite ships: starco (star and Marco) , soma (soul and maka) and shinji and ran from detective conan. I have too many tbh.
Chapstick or lipstick: neither though I really should use chapstick more to prevent chapped lips and I really donât have a use for lipstick.
Last song: the wight to remain from crypt of the necrodancer ost (itâs a great video game soundtrack I highly recommend).
Last movie: Instant Family. Which almost killed me because I was laughing so hard.
Currently reading: do my own wips count? Probably not. Magnus chase and the ship of the dead.
Who do i want to torment today? Iâm kidding you donât have to but Iâm tagging @hipster-rapunzel @artgirllullaby @hains-mae @axis2800 @ladyxgilex @cartooniste2z and for fun @spatziline and @moringmark and anyone who wants to answer.
Oh yeah? Iâll get tagged in posts all I want! LOOK AT ME GOOO! Thanks, E!
Favorite color: Silver. Thatâs a color, I think.
My top 3 favorite ships: Obviously Starco from SVTFOE, I still love FlameFinn from AT, and⊠Oh! How about Bee à Deckard from Bee & Puppycat? (*cough, cough* Ladyniste, too)
Chapstick or lipstick? Ummm⊠Chapstick. The world isnât ready to see me in lipstick >:3
Last song: Sickest Mario Party Rap from the new Starbomb album, The Tryforce! Funniest song ever!
Last movie: I rewatched some Marvel movies like Spider-Man Homecoming and Ant-Man and The Wasp
Currently reading: Kingdom Hearts of Harmony again and rereading Lullabyâs Ever After again for nostalgiaâs sake. ^///^
Tagging⊠Never good at these. How about @theodora14pines @braviared @artgirllullaby and @thebatkid-12
The choice is yours, mates! Have fun :D
Yaaay! Iâve been mentioned. Thanks Z, youâre cool!! And nowâŠ
Favorite color: violet/purple (pretty much whatâs in that area/palette of colors)
My top 3 favorite ships: DannyĂSam (from Danny Phantom), StevenĂConnie (from Steven Universe), BettyĂSimon (from Adventure Time)
Chapstick or lipstick: why not both?
Last song: Luke Million: Fear The Night (Faul & Wad Ad remix)
Last movie: Mr Peabody and Sherman (I gotta finish it today tho)
Currently reading: uhhh⊠Umm⊠Do texts from other people count? If not, I donât really remember.
Now itâs tagging time! The choice is yours to follow up. And the nominated ones are: @dotoyersvsky @insane-control-room @xxinfamousxx321 @cid331
<3 thank u theo
fav color: a mix of electric blue and lavender. shocking aint it?
fav ships: uuuuuuh henry and joey (in specific circumstances), um idk lapis and peri? and nnnnnnnn (for someone that draws a lot of romantic shit this is really difficult aaaaaaah) HOW THE HELL DID I FORGET MARCELINE AND PB WHAT TEH FU-
chapstick. no contest.
last song: oooooooh yall get ready for a throw back, its this oneÂ
last movie: idk but im going to see missing link with my fam today
current reading: from the collection of sir conon doyleâs sherlock holmes
tagging @mr-universe99 @randomwriteronline and hmmmmm @waruihoshi if yall want <3
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Favorite color (s): uuuuh violet? pink? black i guess. hhhh i like all of them
Top 3 favorite ships: bold of you to think i can choose 3 (COUGH but i am putting kiamh here even tho they are my ocs and shouldnt count CO U G H)
Chapstick or Lipstick: lipsticklipsticklipstick
Last Song: Guillotine by Jon Bellion
Last movie: Green Book? sorta? didnt see all of it
Currently reading: Tabula Rasa by Danila Comastri Montanari (its part of a murder mystery series set in Imperial Rome and its gOOD AS HELL)
i tagâŠ. @queenofcats17 ⊠@vespavespa⊠@halfusek? idk feel free not to do this if you dont want to
Aw, thank you.Â
Favorite Color(s): Purple. It fluctuates, but purple tends to be my favorite.Â
Top 3 favorite ships: Taakitz and Johnchurch from The Adventure Zone and Lacie/Bertrum from BATIM
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick. Iâve worn lipstick exactly twice
Last Song: Voices by Groundbreaking
Last Movie: What We Do In The Shadows
Currently reading: The Black Country by Alex Grecian. Itâs the second book in a series following Scotland Yard detectives right after the spree of Jack The Ripper.
