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he/him•26•Canada I don’t want to be saved

[bottomryanpricetruther]

I can’t believe I haven’t seen someone else do this yet so here you go

[sqoiler]

hayden pike is the kind of guy who would accidentally come out as bisexual and have to walk it back three days later a la misha collins

[endlessly-ranting-antheia]

I don’t know what kills me more after their first hookup, Troy calling himself a monster or Harris calling him buddy

[hollandermfer]

it’s very sad but very dear to me that while ilya in the long game is very depressed and has absolutely zero self esteem and thinks of himself as the worst captain ever, in role model that is just demonstrably untrue. like. troy’s internal monologue about him is just how it’s crazy that he’s on the same team as him and that he’s so good at everything. harris is so happily confused about his antics. luca haas hero worships him. the rest of the team is obviously just incredibly fond of him. every time we catch a glimpse of him he’s being great with kids and dogs or is supporting his friends in some way. his speech and resolve is the entire motivation behind the centaurs making it to the playoffs. like! ilya rozanov i fear you will never know how loved you are

[barbie-verse]

I think it's also such a great way to demonstrate the way depression affects how you view yourself

within Ilya's pov, he's constantly putting himself down, comparing his captaincy with bood, with his past self even, saying that he used to be fun, he used to be the one his team could count on for a good time, how he's failing at that, how he moved to ottawa with a mission to turn the team around and all he's doing is letting them down

but in role model, which we get before all of this, we're given a very different view of ilya. sure, he's not soft, but he looks out for troy despite his past actions, he's playful with the team, and apart from wishing he could make it to a few more bbq nights, none of them complain about him seeming absent, and they all clearly respect him as a player, work harder because of him, and are doing better than they have in years as a result, not compared to Ilya's previous track record, but definitely compared to the cens'

we go into the long game with these bright glimpses of ilya, and we're given the knowledge that despite the circumstances, he's making it work. and then we peel back the curtain and see just how much it's taking from him without anyone realising, and how much his depression is inhibiting him from seeing the good

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

grab somebody sexy tell em (shane drugged up in the hospital voice) Heeey

[skrigak]

Visit Original Link

[femdreamland]

How didn’t I see Justice’s statement ??

“I promise I will take good care of him if you give me the chance”🥺🥺🥺🥺

Season 2, I’m excited to see what you bring <3

[findafight]

So many people misinterpreting Hayden and Ilya's relationship as though Hayden isn't the funniest person to wind up. As though in order to do that you don't have to have an underlying affection for him. Ilya says Hayden is the 15th best metro not because it's true but because it's not. Just like Shane's backhand isn't weak and he isn't a fast skater. Hayden has been Shane's wing for years, in addition to being his best friend. He is obviously very good at hockey. Hayden just falls for the trap every time.

The jokes Ilya makes about Hayden's million kids is because Ilya 1) loves those kids and 2) also want kids of his own. Hayden is in the position of shovel talk giving best friend, who is so so SO annoyed to actually like his bff's new boyfriend. They are in-laws who pretend not to get along but are ride or die for each other. Their bickering is a bit. It's their love language. How is this hard to understand when Shane and Ilya bicker all the time and Shane takes the piss out of Hayden as well.

[bugslibraryy]

I love the idea of Shane and Ilya having really casual sex. Like they are watching a movie together curled up on their couch and they are actually watching it, commenting softly on it but also four of Ilya’s fingers are pressed inside Shane, slick wet and he’s just crooking them slow and driving. Shane washing Ilya’s hair in the shower but Ilya’s on his knees sucking softy at Shane’s cock. Waiting for the water to boil to make pasta for dinner and Ilya is pinned against Shane’s back, grinding against him, hand down his pants. Shane reading in bed curled up on Ilya’s chest and Ilya is scrolling, his phone resting on top of Shane’s head but his cock is also inside him, fucking him slow and deep, Shane yawning into his chest.

[endlessly-ranting-antheia]

Troy doodling Harris’s name on his notebook with a bunch of hearts: god I’m such a selfish piece of shit

[hollandersbuttplug]

Shane finding out some people don’t enjoy sucking dick

[grabmyboner]

“Rozy, big Roz, I got a question,” Wyatt starts with a slight slur from the other side of the fire pit.

Ilya has his feet buried in the sand with Shane leaning under his left arm, his back against Ilya’s side and head resting on his chest as he stares into the fire quietly. He’s holding onto Ilya’s hand that is over his shoulder, idly playing with Ilya’s wedding band.

The last few of the centaur players left from the long evening are scattered around the beach bonfire. Harris has his feet in Troy’s lap next to Shane and Ilya. Wyatt and Luca are side by side on the opposite side of the small fire, and Dykstra is to Ilya’s other side.

“Oh here we go…” Harris says, rolling his eyes over his shoulder to look at Ilya.

“Shuddup,” Wyatt says.

Ilya snorts and catches Shane’s fingers with his, lacing them together when he replies, “Yes, Wyatt, what is it?”

“How’d you—get the, like, those lines, on your like, hips, the fucking—what are they called the fucking V thing—”

“Cum-gutters.” Luca finishes.

Everyone goes quiet.

And even though there’s a fire five feet in front of them all, Luca looks more bright red than he did five seconds ago.

