Existential Despair

23 she/her 🏳️‍🌈 ND Borderline related posts and rants Let this be a safe place

[bpdhoneymoon3]

benzos are an unveiled curse you can’t change my mind (cause benzos already dismantled it)

[bpdhoneymoon3]

I wish I had been kinder and softer and more conscientious in these past few years

[machenzza-deactivated20220827]

Fyodor Dostoevsky's manuscript draft of The Brothers Karamazov, 1880

[bpdhoneymoon3]

off meds euphoria is real and i’m living for it

[bpdhoneymoon3]

anyone else here taking abilify (Aripiprazole)?

i’ve just started taking it today and it has made me feel very sick and drowsy, i can’t eat or sleep, if i raise up too fast i throw up.

i’m curious to know how long these side effects will be on, since my psychiatrist hasn’t warned me about them at all

[firstfullmoon]

I miss everything and will never get any of it back. whatever

[hel7l7]

everything feels like a fight lately

[flowerytale]

Ada Limón, from “Late Summer after a Panic Attack”

[garthola]

a deep deep deep ache in ur heart ya know

[quietvoiced]

[1anonyymous1]

i want to be soft again but i have so much anger in me 

[archbudzar]

get the print here 🐐

[llovelymoonn]

clarice lispector the stream of life (via @girlfictions​) \ rebecca tamás poems: “witch”

shout my daily chai latte

[sweatermuppet]

being in yr 20s is abt experiencing the worst thing you can imagine & then having to go to the grocery store

[sweatermuppet]

[sobs until im physically ill] [buys greek yogurt] [repeat]

[kosmogrl]

[bpdumpsterfire-deactivated20230]

haha! i’m terrified to make connections!

[heavensghost]