oh boy

yeehaw

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[laughconfetti]

sound adds a whole new layer to this

[plasmalogical]

[eclogues]

If anyone wants to shoot me some money while I’m in the hospital and recovering and can’t work I’d really appreciate it. My lease is up at the end of this month and I need to move out but I can’t even afford basic necessities. Plus I’m in the hospital again -_-

Venmo/paypal: stdawns

[eyeofpsyche]

[wickedwonderlandd]

Come pick me up I hate it here!

[redlipstickresurrected]

Lynette Yiadom-Boakye (Ghanaian-British, b. 1977, London, England) - 1: In Lieu of Keen Virtue, 2017  2: Brief in the Lanes, 2018  3: Brothers To A Garden, 2017  4: Waves and Crests, 2019  5: A Whistle in a Wish, 2018  6: No Objection to Noises, 2019  7: An Assistance of Amber, 2017, Paintings: Oil on Canvas

[nyahbaee-deactivated20220530]

All of our food is gone !!

My boyfriend & I eating disorders have been actively causing us to under eat or to the point we don’t eat at all. We been only eating 1 meal a day to stretch out our food. Which is triggering tons of trauma we have centered around food. In 5 days I get food stamps but we can not go that long without any food in our system.

This “holiday” is extremely triggering for us. We would love to be able to eat with our chosen family .

Last night we made THE last of our food and I’m not sure what we are going to do about tonight. I know once I go without food for 1 day it unravels into a ridiculous amount of unhealthy eating habits such as binge eating or fasting. Which I’ve been fighting so strongly against. Food has been very expensive which is part of the reason why we have no food right now which is prying into my eating disorder.

I’m really hoping somebody has the means to redistribute/d0nate anything so I can order us food since major stores are closed today. If not we would have to go 5 DAYS without any food.

Any funds we receive will always & most certainly go towards us buying food, water and emergencies ONLY !! We appreciate all the love and support we will receive.

Thank you for taking the time out your holiday to read this. If you have the means to please help us.

Vmo: jmiami35

Capp: $ny21x

Please DO NOT scroll away we are SUPER HUNGRY 🙏🏾😔

[fridayiminlovemp3]

courtney love prays to oregon - clementine von radics

[sabatoge-deactivated20220531]

are there people who are against psychic sam. why would you do that

[sabatoge-deactivated20220531]

[exbloodfreak]

(Supernatural 4x22/5x01 || Komm, süsser Tod - The End of Evangelion )

[funkiemonkey]

this is supposed to happen

[suncaptor]

Insane INSANE that Sam literally sits there trying to help Dean cope with their MUTUAL CLOSEST FRIEND being gone and trapped by SAM'S TORTURER the devil while Cas knowing also let him free. Like it's not that I don't think Dean has a right to worry about Cas, but the ways in which Sam suppresses his trauma and puts supporting Dean over anything after a season of that being almost out of pure survival is so. much.

[suncaptor]

@boyhowdyall thee later seasons thesis

[boyhowdyall]

will graham voice honestly im thinking arbys

[youforgivehowgodforgives]

hannibal 3x13 || zootopia abortion comic

[paintsandquests]

Patron Saint of dive bars and drifters

[tallahasseemp3]

I made a zine about haunted houses!

You can pre-order a physical copy on Gumroad that will ship in the new year, or get a digital version.

“In the psychology of the modern, civilized human being, it is difficult to overstate the significance of the house.” (Kitty Horrorshow, Anatomy)

This is a zine about haunted houses, using multiple examples as case studies to explore the following question: what does it mean for a house to be haunted?

The cover art was done by the wonderful @hardcoremisery​ ✨

[suncaptor]

John also categorises his kids in his mind like as a baby Dean didn't cry much and really shut inside himself after his mom died. He's a good kid. Sam has temper tantrums constantly, and I don't even have my wife here to help. He just keeps screaming. He's a bad kid. Oh look at him fight me as a teen while Dean doesn't. Maybe it's the demon in him. Maybe he's just fiesty.

[suncaptor]

Maybe Sam's fiesty, maybe it's the demon in him, maybe it's the man watching my kids on the livefeed saying, "bite him, Sammy, kill him."

[suncaptor]

sorry if this is a weird question but do you have any ocd Sam fic recs?

Okay imo every Sam fic that's in character should be OCD Sam simply because I see it in canon, like even ie moral scrupulosity.

This is by no means exhaustive especially in that some of the fics I like the most exploring Sam and OCD wouldn't necessarily be focused on it or tagged it, but Sam POV fics that well written. These ones are focus more on elaborating (or adding hcs) on his OCD though here!

A place where i am blinded by the light (but it's not right by @starlightswait (lovely writer) is about Sam in the fallout of the Gadreel possession. I really love it!

lightening in my head to be brought to the world by ad_castra (who also has some other really cool fics) just read today is SO good for OCD Sam that links in self harm and PTSD (so big triggers for self harm+intrusive thoughts). It is really an amazing fic!!

This fic (a magic trick) @theboykingscrown wrote me for my birthday with Sam stimming with card tricks! Which isn't necessarily OCD but often a grouped symptom and also I adore it. Their pinned also has their astounding fics.

This fic references OCD a few times, a Sam/Jess preseries fic on blood drinking (and bdsm so nsfw, not meaning to recommend minors), though check tags, same with this fic Nothing's Safe where Cas possesses Sam to heal him in the born again identity, though PTSD and hallucinations are a bigger focus there, it's got the tag.

Into The Black too is about Sam with OCD in season 7 (so also referencing other symptoms).

@grim-work has this fic that also features Sam and numbers and 6's which is something I really enjoy and have thought about a lot. Lovely writing!

Also check out this poem I wrote Salty At Injunction and @ocdsamwinchester 's one here.

I also have a lot of headcanons and drabbles and analyses in my OCD Sam tag!

By any means please rec me more or ones I forgot, and I can add more!