I tag @bornoffireandwisdom, @morgans-doodles, and @circus-craze
This is completely optional. You donât have to do this.
Iâm not very good at these, I donât really get how they work, but Iâll try my best! đ
Also thanks for tagging me! đ
Favourite Colour: Aquamarine! Though my twin says itâs actually called turquoise! Though Iâve called it aquamarine since I was little so thatâs just what I kind of prefer. Sorry if thatâs silly. đ
Favourite Ships: Hmm.. Iâd have to say galleons, pirate ships or Viking longboats! I think theyâre very cool!
(Sorry I was trying to be funny. To be honest, Iâm not really interested in shipping characters. Itâs okay if others do it! But me, itâs just not something I think about much. đ )
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick! I actually I canât leave the house without it. I hate the feeling of chapped lips so I need to have chapstick a lot. Sorry if thatâs weird. đ
Last Song: Artorias the Abysswalkerâs Theme (Metal Version.) It hurt my heart last night. Artoriasâs theme makes me so sad. đ
Last Movie: Alita Battle Angel. My dad made me watch it, but I actually really enjoyed it! If a second one comes out I would definitely want to watch it. (Though the part with the dog in the movie made me cry for most of the movie. đ )
Last Book Read: Lord of the Rings, the Two Towers Part One I think. Itâs actually been awhile since I read it since I get distracted too easily, but Iâm planning on getting back to it! đ
Iâm not sure who has gotten this already, so Iâm sorry if I do this wrong. Also Iâm sorry that I couldnât tag everyone!
Tagging: @hoodieimp, @circus-craze, @horror-has-its-husbands, @dxrksong, @rynrumarine, @happygamingbubbleswithmemes, @winged-wolf-s-collection-of-arts, @theoscout, @nbspringboi, @cynical-optimist-who-needs-a-nap, @theshowdownbandit2019
Thanks for tagging me!
Favorite color (s): Blue, black and burgundy.
Favorite ships: Uhhh I donât really have that many ships but I suppose Sammy Lawerence and Susie Campbell, Chell and Wheatley, and uhhhh I guess Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanoff.
Chapstick or Lipstick: I suppose lipstick since I donât actually use chapstick.
Last song: The radio is on right now and itâs playing Man on the Moon by R.E.M., but the last song I played was Send the Marines by Tom Lehrer.
Last movie: The Hobbit: the Desolation of Smaug I believe.
Last book read: Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Laroux (Iâm pretty sure I misspelled that)
Tagging: @winged-wolf-s-collection-of-arts @itsthemysterygirl @thewordzombie @thelonelyprinceofdarkness @fernlom
Tagged by: @cynical-optimist-who-needs-a-nap
Favorite Color(s): Black Usually (changes depending on mood)
Favorite Ships: KiriBaku, HiJack, JasIco
ChapStick or Lipstick: I wear both
Last Song: Closer To The Edge- Thirty Seconds To Mars
Last Movie: Avengers:Endgame (I cried)
Last Book Read: Accidental Awakening- Damien Benoit-Ledoux
Tagging: @scarecrowmorningstar @natas83 @legendarymasterwolf @letthegay-mesbegin @ceruleanshockwave @faithwyzreading @jsanity707 @a-happy-crusteacean @kingantlion @sleepybitchsquadofone @legowerewolf @riventhewizard @silverskings @kazo-the-arcane @blueforestsblog @xero0 @skeptical-believer @hostilemakeover @hotboyproblems @campionedante @madmonnette and everyone else that follows me.
Ay yo, tagged by @thelonelyprinceofdarkness
Favorite Color(s): I like all of em
Favorite Ships: (Currently) DekuKiriBaku (BNHA) and Reed900 (D:BH)
Chapstick or Lipstick: Both babey
Last Song: Choke (Acoustic) by IDKHOW
Last Movie: Hellboy (2019) (it was pretty good imo, ignore the critics if you like gore and a sick soundtrack)
Last Book Read: The Tattooist of Auschwitz by Heather Morris
Tagging: @matronofthevoid @bitchyybabyy400 @celeste-tyrrell @meltingangels @0akk @propertyofdeduction @nawerka @actualfandomtrashwow @2-many-fandoms-to-chose-from and any of my other mutuals/followersÂ
Tagged by: @skeptical-believer (never thought Iâd be tagged by them!!)
