Brooklyn

AHS lover

[brooklynmia]

I’m back and I’m in recovery but I wanna relapse so fucking bad and look how I used to look. I know I was sick but I was skinny.

Here’s a pic of how I feel rn

[brooklynmia]

I feel so bad like I was in the hospital and know I’m in a treatment place and I just can’t stop b/p, and everyone is proud of me because they think I’m doing better but shii I’m doing horrible 🧍‍♀️anyways here’s a photo I found on Instagram and I inspire to be her 🥰

[brooklynmia]

Okay getting better is hard but this is so me rn joking through the pain 😛

[brooklynmia]

I’m currently in hospital rn for my bulimia and this recovery thing is so hard and trying to get better ha so emotionally draining so everyone who is recovery or trying keep going and just know I’m proud of you even if your still struggling

[brooklynmia]

I’m in impatient and doing good kinda I snuck my phone haha

[brooklynmia]

guess what bitches I’m going to impatient 😭 very scared and I’ll be there on my bday 🧍‍♀️ wish me luck 🙏

[brooklynmia]

LMAO this isn’t funny but my mom just came into my room and told me she will be locking the door at night and that I need to eat because I look sick like I’m sorry but I laughed in her face like bruh I’m bulimic I eat 💀 I need to be serious

[brooklynmia]

Me in my PE class doing sit-ups because that shit hurts my bones on the hard ass floor 💀

[brooklynmia]

When my mom calls me to skinny and that I need to eat more I feel like I’m doing something right :)

[brooklynmia]

I don’t wanna recover but I hate living like this

[brooklynmia]

My mom picked me up early because I had a panic attack 😼 and then she got me Nutella and candy to make me feel better like does she not remember I’m a bulimic ass whore 😭

[brooklynmia]

Just ate need to purge SO BAD but my parents make me wait 45 min after j eat to use the bathroom but a bitch still be throwing it up 😼

[brooklynmia]

My aunt is going to call me and I just know if she asks me how I’m doing I’m going to breakdown and cry 😫

[brooklynmia]

My mom yelled at me about my Ed so I’m not going to eat dinner and look at thinspo and cry 😌

[brooklynmia]

I could not purge a lot of my lunch and my mom was like I’m going to stay with you while you eat your dinner because she thought I was gonna purge (I mean I was lmao) but it made me so mad so threw it away in front of her and then she started yelling at me and made me feel like shit as she always does so I walked away and cried in the bathroom 😭

[brooklynmia]

Yesterday I was at the mall trying on a bathing suit and my mom saw me and told me I need to gain weight. Like she wasn’t the one who told me I was fat and I needed to lose weight and to on a diet. 🙄

[brooklynmia]

My ED is so bad that yesterday I was gonna eat normal with my friend because she stayed the night but I legit had a smaller binge and Purged to 😫 I told her I was shitting so she believed me 😭