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Writing has always been how I work things out. I’ve bottled up some over the years.

Posting here is a way of letting the words exist outside my head—anonymously, honestly, without explanation.

If you read, thank you. If you feel something, thank you.

I appreciate the space, the silence, and the kindness more than I can say.

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Do you ever think this is all a test?

See how much pain you can feel before you crack

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Education is everything, just because you can’t see an injury or illness doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

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I hate the feeling of feeling lazy. I hate not physically being able to do just a simple things that used to make my life better. I hate that this is my life now.

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“You can just close that right back up”

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Just curious 💋

Do you ever feel like you’re going slowly insane by the repetitiveness of every single Day

Yes

No

Voting ended onMay 11

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If we were in a simulation wouldn’t we be programmed not to question or think it’s a simulation?

[paper-wounds]

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Sitting here realizing

I’m going to continue to disintegrate

Help has a waiting list

I may not make it to the top

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Is life merely the art of breaking down?

Perhaps that is love’s true burden:

to provide the cause for our undoing,

to make the shards feel like something

worth the effort of stitching back together,

day after agonizing day.

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In a room full of people

I wonder -

Do they consider me

Or is it only

That I am simply there.

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Just Fuck It

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At this rate I’m not a patient, I’m a recurring character in a medical drama. Tune in next week for another exciting episode of “We’ll Run One More Test”… because apparently we’re really into prolonged suspense.

[quotefeeling]

“Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.”

— Unknown

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[thehopefulquotes]

“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different.”

— C.S. Lewis