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bpd, d.i.d, and ed vent blog

[bpdshoe]

Loving is fucking hard. Goddamn

[meanbuddhist]

well well well if it isn’t the obvious truth which i have been running away from as fast as i possibly can all this time

[fairycosmos]

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

[human-not-mental]

cPTSD be like: break down in tears when someone treats you with compassion.

[mentally-ill-loser-rants]

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

[sadbnuuygirl]

imagine being able to eat without an immense feeling of guilt. imagine…

[mr-mistyeyed]

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[bpdshoe]

wrote 6 poems in the span of one day. yeah. i’m definitely going through it

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[snorlax-and-co]

[ring2002]

would you still like me even if i experienced emotions

[valtsv]

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

[valtsv]

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

[mirroringshards-deactivated2026]

im always inbetween wanting to get better and wanting to get worse. i know ill regret my actions when im back in my "i want to get better" phase.

[highndivine]

My favorite kink is reciprocated energy

[bpdshoe]

i ask myself every day if i’m actually happy doing this line of work

[bpdshoe]

idk why i censor myself fr lmao. it’s not like anyone here knows me or even reads what i post. yet my mind won’t ever let me speak freely and actually vent out my feelings. it’s exhausting to be hyperconscious all the damn time. like ??? no one actually fucking cares so why do i ???? fuck i just want to let go