Fav color(s): Deep purplesđđ€đ
Fav ships: Yes (but literally anything gay. Or straight. Or has legs. Scratch that a concious⊠sometimes) I like love otayđ
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick. Iâm dry enough already I need ma moisture đ
Last Song: Memories by P!ATD
Last Movie: Atlantis: Milo Returns (the first one is obviously better but itâs nice to hear a continuation)
Last Book read: The Golem by Edward Lee,,, odd book yet interesting
Tagging: @altruistic-skittles @cool-wears-a-trenchcoat @eat-moar-veggis @i-am-a-fish @lilbit-gay @not-so-innocent-bi-sander @notalwaysthevillian @of-treble-and-dragons @softestvirgil
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Tagged by: @2-many-fandoms-to-chose-from (thank you so much!!)
Fav color(s): Darker colors like black, purple, dark blue, etc
Fav ships: Currently? Finnzra (plus the hunter- from WTNC)
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick for sure
Last Song: Africa by Toto
Last Movie: X-Men Apocalypse
Last Book read: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale (highly recommend!)
Tagging: @musicsoundslikelifefeels, @starrifiedsky, @transparentâgay, @not-an-evil-overlord, @thisstormbringsstrangeloyalties, @loyalandtruehufflepuff, @aquaace, @epicallydraconic, @teaforlifeyo
Tagged by @cool-wears-a-trenchcoat (Thanks!)
Fave color: I love Cerulean blue, though blue in general is great.
Fave ship: UHhhh⊠probably Klaus x Dave (Umbrella Academy) at least for right now.
Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick, I guess, since i havent worn lipstick in my life
Last Song: A Horse With No Name
Last Movie: I think the last thing i watched was a re-watch of Bohemian Rhapsody
Last Book read: I just finished âThe Will of the Empressâ by Tamora Pierce,
Tagging: @toadmonkey01 @liberal-hippietrash @axelogos @astroteuthis @cam-cam-bam @unihex @roostingangela @secretlovesoftheheart @canonurlvriska @ieternum @unconventionalsquid @theblankest123 @starchaser3587
And @ anyone else who wants to do it!
And if I tagged you please donât feel obligated at all to fill it out- no pressure, just wanted to give as many people as possible the opportunity to participate!
Thanks for tagging me @loyalandtruehufflepuff !!!
Favorite colors: silver, blue, and black
Favorite Ship: ahhhh, I donât know if I have one right now???? This is actually really weird lol
Chapstick or lipstick: Chapstick!
Last song: Assassin by Au/Ra! Go listen to it!!! Itâs great!!
Last movie: not sure about last movie, but I did just finish season 2 of She-Ra (itâs soooo cute!!!)
Last book read: I just finished Nyxia Unleashed. Itâs the second book in The Nyxia Triad, and I HIGHLY recommend it!!!
Tagging: @snaufey @the-aro-ace-arrow-ace @imlonelybutfabulous @iridescentetherealdragon @fractured-boxofstars @mythicalmarks
reThanks, Star! :D
Favourite colour (s): dark blue, silver, black and white
Top 3 favourite ships: me and mental stability
Chapstick or Lipstick: neither
Last Song: Little Me by Little Mix
Last movie: rewatching Avengers: Age of Ultron
Currently reading: My story: Pompeii
Tagging: @ourfallenwinter @thefightingfangirl @winx-canons @crowreys-wormstache
Many thanks, dear Huntress!!!
Favorite color(s): Black, gold, dark yellow, royal blue, and sailor blueÂ
Top 3 favorite ships: I ship a lot of things, so tough one!
