BPD incubus

My name is incubus ♡ It/he ♡ 20+ ♡ transmasc ♡ BPD, ADHD, social anxiety, depression ♡ all my shit is ok to rb unless stated otherwise ♡ minors and terfs DNI

[bpdincubus]

I'm hanging out w my previous fwb tomorrow (I cant get him to fuck me bc he's into someone else sadly lol, but I do have someone else I can run to if I feel especially self destructive <3) so I can't be hungover tomorrow but I'm SOOOOO tempted to just run to the nearby bar and fuck myself up until I vomit my brain out <3

[bpdincubus]

oooopsss looked at gore and hs shit out of incognito now everyone knows how fucked up I am :'))

[hirochuu]

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[bpdincubus]

Doing mentally ill arts & crafts aka covering parts of my journal with post-it notes to hide sentences about me wanting to be violated :)

[bpdincubus]

Google how do I make someone so obsessed with my body they forget I'm a human being

[bpdincubus]

Our sexual energies match perfectly and somehow my bpd isn't even completely on fire about him but at the same time I wish it was bc life is so much easier when I'm obsessed over someone????? help

[bpdincubus]

Got a new fwb! :)

He left the country for four months! :(

[bpdincubus]

Hi I've been too scared to touch my computer bc I'm so paranoid over certain people :) how's it going mentally ill gang

[bpdincubus]

My fwb doesnt wanna be in a sexual relationship anymore bc he might have feelings towards someone else :) haha fuck my bpd HATES this

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[jupiters-saddest-alien]

Things just keep happening and I always find myself wishing I could just tell you about them…

[nortedamn]

[chocmartini-deactivated20210419]

might flop but….. rb with ur sign & what kind of drunk you are

[bec0ming-ash]

cancer

happy and goofy drunk until I fall asleep

💖

[beebeestuff-deactivated20240416]

Virgo

Either a flirty dancer or a blackout sad cryer depending on the day and NO in between

[rockbottomwithashovel]

leo

slutty drunk, sad/sobbing/suicidal or fearless adventurer, depending on the day and who I’m with

[idkpleasekillme]

capricorn

beyond cuddly/affectionate i just want to give hugs and cuddles

[bpdincubus]

Libra

Either I'm extremely horny and flirty, overly talkative and extroverted, or falling into a bpd spiral with emotions flipping from side to side

[derangedrhythms]

I never knew it could get so dark. I’ve never known a dark that was as dark as this.

Alice Munro, Selected Stories; from ‘The Progress of Love’

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Alice Notley, from “In the Pines.”

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Felice‎.”

[yesterdayshistory]

Exactly how I feel about the impact I have on the people I love

[espritsmalins]

i feel like an anxious kitten who wants to meow and cuddle and sob

but when you look at me i’m cold and serious. at worst — tired