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I’m stuck in those dreams — it’s changing me

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HaloOo ~ ^_^ ☆

Welcome to my blog!

I don’t really do much here other than lurking around silently like a deer 🦌, my apologies for some awkwardness here and there (if) when I’m interacting ^^;

About this blog:

Multifandom

Talks about characters (canon/hcs)

Shitposts and incorrect quotes

Yume charas from different media

Randomly blog/reblog anything and everything of my interests

I do and love doing art & writing but I’m bad at it #lolz

Yume info:

Mostly familial and platonic—have romantic too but they’re not as obvious and basically complicated non-settled relationships.

My oc is a sona. I’m too shy to share much about them, so they’re usually a nameless character who is referred to by many different nicknames.

I do silly crack/serious crossover of said characters A LOT into one alternate universe so they’re usually not canon accurate. That being said, their lore is pretty much messy.

I don’t have DNI other than some basics—read: remain civil and respectful—I welcome everyone! <3

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Akabane Karma (47)

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Missing Duty

They both like their floor time. They need their floor time. So what do they do? Sneak out somewhere, sit on the floor, do whatever; in which case that second time in the week, Elena started eating ice cream as they chatted by the corner of the Shinra building somewhere, scaring passerby with their screeching and laughter.

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Precious Little Things

“Hey, there you are. Where have you been?” Angeal inquired as she walked into the department’s lounge.

“Oh, I was just getting fresh air but then–”she paused in her track upon noticing the chaos behind him, glancing at none other than the Daily Banter of Genesis and Sephiroth episode, “what happened?”

Angeal just sighed and shook his head. She understood what it meant and laughed at the premise, “I assume it’s about the coffee?”

“You know it’s about the coffee.”

She didn’t say anything else as her smile widened, turning to watch the scene unfold as she tucked her hands behind her back. Angeal caught a glimpse of a jingling chain, taking a peek of what she’s holding. “What do you have over there?” he asked, pointing at her.

“Oh this?” she brought her hands forward again, displaying a small item she’s holding onto, “it’s a keychain! I crossed path with some ladies on the street. They were selling so many merchandises, they were so cute that I couldn’t resist.”

“Merchandise of what?”

She chuckled, eyes twinkled playfully before answering: “you.” as she motioned over the present 1st Class SOLDIERS right in front of her.

“Oh…”

She brought it closer to his face, jingling the keychain, which consisted of three small plushies that take form of the people he’s familiar with—as one of which, was himself—in a smaller and rounder form. He observed the item, expression serious before mirth taking over with how ridiculous(ly)(indeed cute) the little plush dolls are. But it’s not Angeal Hewley if his mind doesn’t immediately shift to financial responsibility as he turned to ask her, “how much were these?”

“Well…” the sheepish laugh and scratch to her nape said it all before the words were even out. Seeing the look on her senior’s face, she quickly deflected, “but it’s a good deal! You see, these plushies actually came from different merchants; obviously each from your respective fanclubs. I was hesitant as to which one I should choose first, so they opted to combine their products into one and put it on a sale price. Isn’t it nice?”

“What’s nice?” a deeper voice of the person within the topic was heard as he suddenly materialized behind her, bending down slightly to her level in curiosity.

“Keychain of you!” she chirped, turning around and pushing the keychain and jingling it again to show him a better look of it.

It was then Sephiroth and Genesis’ turn to inspect their tiny replicas hanging by the keychain. Sephiroth looked confused, but otherwise unfazed, seemingly all too familiar with his own commercialization—on normal occasions, he’d be irritated seeing his own self within the spotlight. It’s objectifying, it’s uncomfortable. He almost thought the same until he realized that, knowing how she is, it’s just an innocent sentiment that’s not worth to be mad about—“very endearing” was his thought, but what came out of his mouth was simply a curt hum. Was he satisfied? Was he annoyed? Nobody knew. As for Genesis, he took a really good look on his own replica, then his eyes darted between the other two plushies, then to his own again, and then–

“Just a moment, why is my plush smaller and shorter in size?” he questioned, brows furrowed and lips puckered in what seemed to be a small pout.

They all turned to take a closer look at the plushies; Mini Genesis was indeed shorter compared to his mini friends. The realization made Angeal barked out a laugh which only irked Genesis even more, and even more when the tiniest faintest laugh came out of the silver-haired SOLDIER.

“I am wounded.” Genesis exclaimed dramatically, sparking another laugh out of the two men. “If you both won’t quit it, I swear–”

“I mean, you can’t blame them. It’s pretty accurate to our real counterparts,” Angeal nudged him teasingly, gaining a hum of approval from Sephiroth. “Very accurate.” he added with a tone so flat that could be mistaken as monotonous, but they’ve built enough rapport to know the humorous laugh he’s having.

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Family photo

Karma and his demon spawn

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A Day in SOLDIER: Gluestatic

Alternatively: 1st Class SOLDIERS stressing out their friend XD

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Elena and Miss Secretary 🌸🍦♡

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G is not amused by your shit❤️

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Drive dates 🚗

+ extra’s

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I relate to Nagi sm

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0331

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I am a sucker for headcanons, but I am also a hypocrite for not liking headcanons that do not match with my imagination. I have my own set of ideas on “x character” and how I think they’d be in a certain scenario, but the moment I open social media to find people headcanoning the same circumstance but with different takes, it immediately messes with my own thoughts; it legit sends me into a state of doubt and uncertainty as I question: “is my interpretation of this character wrong?”

