Brain_Gain✨

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👩‍🎨✨.

I tried but honestly i don't like it🙄.

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My well spent times😊🤌✨

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So as a kid i loved arts. At a point i was convence it is not ment for me.And i have no talent. Idk if i still believe it or not😅. But still i kept my liking for it. As now i got a huge break after almost 4-5 yrs and maybe the last long break before adult life takes Over. I tried to keep my dreams alive. So i don't get so much into phone or reels.

This is not yet fully complete.for some reason i who hate to keep a thing incomplete is taking 4 days to complete a single art.

Also can everyone plz suggest what i should try in this gap? Something new or new hobbies or anything so my times is wellspent and i don't get too much into reels😊

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So..hello friends. Finally cracked a seat.not in medical but in my dream of research Alhamdulillah. Official work is still left so Won't be telling my sub or uni.but once i get it officially. I will let u know.😊.

I know i missed medical seat.but maybe allah has better plans.and i know if i keep trying i can never be failure. Also the only one to get a seat in public uni in my friend groups. ( public uni is a huge thing in Bangladesh. Idk why but yeah🙂✌️). Keep me in your prayers.and i will keep posing how i spend my days before class started in a uni.

Officially grown up✨. And lastly I'm too much grateful to my dad.

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So...life is being good again.i made those clay figures and i loved it. I can't sleep tonight so i willbe just Writing down what i learnt in this gap.

1. Change happen when your change your self. I grind my ass without changing myself and i didn’t get into any uni till now. Now thinking i feel.i wasn’t ready for it either. I want a happening life while i was just going with the flow waking up not knowing what i wanna do.

2.I always prayed to allah to give me my dream or not to give me in I'm not ready yet. Key is to never give up on myself.get or not get is just life.

3.If i didn’t fail i Won't be able to know I'm a good teacher.i can teach and i love doing it.and my student is currently toping😊.

4.i'm creative in teaching. Bcz i make a girl study who hate the word study🙄.now i give her star shaped batches everyday🤦‍♀️.

5. I'm willing to try again.this time not to get anything but to build myself❤️.

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So..the news is i didn’t get into any uni. Not even meds.my mark was 70.75..cut mark was 74.75. But i have one more chance and a year. Maybe i wasn’t ready for the responsibility. I dream big so i have to make myself capable of atleast dreaming that. Giving not giving is on god. Either this or not i will do something with my life that i my promise to myself.

Now for this year i will try my best.try to be capable of what i want to be. And try to learn from my mistakes. If u can plz give me advise to how to get out of burn out.bcz I'm so into it. Always sliping in day dreaming and i can't even stop sometime.

Hope this yr bring the best.i didn’t post bcz i was sad. I am.posting now bcz life should goes on. ❤️

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Ok so 14th Nov it is✨.i studied 10.5 hrs🔥.

Felt like did a lot but not really maybe. So i did Zoology chapter- 3,7,12 and botany revise of chap 1,2,4. Seems not much but it was all 10 hr work.but hopefully oneday i will be able to.finish this all in maybe in some less hrs😇.

Also turns out i have given 200 exams and got 1000 correct ans in my whole 2 yrs of college( online practice)

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Hey buddies,so I know i was missing bcz all this time i was so stressed and i was worried how will it all end and eveyday class and all not finished books and all.but turns out It's not that hard WHEN U STAYED UP ALL NIGHT FOR 2 DAYS✌️. no yeah I did whole Botany book revise and gave a mock test before actual coaching exam and i got 77.5😊 I'm happy✨. Also this week i did 34 hr study, not much but atleast i studied all week which is why I'm happy✌️

Now 15th is botany exam which I'm done studying so today I'm gonna do Zoology half of the book.then i will be doing Botany whole book revise later today for u know better marks and tomorrow morning some qus solve and exam! SO pray for me❤️

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So,This week was a disaster! Bcz it was first week of everyday class+ tutor and i messed up.but Losing is never a option.✊. If i talk about challenge then whole week i studied 17 hrs.that is so bad 😑.i hate myself for it.

However this week my plan is to have a proper routine.like finish syllabus of the nextday exam the day and mendetory revise before exam,and also revise all i read previously this week before tutor class👍. Let's see what happen.

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Saturday and sunday : I studied 6 hr each day. I'm homeless bcz my mom decided to go to our city so now I'm with my aunty,and she is feeding me burgers and all🙂,so I'm happy🥹✌️.

Although, It's 6+6=12+1=13hr/63 hrs

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Friday:I studied for 1 hr of GK. So It's 1 hr/63 hrs✌️

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Hey so the previous week bcz of result tension i fall sick.But from now eveyweek i will take different challenge. So starting this week i will so how much i can study out of 63 hr in a week. [ bcz i took a home tutor and i won't be able to do much maybe.. Although i wanted to see 100 hr a week..just for fun but guess what Our government be like- Result out admission in,give exam just 1 month later✌️. Like wtf bro😒]

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You rn after slaying that exam

Yeah really i am😂. Literally all my competition.. My relative kids..literally failed 🙂.

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Finally Alhamdulillah ✨.I have got GPA-5 in HSC board exam🥹. This year our countries result is so bad in total just 58% passed and 69k Got GPA 5.and I'm one of them🥹. My second board exam and I'm so happy with my result.bcz only 84 people got GPA-5 in our college. In my whole family and cousines I'm only one this year to get A+🥹

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Day 8: I studied for 7 hrs. Basically doing chemistry all day properly. Idk why but reading chemistry text book once never worked for me.like i literally read it properly 2 times by now ans then i can remember 80%. I have to read it once more 🤦‍♀️.

Also i wanted to give mock test of this chemistry but couldn’t, i will give it Tomorrow 🤞,even if not Tomorrow i will give Botany test.

Tomorrows plan is - Botany 2 chaps,gk, english + Chemistry i did's exam✨

Btw,why the hell my table always look like a war zone at the end of studying😑 no matter how much i try to organize.. Entropy happens🤧

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Day 7: 1 hr i studied today before exam. Today is my rest day for the rest of the day. Honestly I'm so sad that the exam went bad. Bcz maybe Asian parents r not ment to see how hard we try or how hard the qus was..they Just see result! Honestly i feel so bad.. So shame even after i know i did more then i could have done.

However Serious qus,I'm asking for a while " Do you guys really think 100 hr study challenge a week is a nice thing to try? " like i wanna try but I'm not good at keeping track/ continuing challenges.and i really wanna throw marks on my Parents face. So,plz tell me shall i try? Maybe someof you can join me and we can make it a fun thing to try like sharing how hard it was or what actually was good?

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Done exam👍. And it went bad. Qus was so hard. I felt like where the fuck did i do wrong.then saw everyone being on same page🥲.

So fuck the exam😤,i had a treat of soft drink bcz i studied a lot this 4 days like 48 hrs almost.so i deserve it and i completed more then i left undone.so proud of myself.although i could have done better and i will.

But today is my off day. I don’t want burn out, so I'm gonna sleep today all day.and tomorrow morning i will bounce back✨🤞