BrokenEverAfter

28. This is a fairy-tale with teeth and claws" - Isla J. Bick

[borderlyx]

If I spend too much time alone with myself without distractions, I start overthinking and get suicidal

[bpderanged]

Too used to being treated like shit that kindness makes me uncomfortable.

[daddystinygirll]

People think I overreact, but they don’t understand that even silence feels like abandonment when you’ve been left too many times.

[daddystinygirll]

Sometimes I don't even want to be comforted. I just want someone to see that I'm breaking and not look away.

[cryingnympth]

i miss being younger and just being able to rot in my depression

now i have responsibilities and a job

[its-simply-just-krys]

i fear relationships and yet i want to be loved.

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Hating myself is really easy so I won’t blame you for hating me too

[avoidantgirlfriend]

bro why the fuck am i so fucking anxious all the time

[deadbeatfox]

"What's wrong?" Everything. Everything is wrong.

[borderlineangel222]

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

[beaten-dog]

There are so many better options than me

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[bpderanged]

I’m so freaking toxic I should've been born with content warnings stamped onto my forehead.

[hisuncontrollableanger]

I'm ruining everything bit by bit and I don't even realise it.

I won't, until it's all gone.

[avoidantgirlfriend]

*screaming crying almost having a panic attack* i think im over reacting

[12thgrave]

i think i was destined to be ruined. i think i’ll always be fucked up.

[junetheraccoon]

i knew one day you’d get tired of me and all my shitty feelings.