Bottle Up Messages

This is a blog of someone who is autodestructing themselfs by not sharing these messages to the people this person meant them for. Don't mind the words of this one.

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How can I be laughing and be sad at the same time...

[yuna-sempai]

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It’s hard to work and be sad at the same time...

[shisma]

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Because I can't depend on anyone, everyone haves support but also dropped me, all the time. Why should I get my hopes up on others when It's only me I can rely on?

Lost mind

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The "regrets" I'll have at the end of this road scare me

Blue Sheep

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the words I shouted in class were " I want everyone to have no regrets" but then I knew I have grown when I started losing my way

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[blurryclau]

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I'm lonely but I just don't trust anyone you see?

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I’ve been screaming for years and no one has ever heard me.

Tahereh Mafi (via quotemadness)

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I want to kiss you. I want to hug you. I want you to notice. I want you feel the same for me. I want to tell you so bad...

Bottle heart

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I'm not even trying to be someone else, I'm just not trying.

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There's a pressure in my chest, I can feel it instantly. Unable to breathe right. Even as I split myself in half, just to overseer my body, I can feel it. I don't know how to correct this pain, how do I control this mess up heart?

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Why do I feel like I'm dying when I cry..?

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Am I living correctly? Is it just a pile of words falling from the dolls of a strange light. It seems like I been here for a long time yet I do not know if others are seeing, do they notice if I shine a smile?  is it telling the truth? Can a lie be silent? I wonder as I continue to fall more and more in this dark dice.

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I'm losing my mind again, I just want confirmation from others, please tell me I'm actually standing here, that I exist, that I mean something. Why is it so hard to talk to others, why do I feel so selfish when I do? Why does it feel like I'm not worth it at all. That they deserve my silence than my words. The quietness is eating me alive and they don't even notice. They do not see that I have completely changed.

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You are just someone that I talk to for when I'm bored. That's all, you aren't special to me.

The curly goat