Chapstick or Lipstick:Â Lipstick (but I almost never use it)
Last Song:Â Back to Earth by Steve Aoki Ft. Fall Out Boy
Last movie:Â Boku no Hero Academia: Two HeroesÂ
Currently reading: Scripts for my final exams at high school ( and some fanfictions :D)
Tagging: @theswordofeden @memeofunderstanding @lare203 @desynchimminent
Thanks @ourfallenwinter đ
Favorite colour(s): blue, green and red
Top 3 favourite ships: puh, there are a few but I try to limit myself. Haytham and Ziio (from ac iii), Emily and the Outsider (Dishonored 2), and kind of Geralt and Regis (the Witcher 3).
Chapstick or Lipstick: Lipstick
Last Song: I shall rise from Karen O
Last movie: Bohemian Rhapsody
Currently Reading: Sieben NĂ€chte (Seven Nights) by Simon Strauss
Tagging: @burntnipplecrispies @bottleassassin @rosenazair @chizu-makes-art @eaglesofsparta
Hi and thanks @lare203!!
I havenât logged in since 3 months ago, and didnât realize how much I missed this site. It somewhat felt like coming home.
Favorite colors: Â undeniably blue, always purple, and sucker for any metallic
Top 3 favorite ships: Â all of mine are mostly fabrication so it's hard to share. Â Heavily commited to the otp Emeric & Maraya (ESO). Â Two runners-up that aren't half OC are Eddard Stark & Catelyn Tully and Aragorn & Arwen. Â But my shipping habit is becoming attached to characters and trying to make an OC that's good enough for them. *cough Pierre*
Chapstick or Lipstick: Â shea butter
Last song: Â "The Mole" by Hans Zimmer (current obsession)
Last movie: Â omg I don't even remember!! Â does the Game of Thrones documentary count?
Currently reading: Â Game of Thrones again, trying to cope that the show's over and it will be a long time until the books are done :'(
Tagging my newest followers that werenât p0rnbots @the-knight0wl and @henceshades, congrats you!
Jacob anon - you are not forgotten.
@bottleassassin - neither are you forgotten.
Life is just⊠Extremely overwhelming.
But a promise is a promise and I will write your stories, in time.
lol this is the first time Iâve even logged in since this was posted
Iâve got my own fic I have had no time for since my schedule picked up after last summer, but I swear to all the heavens Iâm gonna finish it. thereâs no shame in having a life đ»đđș
âWhere is he?â
are u trying to tell me itâs not 2010 anymore
Someone should write the Dirty A-Z headcanons for Bellec but I guess this is not going to happen since apparently Tumblr doesn't want this kind of stuff anymore đ€·
by goodness.  I should have expected that.  Well the new policy and its mistakes is only affecting images, so as long as leave out visual aidsâŠ
The PBA from A to Z: Â dirty headcanons (X reader)
Do you write headcanons for ACU?
Not regularly, I canât even find time to finish my one WIP fic. But if you have a prompt, shoot it to me :)
Tomorrow, Dec 4th, is to be my blog's 6th anniversary. Â So somehow that makes the news even more bitter. And thanks for making this a sh!t christmas, Tumblr.
I'm not here for p0rn, but I believe this ban will filter dirty fanfiction, imagines and art accidentally. Â And since virtually everyone has posted or reblogged something in that category, this means the site is closing.
Well I'll still be here just to see how this unfolds, but I have no doubt that Tumblr won't recover from this. Â I doubt they'll even try by lifting the ban. I'm glad to make it to 650 followers, I love all of you!!! Â Dear the remaining 20 who are actually active: Â my instagram is bottleassassin, and I want to hear where you are going.
I never thought I'd say this but I will even miss the drama.
there are two types of players
this is exactly how I feel over tumblr closing
Hi there! I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but are you aware that some of your old posts have disappeared? I have been surfing your archive and, using the Wayback Machine, the old ACarchive page; a few I've discovered are missing include Liam O'Brien, Pierre Bellec, La Volpe, and Machiavelli. Curiously, many of your AC works are alright.
