THERE'S A CHILD PREDATOR IN YOUR COMMUNITY!
This is an awareness post. I've tagged communities this person makes fanarts for most frequently, so if you're in these communities(or even if you're not), I encourage you to read, reblog and spread awareness of this artist and the things has done to minors.
Her username is @ rauthesnail and she was a member of a russian minecraft roleplay server(referred as SMP later on in this post) me and my younger sibling were in in 2024. She, at the age of 19, has groomed, manipulated and sexually harassed my younger sibling, who just became 13 years old during that time. Scroll down to see more information and confirmation that she was the one who did that and that she was aware that not only my younger sibling was a minor, but also the other people she has interacted with and initiated inappropriate dialogues with them.
So. I'm telling this story from my point of view, with some of the evidences being posts from our Telegram channels, since this is where russian SMP community is active the most, screenshots that confirm that they both had interacted, with everything in russian being translated to English.
Going back to the summer of 2024, we were on the SMP called AlterVerse. It had three "seasons", but me and my sibling got there on the second season, while the grooming began on the third season.
Back on the second season, I had interacted with Rau very briefly. Her character married my character's older brother and I wanted to have a lore a couple of times, at which she ignored me. Also, in the group chats of the server she used to talk to me in a very rude manner, which already made an impression of her not being the best person to be around.
Also, she had a habit of flirting with the player of my character's older brother in an inappropriate manner right on the server. It's okay with that player since he's an adult, but she also did that publicly, completely ignoring the fact that there might be minors around. She was generally so ignorant and such a freak when it comes to NSFW.
She approached my sibling before the third season started. Their characters shared species, and she used this as an excuse to plan lores with my sibling. During that time, they were only 12.
At this point I want to mention that Rau was an admin and an artist for this server. She was loved by all the members of this server, and because of that, barely anyone believed me when I noticed that something's wrong, and if they did - they didn't think it was a major issue.
They turned 13 when the server has opened, the lore with Rau[her character is named Morker, sometimes i'm going to refer to her as that] and my sibling, later referred as Molwee, had lores. With the lore, which soon enough started to have romantic implications, came arts made by Rau since she was THE server's artist i guess:
Even my sibling felt weird due to their character looking too small and even child-like near Morker. It's as if she intentionally exaggerated that.
a proof of this video being in her art Telegram channel and never being deleted.
By the artstyle I think it's obvious that this person is right whose username I left at the beginning. I hope that these proofs are enough and I don't need to have to add more of them for you to believe me.
Later on, there was an incident, where I, digging for diamonds with a giant drill from Create mod, accidentally found a lore building that I shouldn't have found. I opened the ticket to discuss it with the admins since I didn't know anything about it back then. But before opening the ticket, I also sent this screenshot to Molwee.
(it's an old screenshot so this is why it's said that it was "today")
All the admins had the access to the tickets apparently. Including Rau.
And this is what Molwee told me some days later:
She abused her admin privilege to make an impression on my sibling. I wonder why would she want to show something "cool" to them and make them see her as "cool" too, hm?
At this point, I already knew that there was something shady going on there, but I was too scared to say something publicly due to my sibling being my only close friend there and everyone praising Rau and liking her. Also, my sibling was mentioning too many times that they were "romancing Morker" which also seemed so, so odd for me.
TW: the following images and messages contain NSFW topics and discussions, grooming, manipulation and abuse of minors.
At this point I want to mention that their SMP character wasn't just an oc. It was their selfsona, something closer to them personally than just a character. I can compare it to how in the DreamSMP and QSMP content creators were separated from their character just briefly.
I'm not going to show you a full version of this art. I just want to clarify that it's a very explicit NSFW art and it's so genuinely disgusting to look at, especially considering that this character is a minor's self-insert.
Also, recently my sibling shared more of the conversations from their past DMs. Their chat is currently deleted on Telegram, but they saved it as a file before it happened. Here are the messages that expose the tone she had with them:
During that time, they had a "trio" with another girl on this server named Siren (not as mythology creature, but rather as russian name for lilac flowers). She was younger than 16 at that time and Rau KNEW it, yet still didn't hold back from talking about NSFW topics:
"snakes" in this content means "dicks" by the way.
Oh, so we're doing a petplay with a confirmed younger-than-16 person while being almost 20?
Also, I'm not sure if it's worthy of mentioning since I don't have any screenshots to confirm this, but my sibling also told me that Rau hated a person on this server for their character and their lore, but after finding out that this person is 14, she suddenly befriended this person and interacted with them a lot. Also, she "spied" on this person as another character. Yikes.
After some time, Rau, as me and my sib think, grew bored of Molwee. She decided to end their lore to move on to another person, which was heartbreaking for Molwee due to them being, obviously, attached to Rau and being groomed by her. She acted so annoyed by Molwee, as if she didn't actively flirt with them not only in the messages, but also on the server[ I asked them for a confirmation, and it turns out that she didn't only have NSFW flirts on the server with my character's older brother on the previous season. She was doing the same to my sibling]:
This resulted to Molwee having a mental breakdown, which Rau exposed in the admin chat for the other admins to see. What a disrespect of their privacy and trust:
Here I want to clarify that Molwee consented to me adding this part to this document. I discussed everything with them so they're revealing only the parts of this grooming they're comfortable with.
In December, lots of people left this server due to problems with admins, me and Molwee included. For a short time, we've all gathered to write a document on this server and expose the admins for everything they did. The most important part of it is us preparing to expose Rau as well. One of the people, who I'll just call "A 3rd party member" had an argument with Rau where they were blaming her and also revealed that she knew that they were a kid. Some parts of their argument:
oh yeah, because we all know that a kid can consent! /sarc
Also, don't get me wrong, but they both have talked to each other DAILY, in VC. She heard their childish voice, they told her school stories and generally experiences that kids have. She can't be THAT stupid to not know that she's talking to a minor.
After that argument, she gave Molwee a shitty apology:
Finally, Molwee blocked Rau. She had never been exposed for what she did until now. Years passed and she hadn't faced consequences for all the harm she caused to not only my sibling, but also for other minors who were sexualized and creeped on by her.
My sibling has diagnosed C-PTSD and Rau is one of the reasons of it. Words can't explain how awful their mental state was and how much they've suffered months, if not years, after that. Anything that even slightly resembled Rau or Morker triggered them deeply and made them feel ill, and I'm not even sure if they've fully recovered yet.
I don't want to make this about myself, but I was also harmed during everything that was happening that time. I was just 16 and I fought tooth and nail for my sibling's safety only for nothing to work. We had arguments with my sibling since they didn't think that they were manipulated, other people on the server didn't see this as a huge issue and some people even didn't consider it a grooming. I was constantly silenced and I was scared of Rau as fuck, she has always been mean and ignorant towards me even when I tried to be friendly. This affected my mental health and I still can't get over the guilt that I didn't do enough. That I couldn't even protect my sibling from this grooming.
But now I'm not scared and neither is my sibling. So Rau, if you're reading this: fuck you. I don't care how much time has passed, you're a disgusting pervert and you always were. You don't deserve a platform and neither you deserve people following you and stuff you post. No amount of apology will erase the damage you've caused to people.
As a conclusion, I also want to mention that Molwee is my sibling's deadname. They gave me a consent to use it in this post so there won't be any confusion on what's going on since this name is mentioned everywhere. Please don't refer to them with this name anymore.
jacobvanloon
discoholicmusic
yousharknotpass
snowghoul
stormborns
blakekathryn
kianamaiart