“Cum-gutters.” Wyatt finally breaks the silence by repeating what baby Luca just said to the adults.

“How do you know that word?” Ilya asks Luca with wide eyes.

Luca looks like he could dig a hole in the sand and hid his head in it.

Shane is vibrating from trying to hold in his laugher, it makes Ilya vibrate from holding him. He turns his face into their intwined hands to hide his smile. Harris is slapping at shock at Troy who is staring equally wide eyed as Ilya at Luca. Dykstra has a hand covering his mouth in shock.

“Uh—” Luca begins but gets cut off by a slurring Wyatt this time.

“Cum-gutters. Is that—is it because they catch the cum? Like gutters?” He muses. “Is that true, Roz? Wait, Hollzy, is that true?”

“Oh my god.” Now it’s Shane that is the one turning bright red, and not from the fire.

Ilya leans down a little to kiss the top of Shane’s head and looks back up at Wyatt.

“Yes, Wyatt. It is like gutters on house for the storm of cum that is ejaculated onto me daily.”

“Ilya!” Shane exclaims, moving slightly to turn his head around to look at Ilya in exasperation.

“Woah. Imagined if it rained cum.” Wyatt says, now staring into the fire.

Harris starts moving to their left, getting up with a sigh, “Alright, I think that’s enough drunk hockey players for me. Babe. Bed.”

Troy gets up without argument.

“I agree,” Shane says, getting up. “Ilya, time to go.”

Ilya looks at Wyatt, Luca and Dykstra and shrugs, “Sorry, boys, have to go, the weatherman says there is big storm tonight. My gutters are going to get so full.”

Luca is hiding his face in his hands as Wyatt cackles and Dykstra leans over to high five him.

Shane grabs him by the ear to pull him to his feet.

[bisexualoftheblade]

i sadly have no fic to publish for ilya's birthday, but i do have the very unedited and unfiltered rambling plans for the pussy cursed hollanov and marlow threesome i will one day write, so in honor of #ourilya's birthday enjoy!

they're talking about this in the first place because ilya is planning to tell marlow about him and shane and will be coming over the next day for lunch, so shane wants to learn more about what marlow is like off the ice and that's when shane learns about the trips to paris and then they go to bed and when shane wakes up he got pussy cursed and he's dripping from the hazy dreams still lingering at the edge of his vision of being ilya's jane and he can't tell ilya about this marlow is coming over in a few hours and he can just ignore it he hates this fucking curse he always feels so disgusting and then its lunch and shane has never been a small man but here in this kitchen with these two mountains of men on either side of him he can't help but feel like prey

ilya is the first one to realize what happened. it's not as if he is trying to flirt with shane in front of cliff, but the novelty of time spent together was still potent enough to mean that any contact would be enough for shane to react

but touch after touch goes by without the slightest bulge in shane's pants and then suddenly he spots it, the subtle darkening high in the inner thighs

i think ilya refuses to open shane up, telling him he is made for him and now finally his body reflects it, he's made to be fucked

ilya laying back against the headboard, planning to watch every single reaction shane makes

makes sure cliff has a pretty view

and ilya has spent years training for this moment when lifting weights, long before he even realized he was training for something, for this, for the ability to hold shane in place on the very tip of his cock

making him feel every inch as it stretches him open, molds his body to ilya's cock

but his ass is just loose enough — fucked open til it was gaping the night before with four of ilya's fingers pressed unerringly into his prostate

by the time ilya finally has every inch of himself buried in shane's cunt both their thighs are dripping with shane's arousal

there's so much of it and cliff is so hard after watching ilya's little show

presses his fingers right up against where ilya is fucking into shane and covering them in shane's arousal and slicks up his own cock and presses the head to shane's hole and he's crying so sweetly for cliff's dick but ilya's hands keep him pinned to his cock unable to move an inch and shane's hole is winking at him in an attempt to pull him in, but cliff has no intention to make him wait and shoves himself in in one fell swoop

[bottomryanpricetruther]

[bottomryanpricetruther]

[bostonlilyofthevalley]

masochism everywhere for those with the eyes to see

ilya version

[kitty-c4t]

[budugu]

[agnosticblowjob]

[snowsmoked]

I think that Ilya genuinely thinks Shane is mocking his accent when he copies it. And like. It's fine, its a funny accent, Ilya knows that. He knows it's still pretty thick (nice) for him living in English speaking countries for 10 years. But its whatever, he doesn't really care. If he did, he'd tell Shane to stop and he would stop. No big deal.

Until.

Ilya is watching Shane interact with Luca one day. Luca says something and Shane repeats it in Luca's Swiss accent. Luca doesn't really seem to notice or care. Shane isn't acting like he's making fun of Luca. And when Ilya comes over, he even says 'hey' in Luca's accent.

And Ilya then does some googling. He comes across the phrase 'echolalia' and reads the sentence: "-especially when individuals feel comfortable or have a strong relationship with the person they are imitating."

And Ilya realizes the first time he remembers Shane doing that was during their first time. He had worked so hard to make Shane feel safe and comfortable and he did and he has proof and now he has to go suck Shane's dick about it immediately.

[allesfresser]

His tomato🍅