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[lazylittledragon]

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[cressidascowper]

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THE PITT S02E07 | S02E15

[puppydogwhitaker]

that rooftop scene in the finale was actually so important.

the rooftop is the setting in the pitt where people have these big emotional beats in which they reach out and attempt to find community. this is established in season one between jack and robby. in the beginning of episode one, we see jack facing the void and turning away from it to follow robby back to safety, robby does the same with jack at the end. season two reaffirms this interpretation.

all of these women we saw on the roof were on the brink this whole season. samira was personally and professionally adrift. mel was facing her malpractice suit and sister’s independence. perlah was facing national xenophobic sentiments and the pressure of being a highly capable nurse. dana was reeling from her assault and crumbling under the pressure of her position. mckay was realizing the depths of her emotional detachment. victoria was dealing with her insecurities and lack of freedom. trinity had the situationship and the frank confrontation and the child abuse trigger and the loss of dennis’s company.

all of these women were facing a profound loneliness, a profound void, a profound lack of support. they were all alone in this all day, briefly brushing against each other in moments that chafed and soothed in equal measure.

and just like jack and robby have each other to pull them back from the edge, these women can find that with each other in the exact same spot.

the pitt uses setting very well. the peds room represents the loss and gains of family. the bathroom represents the humanity denied to healthcare works. and the roof represents the community these providers find within each other.

they all have moments where they’re correcting, snapping, or disagreeing with each other this season. samira judges cassie for talking about her lack of intimacy, victoria and trinity have a more sarcastic relationship, mel flat out said trinity has a personality disorder, dana has been short with just about everyone. but in this one moment, they band together. they process the day, feel awe and exhaustion and sadness and wonder all at the same time, all together. they build an imperfect community out of tragedies.

it’s just impeccable story telling.

[mercutioyoudrunkenwhore]

Absolutely fucking rich that Robby thinks Al-Hashimi can’t handle running the ED because she paused twice when working with kids. My brother in Christ you are on the killing myself world tour right now let’s self reflect maybe

[targetedknowledge]

[fisutiddies]

[satyriconmp3]

utilising the gift of imagination to hallucinate moments of tenderness between fictional people

[thekidsarentalright]

stuck in the permafrost, stuck in the permafrost...

[francislangdon]

this is not a criticism of trinity santos these are just facts about her character that i know to be true.

she has a massive victim complex and it’s becoming a self fulfilling prophecy. this stems from her being victimized in her youth, but the way she feeds into it and refuses to heal means she is always going to view herself as a perpetual victim and always as the harmed party. this is a detriment not only to her own mental health but also to the people around her. she lashes out at people but doesn’t think she’s hurting them because in her mind she CAN’T hurt anyone. SHE’S always the victim. she can make fun of whitaker for his patient dying but he can’t make fun of her dropping a scalpel. she can call victoria a shitty nickname and just because she doesn’t intend for it to be malicious, that should mean that victoria shouldn’t tell her to stop, regardless of it’s impact. when she messes up and gets reprimanded, she goes into a total freeze because she doesn’t know how to cope with a situation without making herself the victim. power and agency was taken from trinity when she was young and vulnerable and she’s never been able to grow from that. that’s why she projects onto to every little girl that comes through the er. she has to look out for patients she sees herself in because she needed help and didn’t get any. and i think you can really see how stuck in her own misery she is through the way she views langdon. she thinks she’s a pariah because of langdon and not her own actions. she brought him up to garcia multiple times over the ten months he was away even when she thought that he had been fired and she wouldn’t ever see him again. she’s addicted to picking at her own wounds. this probably ties into her self harming habit too, she is always hurting herself again and again because hurt is the only way she knows how to be. she can’t accept that langdon has grown because she doesn’t know what it’s like to grow and move on from something.

[divorcedfranklangdon]

when you spent all morning trying to talk to your coworker (who has the same job title as you) about how to make sure that your workplace has a smooth transition from his control to yours, but he kept blowing you off and didn't want to hear about any of the idea that you had and wanted to run by him, and every time you tried to have a serious conversation with you he would say he was just trying to get through the day so he could leave on his three month sabbatical, and now, after ignoring every single attempt you made to make sure that you could run your workplace smoothly without him, he's telling you he doesn't think that the workplace will survive without him (he just berrated one of his female employees for being stressed) even though you just saved a child with a procedure he had never even heard of, much less knew how to perform

[batrachised]

🫵 STOP! you are doomscrolling. tell me your favorite animal instead

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Windows 10 - Disk Cleanup

[seagrahm]

everyone came together and agreed

[thekingofspin]

[corvophobia]

parker ellis are you free on saturday when i am free

[shedelulululu]

He never really wanted kids, but Rhonda wore him down, and when she finally got pregnant, he changed his tune, he got excited. And then about a month before the baby was due, Rhonda and the baby were killed in a car crash. Louie never really came back from that.

What if addiction isn't about your chemical hooks? What if addiction is about your cage? What if addiction is an adaptation to your environment? [...] When we're happy and healthy, we'll bond and connect with each other, but if you can't do that, because you're traumatized, or isolated, or beaten down by life, you will bond with something that will give you some sense of relief. [...] The opposite of addiction is not sobriety, the opposite of addiction is connection. (x)

[highest-violet]

“Chronic alcoholic, go figure. He croaked” James Ogilvie vs “I didn’t know Louie at all but I will hold his hand because his family can’t” Emma Nolan

[starspangledsteeve]

hey so this shot alone is kind of insane

[kirsssche]

The last one valentines art! Thank u all, love to all of you!