chronically stupid, chronically ill

my body is killing me from the inside out, and it's taking it's time

[broken-bodyx]

hello everyone✨

im not comfortable with sharing names on here, so you guys can just call me A. this is going to be me just documenting everything thats going on with me healthwise for the next little bit, just so i have something to reference back to when i see my doctors.

things i definitely have (diagnosed) - patellafermoral pain syndrome - gerd - generalized anxiety - social anxiety - autism (got that double diagnoses baby) - adhd - cyclothymia

right now ive got a bunch of stuff going on that can’t really be explained by things ive been diagnosed with, so i get to continue the fun journey of constant tests. i’ll be documenting things here as i go

hope you guys stay safe and healthy <3

[caats]

[fibro-memes]

[broken-bodyx]

Woohoo after a year and a half I finally get to see a cardiologist. Another ekg and holter monitor (can’t even count how many I’ve had since 2016).

As much as I want to get it over with, my holter will probably show up right before my month long trip, and I’m gonna have to deal either way so much medial stuff while in a different country.

[broken-bodyx]

First surgery of the year, finally getting my cyst removed.

Great.

Except

- we option were to have it don't today, or november

- was told they were just draining it, they actually took it out

- I was awake the entire time, they only used a local

- oh and I still had to show up for work

(I can still barely feel my hand)

[broken-bodyx]

Just got sent home from the hospital, possible stomach tear. Got told to up my medication and it’ll take care of it!?!??????

I have a tear in my stomach/intestines and they sent me home with basically nothing. Love the healthcare system

[broken-bodyx]

I wasn't given a new prescription or anything no, just told up take it twice a day.

Okay cool so I can either take it twice a day for 2 weeks and not have it for another 2 week

OR

I can just keep taking it like normal and it not actually fix anything

[ongreenergrasses]

my nausea is soooo bad

[broken-bodyx]

How do I get more nauseous after taking anti nausea meds

[socialist-microwave-laser]

chronic pain is bad enough why do i need it to cause nausea too

[wheelchairtetris]

I'm so sick of my gi problems. I hate that they've escalated so much. I'm so frustrated.

[longlostdiaries]

I don't know who needs to hear this but:

-"it only hurts a little" is still pain

-"I can ignore it" is still pain

-"I can cope with/manage it" is still pain

-"it's bearable" is still pain

-"I can push through it" is still pain

-"it doesn't hurt that much" is still pain

-"it doesn't stop me from doing x" is still pain

You don't need to be in agonizing pain to be in pain.

[broken-bodyx]

Just got sent home from the hospital, possible stomach tear. Got told to up my medication and it’ll take care of it!?!??????

I have a tear in my stomach/intestines and they sent me home with basically nothing. Love the healthcare system

[squidkitsune]

quetiapine: you can’t have mood swings if you’re unconscious

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[xb0rder-7inex]

I forgot how emotionless seroquel makes you feel.

[broken-bodyx]

Holy shit the pudding cup trick works. I’m on a high dose of prednisone, and they taste awful. Dump them in a pudding cup and you can’t even taste it.

[broken-bodyx]

Let’s play “guess the phone call”

Featuring ✨the hospital✨

[straydelivery]

Mobility Aids should be free.