update 220221
Okay, My relationship with V is going well. Both romantically and sexually we are doing fine and I honestly couldn’t be happier, but then again I still have to find a way to distance myself from G, it would have been a lot easier if V and G hadn’t had had a conversation today but they did :/ G followed V and then messaged him, I was on the phone to G the whole time and he promised me he wouldn’t tell V about what we did, and he kept his promise. Hopefully he can keep it forever because i cant live without V, I wish i hadn’t done what I did, I feel so guilty, but i was pressured in to it. Now all I have to do is find a way to Distance myself and V from G so that my secrets don’t spill and I can live happily with V. Anyways I should probably go now as i have school tomorrow, although its 5:30 am and i still havent slept, who cares. Anyways goodbye guys.