I just want to vent for a second.
Just under one year ago I was “talking” to this super cute person that I met on OkCupid. I put talking in quotation bc I never even met the person in person irl and it was super brief.
We hit it off right away. We had so much in common and conversation never went stale.
After like 2 days of texting and exchanging pictures of our dogs, we decided to FaceTime. And we did!!!
Hearing their voice for the first time and seeing their stupid cute smile just made me realize that this could be something real. But remember, this was literally just a few days into meeting lol
Ugh I thought about them all the time and I wanted their attention all the time and just so you know, this is very out of character for me.
I was telling my friends and coworkers Of this person bc was crushing real bad! I couldn’t get them off my mind.
Tbh I thought the feeling was mutual by their demeanor towards me so I started getting more comfortable but then after about a week or so I might’ve gotten too comfortable and I said things that probably scared them away bc after that they slowly started to fade away.
But then something unbelievable happened!! They sent me two candles from their favorite Etsy shop and they sent it with a cute custom note with a little inside joke on it and it was just so thoughtful and I thought for a second that maybe, just maybe, I hadn’t ruined everything.
After receiving this gift, they were being so nice to me and calling me sweet names, but shortly after that, again, they started to fade.
I was getting less and less texts and I was at the point that I didn’t wanna make things worse by being clingy so I just let it be. They didn’t wanna talk to me and I just had to be ok with that.
All this just to say that I hope they’re doing ok and I miss talking to them.
