mi l l ic e n t

fuck

[bpd-phoenix]

I hate having a fp

[animatedtext]

requested by  brighter-thanthe-sky via dan howell

[cloudpixi]

i cant believe im ruining my life all because i think my thighs are too fat

[horreurscopes]

do you ever get into one of those moods where your heart aches and longs for something so deeply but you dont know what and your heart is like a stubborn toddler screaming i want it !!!! please give it to me !!!! And you’re desperately like i don’t know what kind of emotionally fulfilling experience to give you at 3 PM on a Wednesday !!!!!!!!!

[bbppddd]

It is impossible for me to believe that someone’s love for me will last

[usyx]

it’s funny how borderline personality disorder wants me to die if I’m ever alone for a few hours, yet when I socialise it’s like “this is bad, they hate you, put up a wall so no emotional connection is formed and isolate yourself until you want to die again”

[the-rusty-buck]

Why can’t I ever remember things?

Why is my memory and sense of time so… distorted?

[dumb-a55s]

some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

[clusterfuck-b]

[pariaaaaah]

12 is not enough

[toadallybpd]

If this ain’t the truth

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You know it’s time to move on when …

1. They treat you as if you are not important.

2. They prioritise other people and things over you.

3. They show more interest in another person.

4. They push you away when you try to get close

5. They deliberately hurt you – and don’t seem to care.

6. They complicate life in unnecessary ways.

7. They leave you feeling miserable, unwanted and upset.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

10 Relationship Killers

1. Breaking trust

2. Lack of respect

3. Jealousy

4. Angry outburst/ high volatility

5. Making assumptions

6. Unreasonable expectations

7. Bitterness

8. Unforgiveness

9. Being cold and uncaring

10. Failing to prioritize your partner.

[notesfromtheundergroundman]

“I could get used to anything – that is, not really get used, but somehow voluntarily consent to endure it.”

— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes From Underground (via notesfromtheundergroundman)

[orbitsandmoons]

honestly, I’m so tired of feeling sad.

I’m so tired of being overwhelmed with this feeling of emptiness that I can’t do anything but lie in bed and stare at my ceiling or relapse.

It’s so mentally exhausting. 

[pandorandprozac]

I’m having a rough weeks relapsing from ED and I’m so fucking mad. I don’t understand why I am like this, when I see curvy confident girls on the street I’m like ‘Yaas queen’ and I admire they body, they ALWAYS have something awesome about them. But then I see myself and all I want to see is bones I don’t care if I look sick, I don’t care if I’m sick and it’s consuming me.

[n3bbys]

Dont ignore me

I want you to ADORE me

[mjalti]

nothing is real and then all of a sudden everything is very real with no warning