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Me: I’m going to be SO productive today

Also me: *dissociates for five hours*

[i just wanted to be loved]

do u ever feel bad about someone and can’t tell whether it’s splitting or they’re genuinely frustrating u because i’m considering breaking up with my boyfriend who’s my fp and i literally have no idea if he’s actually making me mad or if i’m just splitting and i’m. dying.

oh man anon i’m sorry! i’m sure you’re doing the right thing and it’s gut feeling if you feel this about your bf/fp 💖💖

I split when people dismiss me! I feel so small like a kid again.

UGH i hate that it’s the worst like when ur in a big group and u try to get something in but everyone is just talking over u 👎👎👎👎👎👎

fixedyourmeme

what things automatically make you split? for example mine is whenever someone walks into my room bc that’s my personal space

#message me! im curious and u can rant #and honestly dont walk into my room MMMMMMM #kelinas #borderline personality disorder #being borderline #bpd #mental illness #actuallyborderline #personality disorder

irlhumangirl

me: *spills my feelings* my brain: *slamming fists on table* REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGR

So, i had my first big meltdown in front of my new partner because i was terrified each thing i said would be the final thing that would make him leave. He helped me through it and we ended up growing closer over it and i feel way more secure and i'm so happy that i found him and wanted to share.

THATS SO AMAZING DUDE!!!!! so happy you shared it with me honestly that’s so great aaaaaa!!! 💝💞💓💖💘💕💓💞💞💗💕💘💗💓

i’m so mad guys like honestly i wanna punch someone i hate it i hate this GOD people are so stupid jesus FUCK

#sorry im MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM angey

guys i’m so fucking angry right now for no reason and!.!.!.!.!.!.!!!!!!!!! i honestly want to punch some people bc what they post god they’re idiots

#like UGH stop it #no vague shit on any mental illness blog this is straight from one of my fandoms #i hate that word btw #ugh

hey if y’all like the unforgivable thing called voltron...u should follow me @pledgepidge

#btw im an anti dont come for me #if u follow me and arent an anti u shouldnt follow me here and thats the tea

Hello ! I'm the anon who was having issues confronting my fp (bf) about what was upsetting me and I really thank you for your advice of getting it out sooner than later, I feel so much better and my anxiety is way less thank you 💙💙💙💙💙💙

yay!!! i’m so glad you’re feeling better anon 💖💖💖