As I keep thinking about it, I have come into one important conclusion… I think, there is no such thing as “mischaracterizing” a character—unless if it comes from lack of media literacy skills and blatant ignorance—because at the end of the day, how you interpret the character—heck, even the story and its point—would not be all exactly the same as other people. There will always be a slight difference in how you perceive them.

We have our own ways to describe the character based on how we receive the information. In some cases, two or more different interpretations can coexist with each other if we analyze the context deeper; the parallel could be there, somewhat. There is no exact pointer in which end of the spectrum one character belongs to—unless if it’s stated otherwise in canon, but even then, people can have fun, that is why fanmade contents exist. At the end of the day, the character’s interpretation belongs solely to the audience because we’re the one who decides from which angle and perspective we describe them.

In the end, there is a beautiful nuance in different opinions, such as how in a shared online space, the members of the community/fandom share their thoughts on what they think of the character.

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reblog if your blog is actually unbelievably boring

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Me: What do you MEAN you don't become hyperfixated on one specific character and project all of your thoughts, feelings, insecurities, and trauma onto them every time you consume a new media? Starbucks Barista, sobbing: I just asked you what your name was

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okay caffeine is great to keep you awake and all but have you ever loved a ship so much everytime you look at their content you start fangirling so hard and that alone could keep you awake more than caffeine could?

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me with karunagi only because the fandom is dead and all I can feed myself are crumbs ;(

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Kaedehara Kazuha 🍁

Note: my personal analysis and headcanons.

We know there is no canon age currently in Genshin, but I think Kazuha might be a young adult; not to be confused as someone in their late teen, but also not that old. I’d say he’s in his early twenties.

Regarding his character, Kazuha doesn’t fit to either boxes of “good” or “bad”; rather, he is somewhere in between “nice” and “guilty”.

Kazuha is generally docile, it’s evident in his nature. he’s kind and has a gentle attitude, as seen in his treatment to others, speaking softly and emanating tenderness.

Despite his usual polite manner, he can be intimidating and warring. Kazuha can be mysterious if he wants to be. He can be cunning, and he is capable on doing questionable deeds.

I based this on the first time we meet him in the game, when he suggested to brand a thief’s forehead with an iron when they stole his friend’s vision, which was somewhat a cold suggestion—at first, if we didn’t know the context to it, it sounds like he’s a rather twisted person and almost enjoying torturing people LOL. But of course that’s not the case here. For someone who had been living out in the wild and spent his time wandering around, it’s not surprising if he’s taking an extreme measures to his decisions.

This is not to be confused with his status as an ex-fugitive though. I’ve seen people saying that he might have killed people along his journey, but that would make sense in his part. I mean, if I had people pursuing me i would probably done the same thing. After all, Kazuha values freedom, matching to the principle of the vision he’s bearing.

Regardless, Kazuha is still harmless by nature. he’s not the type of person to carry on doing bad deeds with awareness without any reasons. In fact, Ithink it’s the opposite. if you remember this:

Paimon also mentioned that Kazuha hesitated for a bit before he threw Persikov over his shoulders. showing that he is someone who thinks before he acts, even questioning himself firsthand. He has a sense of morality, and holds it in regard.

Contrary to the popular belief, Kazuha is pretty cheeky. Sure, he’s innocuous, but everyone has a side to themselves that no one would expect, right? I bet this guy pulled off pranks on the crews once in a while and nobody has a clue that it was him.

He is also surely not that lightweight. It was mentioned that he does drink sake. even if he only drinks in normal amount that’s not intoxicating, I’m sure his alcohol tolerance is not that low. (the tavern scene must’ve been a carefully threaded joke Venti did that somehow, miraculously, escaped Kazuha’s sense, hence why he wasn’t suspicious of the drink and gotten himself drunk)

Living with a bunch of sailors influenced him in some way. It was bound to happen sooner or later really, their traits are starting to rub on him. Hell, he’s picking up their vocabulary and slangs.

Despite his flowery 🌸🌹🌼 poetic speech, Kazuha actually speaks normally, at least to some extent. “Normal” in Kazuha doesn’t seperate him from his usual vocabulary range and speech patterns, but whenever he’s conversing with someone, his speech is generally comprehensible.

Adding to that normalcy, Kazuha does curse. He doesn’t curse a lot like Beidou (ahem, sailor mouth), but once in a while he’d swear, maybe in a battle where he called the treasure hoarders “bunch of trash” or something like that (although, coming from his mouth, it doesn’t sound like an insult at all), or perhaps Beidou smacked his back too hard when they were drinking and he goes, “fuck” in a low mumble.

That’s the end of it (or not). I might add later to this in the future, in the meantime, enjoy this… whatever the hell this is.

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the best thing about x reader fics is that you and your comfort character can fall in love a million times in millions of different universes and I think that's beautiful

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yes

and i think it’s not necessarily all about romantic love. fics in general doesn’t have limitations on your writing or imaginations. x reader fics toned into making yourself the main character of your own story, and you’re free to do anything with it, whether it’d be familial, romantic or platonic relationships, it’s all up to you and yes it is beautiful.

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me: *hanging out with literally everyone*

also me: *slowly losing my sense of identity*