Oh I know, I deleted them all. I made a post about that not too long ago, really. I only really plan to keep the stuff around that seemed influential to people (such as The Fall series, the Prostitute Series, and the Irish Father). Because of harassment out of the fandom and how the fandom mistreated me, I found no joy in AC anymore, and wanted to be done with a lot of stuffâŠsoâŠsorry. ^^ââ All of that if not most is gone now.. ^^â
That is really a shame to say itâs not worth keeping. Â I think anything that is a big influence to one person *is* a big influence, otherwise youâre saying that one person does not matter. Â After all, itâs not like tumblr is charging you for hosting the posts.
Ummm in reference to your words and your tags, I will say dear: this is about what I want in the endâŠnot what everybody else wantsâŠAlso, it isnât about popularity for me as I would be MORE than happy to be in a quiet little corner in my part of the world but somehow managed to garnish 2k+ followers for some insane reasons. It was âwell, likes vanish into obscurity so I see no reason to keep that hanging around whereas as a reblogged post if tagged would be easier for folks to findâ.
I am sorry youâre obviously super angry at me for taking down my stuff when I had to go nearly half a year being sent death threats, demands for more content, constant anger/resentment I was where I was in terms of standing in the fandom, how loud my voice was, and how I chose to portray character(s), ect.
It was NOT healthy, and it was not worth it. Even after I stopped, people were groaning my stuff wasnât being hidden behind a read more post properly when thatâs Tumblrâs fault and not mine.
Also, to furthermore demand I think of EVERY person who probably likes every little thing I do is silly⊠and not to mention puts my health at risk when nobody is taking the time to think about me. Sorry if that sounds selfish, but I do have to look after myself too. =/;
That goes to show pleasing everyone is flat-out impossible. People get angry to the point of death threats over the silliest and dumbest things. Iâm sorry thereâs not an ultimate solution to those things, though the least I would do is report & block them. I hope you did for them!
Iâm not personally offended as much as feeling sorry for everyone else the decision affected. I hope youâll find some consolation about how much your time and talent meant for the rest of us: The end of 2015 was very difficult for me.  I tried to hold hope for 2016, and very soon it improved.  Even while struggles remained through the year, there were many bright spots including the social circle I had on tumblr, and the positive halves of fandoms.  In the spring, I still remember vividly the morning I found the first Bellec fic, it caught me totally by surprise and I was ecstatic that it was 9.4k words long.  That previous weekend and Monday morning had been going badly, up till that awesome change.  My friends were thrilled as much; it was exciting to see this unpopular character get this level of attention.  Then a couple of weeks later I was ecstatic again to get the personalized letter.  It was heartwarming also to see the compliments pouring in that weren't from me.  The last fic was another thrilling surprise, although heartbreaking in the end.  Honestly I wasnât so happy over that tear-jerker initially, but it was a line from that work that stuck with me the most. I always try to tell people when I like their work, I like hearing back too, but if I wrote every time I was thinking about any part of those three it would be flat-out annoying. There also is a point where something is too personal to share... Anyway, in the two and a half years your works have stuck with me the whole way.  Just the fact that they happened is important enough to me. Iâve often wondered impression theyâve made on my fellow fans, too, and anyone else who happened to read them.
So I hope everything gets better for you, and always know that your time and effort is appreciated :) <3
I realize that I'm not someone who shares my writing or artwork publicly, but I still have something to say about all the messages on Tumblr and AO3 demanding for attention.
People are often complaining that a lack of positive feedback costs them motivation. They rant continuously how important it is to hear that their work is loved, and that need seems insatiate until hundreds or thousands of compliments have been received.
Let me say something I learned about life many years ago: you will not always know how you affect people. The smallest action or fewest words may ring with someone for life, for better or worse. Fanfiction and fanart is no different, the way of circulation on the internet means that you wonât know who sees it, much less the full meaning it may have to them. Sometimes they wonât have a means to contact you and give praise, and usually they wonât be able to fit into words how much significance your work has to them.
Perhaps I stand alone in my opinion, that every individual matters and I have accepted the inability to know all of the influences I make. I wish that more of you would be proud of every good memory youâve made for somebody, no matter if itâs just one person, or if it wasnât life-altering to them. This juvenile need for popularity is harming the people who do love your work; they are made to feel that their opinion does not matter, when you abandon or delete a work strictly for the reason âit only had like 10 likes/comments/kudos/reblogs.â What about those ten people? They donât matter? You only did it for fame?