just another bpd shitshow

23 / infp my main is moorsmordre

[nevver]

Tomorrow

[bpdbrawl]

Do you smoke or drink or take drugs? I read that bpd usually do some of these things but I dont, and idk it makes me feel unvalid

I smoke weed and occasionally drink. You're still very valid if you don't do these things. Just because you don't, doesn't mean you don't have bpd. If you want to talk more, feel free to message me. I hope this helped

[112196355]

Imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 a minute

[soyouwanttoplaytheflute]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[angelicborderline]

constantly flip flopping between “I just want to feel better” and “I don’t even care about functioning properly anymore”

[recovering-vntihero]

mmm,, got to love the fucking mood drop & resulting fatigue.

[bpdkageyamatobio]

I hate how asking “am I annoying you” becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy

[bpdmiss]

i envy people who have squads and friends and people who just belong??? people who know they have a sense of self and worth and people who just live their lives so normally bc i’ll never be able to just belong anywhere i don’t even belong to myself anymore

[bpdbrawl]

When you dissociate and forget certain people exist and are suddenly reminded of them and are freaked out

[factsmyguy-deactivated20180214]

i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn

[bpdbrawl]

*minor inconvenience happens* me:

[potatogorl-deactivated20160408]

being emotionally abused has made me incredibly defensive towards being told what to do, but at the same time has made it hard for me to do things without someone telling me that it’s ok to do out if fear of doing something wrong and getting in trouble

[attractthecrows]

You put it in words…

[dreamgrl1998-deactivated2022072]

I’m trying really hard not to be a swamp goblin but the depressión keeps pullin me back in

[neuroces]

do you ever feel like maybe you’d spare your friends and family the pain of your miserable existence by…… disappearing?

[borderline-reorder]

i just want to be loved

all of me, not just the happy easy parts

[wordsnquotes]

I am terrified by this dark thing That sleeps in me; All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity.

Sylvia Plath, “Elm.” (via wordsnquotes)