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✨bpd vent account✨ 26/she/her

[cungadero]

sleeping positions that fuck up your spine feel so good for no reason it’s literally the devil’s deepest temptation

[bpddd]

I wish my manic episodes were like the cute getting new piercings and changing my hair color episodes and not staying awake for two days straight despite taking my Ativan and staying at some weird guys apartment and ruining my relationships lol

[timbllr]

via @WeHeartIt

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

who hurt u

first of all who didn’t

[lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223]

[ashstfu]

january 2022 keeps testing me like im mentally stable or something

[blurryxfeelings]

lmao fr

[veryluckyclovers]

[aysonatelier]

at a certain point you just get tired of your own shit. you have to force yourself to meditate, workout, eat mindfully and read the books to form a routine that gives you a sense of happiness within yourself again. it’s exhausting i know, but you gotta keep fighting for yourself because no one will take care and love you the way you can for own being. this life is not something to go bout so casually, everyday is your first and last time to embrace this moment. this life was gifted to you with a planet to explore and souls to experience. so show up for yourself.

[surqrised]

“Some people are going to leave but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

— Unknown (via meineluft)

[lild3m0nsworld]

[ojibwa]

being suicidal and scared of death at the same time is objectively one of my worst flaws. like only i get to decide when i die and if ANYTHING else tries to take me out im taking it with me

[dorfs]

Anybody else in their I have nothing to say era? Because

[toastbutteregg]

[hypebun]

Me when I have a BPD episode

[umflowers]

that ol’ bpd tradition of hating yourself for being so angry all the time and knowing it’s the literal only thing keeping you alive

[tordenvejr]

are you reacting to what is happening or are you reacting to something that already happened, through what is happening now?

[bpddd]

does anyone else w BPD have that moment when someone triggers you/makes you even mildly upset where your brain is like “go for the throat, SAY THE MOST HURTFUL SHIT POSSIBLE, END THIS MFS WHOLE CAREER RN” or am I just literally nuts