i guess this is a relapse

the secrets i keep are killing me inside

[thegaylists]

sapphic//songs about __

Girls with a boyfriends

your boyfriend by bloxx

boyfriend by marika hackman

girlfriend by kitty

boyfriend by tegan and sara

girlfriend by ria mae

taking off all my clothes by heidi

Breakups

talia by king princess

0108 by nakala

strangers by halsey

me & her by heavens to betsy

curious by hayley kiyoko

sheet stains by lauren ruth ward

always this way by laura marling

heartbroken forever by tender forever

now im all messed up by tegan and sara

Bad Girls

goth girls are easy by lesbian bed death

dressed in black by gossip

lesbian vampyres from outer space

she’s a gun by the greeting committee

woman dangerous by doria roberts

rebel girl by bikini kill

P.U.N.K girl by heavenly

strong woman by jen cloher

Sex

sweet girl by nicole dollanganger

bitches by tove lo

bang me box by miley cyrus

box by siya

holy by king princess

i didn’t just kiss her by jen foster

Young love

be my leia by the dollyrots

red by miki ratsula

sappho by frankie cosmos

hold your hand by nicolette forte

no kings by the total bettys

say anything by girl in red

hot like the room by my body

gossip girl by grace vanderwaal

sweet girl by nicole dollanganger

Old Love

marry me by tender forever

with a girl like you by thao

eden with my eve by jen cloher

Bisexuality

boys by maris

carmen by lana del rey

bad at love by halsey

in or out by ani difranco

think about girls sometimes by amber

i wanna boyfriend with a car by kate nash

Lesbians

I’ll never want a BF by bec sandridge

i don’t do boys by elektra

dyke march 2001 by le tigre

dyke bars never last by sapphic lasers\

blue collar sex kitten by lauren ruth ward

the only dyke at the open mic by kate reid

Pining

sleepover by hayley kiyoko

jessie’s girl by mary lambert

bestie by sizzy rocket

daisy by zedd

like me by chely wright

veronica by daddy issues

i want her by blind fury

jenny by studio killers

i wanna be your girlfriend by girl in red

Confidence

B.I.G by caitlyn scarlett

shade by iamddb

ICY GRL by saweetie ft. kehlani

boinked the bride by ember swift

checking out your babe by tribe 8

Q.U.E.E.N by janelle monae

Real People/Characters/Media

edie windsor by zoë lewis

the ellen page by partner

marceline by willow

carol by jen cloher

fingersmith by jen cloher

Coming out/Homophobia

homo song by mara levi

room by palehound

LGBT by lowell

love is love by naz & ella

love is love by starley

married in london by janis ian

pride by grace petrie

this is me by jen foster

gay sex by be steadwell

not worth hiding by alex the astronaut

Butch/Femme

drag king bar by bitch and animal

femme bitch top by tribe 8

only straight girls wear dresses by cwa

dyke bars never last by sapphic lasers

butch in the streets by tribe 8

closet femme by kate reid 

Running away

greatness by jen foster

chelsea lets go join the circus by agent R

feminist housewives by bitch and animal

[insanitymadesane]

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[half-crazedauthor]

Why I like Nightwing

My favorite superhero is Nightwing.

Who is Nightwing you ask? He is who Robin (Richard Greyson) becomes once he “graduates” being Robin. Actually, it’s more like he’s told by Batman to either come back as Batman’s sidekick, or leave. After a brief crisis of identity, Richard Greyson becomes Nightwing. He gets his name from a Kryptonian myth and becomes a superhero in his own right.

I love Nightwing. He has been my favorite superhero for years- although I can’t remember how I learned about him. It might have been during his one-time appearance in Teen Titans, the animated TV show. My adoration for the character might be influenced by my affection for the Robin of the show.

Of course, there isn’t a problem with that. I can like whomever I like. But I brought up my favorite hero to my uncle recently and was met with a lot of teasing questions. He and my cousins couldn’t understand why he was my favorite.

“Why would you like the second-best detective in the world when you could like Batman?”

I could respond to this by talking about how Nightwing is a more adjusted, less dark and gloomy Batman. I could say that he is an amazing hero with a full backstory, or that he is just less mainstream than most.

But more than that, I want to talk about why it seems so bad to be second best.

“Second place is first loser,” I was told by my dad during my childhood. Of course, in my family, it was meant as a joke or a teasing push to try a little harder. First loser, not as good as the best, so close but not far enough. Second place seems so bad to us. I’ve heard people say, “If I can’t be the best, then what is the point?”

I can understand. I like being the best myself. Somehow, though, I haven’t gained that emotional connection necessitating being the best. In simple terms, sometimes I just don’t care. There is nothing wrong with being second. For a very long time, (even now) I didn’t see myself as a “winner”.

I felt second best for most of my life. My fun little analogy is: “I grew up as a medium sized fish in a small pond full of large fish.” When you are surrounded by people who are smarter than you, you feel dumb. When you are around people who are better at something than you, you feel inadequate.

When you grow up as a homeschooled child in a rural area where some of the people you went to classes with applied to Yale and Harvard, you do NOT feel intelligent.

And maybe that’s why I like Nightwing, more than my appreciation for the original Robin. He is second best. He is not a “winner”. He feels like me.

Someone who is overshadowed by those who outpace him, but still shines in his own right.

He’s the hero I need.

[mydreamssaremywingss]

So true!

[yaboyb-rad]

but your lips hang heavy underneath me and i promised myself i wouldn’t let you complete me.

is there somewhere // halsey

[skineefixation]

Me: I kinda look like the skinny girl I wanna be

My body dysmorphia: you look like the toaster strudel dude

Me: no I don-

Body dysmorphia: toaster strudel

[arcusant]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Instead of feeling alone in a group, it’s better to have real solitude all by yourself

[arcusant]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside”

— Haruki Murakami

[archiveofspace]

The Embrace 1917, Egon Schiele

Many images of this painting on Google are yellow-toned, but this is just like how I remember it - a greenish backdrop, a white fabric, and the couple. It felt like the painting was overlooked because it was hanging next to The Kiss by Klimt in Belvedere. But for me this was more breath-taking than any other works.

[bluexkid]

Egon Schiele, “Embrace”

[cosmic-answer-box]

[pastels-and-peaches]

I’m drowning in my own thoughts;

I’m screaming and waving my arms;

I’m begging for help;

But no one is coming to save me.

[amare-habeo]

Edvard Munch (Norwegian, 1863 - 1944)

Death in the hospital room, 1896

Lithograph on Japan laid paper. 

[late-for-the-sky]

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)