[...] Hollander swore under his breath and lunged forward to kiss him. He grabbed Ilya’s T-shirt in a tight fist and pulled him closer.
ㅤIlya moaned at the hot slide of Hollander’s tongue against his. He tugged roughly on the hair at the back of Hollander’s head, tipping his head back so he could deepen the kiss.
ㅤThey broke apart and Hollander looked at him, eyes wild and dark hair a mess [...]
ㅤ“On your knees,” Ilya said softly, just to see what he would do.
ㅤExpecting Hollander to tell him to fuck off, Ilya’s breath caught in his throat as he watched him sink fluidly to the floor.
ㅤIlya closed the distance between them in slow, deliberate steps. Shane tilted his head up to face him, and Ilya could see him swallow.
ㅤThey stood for a moment, silently staring at each other, waiting for whatever was going to happen next. Finally, Ilya reached a hand up and brushed the backs of his fingers against Shane’s cheek. Shane unconsciously licked his lip and Ilya moved in to kiss him.
ㅤThe moment Shane’s mouth opened under his, everything made sense. All of Ilya’s nerves left him, and he grabbed at Shane’s T-shirt and pulled him closer.
[...] Shane found himself pushed back from the railing, against a wall. Rozanov’s mouth was pressed hard against his, and his hands gripped his arms roughly, fingers digging into his biceps.
ㅤShane felt panicked. This was super fucking dangerous. And stupid. And confusing. And…
ㅤShane kissed him back, just as angrily. Because fuck this guy for doing shit like this. Hiding away all night on a fucking rooftop, smoking a goddamned cigarette in the dark like the worst cliché of a brooding heartthrob. Making Shane feel bad for winning an award that he completely fucking deserved. And then, on a whim, pressing Shane against a wall and kissing him like he would die without Shane’s mouth on his. Kissing him until Shane’s senses were full of hard muscle pressed against him and the taste of cigarette and the slick heat of Rozanov’s tongue in his mouth.
ㅤWhat the fuck.
two days ago i met jared padalecki and i cant fucking stop thinking about it. he was the sweetest person ive fucking met not even kidding. he was so nice and he was so fucking hot, and so tall. and i couldnt breathe because security tried to push me away and he held my arm so tight and just looked at me and squeezed my arm and said "i appreciate you" and he winked at me and grabbed my hand and just squeezed it. and i cant fucking remember what i said back because it was the most insane shit to ever happen to me. like i was fucking flabbergasted walking out of there, SHAKING. i couldnt breathe, and i seriously need help because how does one even get over such a thing. like its all i can think about. JARED I MISS YOU COME BACK. he also said me and my sister did a better job at being dean and sam than him and jensen. because i was dressed as dean and my little sister as sam. it was just a crazy fucking day and i will never ever forget it.
the year is 2050. j2 are at a con to talk about their classic show spn. someone asks a question about sam and dean's relationship, and jensen talks at length about how much dean loves sam and how he thought his speech in the barn scene reflected that perfectly. jared talks about how difficult it was for sam to live without dean. they agree that the boys had a good life together before dean's death, and that their reunion in heaven is the perfect ending for them.
on twitter, a user with a blue and green heart in their username tweets:
haha jackles can pretend all he wants, we all know he hates the finale!! destiheller king 💚💙
another replies:
haha #SexySilence
a third answers:
where are the destiel tapes!! someone violate jensen's privacy and leak them already!
a fourth person says:
i can't wait for jensen to finally be free of his abusive PR friendship so he can be his authentic self with mish #CocklesForever
a fifth person mourns for a group they don't really care about, saying:
it's the queer kids who watched spn that i really feel awful for. what they did was the peak of homophobia and the worst thing that queer people have ever been through #TheySilencedYou
someone adds:
i bet it's jared's fault :/ he's been holding misha back forever, we all know he's always been insanely jealous.
the other five agree.
meanwhile, none of this changes the fact that sam and dean are canon soulmates, who lived out their semi-retirement domestic fantasies in the bunker after years of thinking they could never have that kind of peace. j2 are still attached at the hip, spending insane amounts of time together. they have long since stopped pretending to acknowledge misha's existence, even though every now and then he still tweets inappropriate things about jensen. all six of his remaining fans are delighted by this but no one else cares. jared has gone on to star in several successful shows, and even a few movies. jensen directs all of them. their spin-off short series about sam and dean in heaven was a massive hit.
the twitter user with the hearts in their username posts:
i can't believe jensen would just abandon mish like this :/ that man literally only cares about j*red, it's disgusting :/
the other five agree. they make plans to get #MishaForPresident trending, using every sock account they have at their disposal. it works for five whole minutes, and they begin bombarding the white house account with spam, asking when they'll be swearing misha in. misha tweets:
I'd be a great President, especially with my First Lady at my side @jensenackles
all six of his fans cheer. jensen doesn't respond, because he permablocked misha on twitter after The Great Destihell Shitfest of 2026. he goes on a nice dinner date with jared and posts pictures, with the caption:
Date Night with my boy.
jared likes it immediately and comments:
looking great for a dude pushin' 100! love you brother ❤️
twitter is in uproar. INCEST, they shout. someone tweets:
I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY'RE STILL PANDERING TO THOSE GROSS WINCESTIES UGH I'M SO SICK OF THIS. THEY ALWAYS DO THIS!!!
they are comforted by misha, who posts a link to his stands shop where he's selling a t-shirt with the words LOVE WINS written in feathers over a trenchcoat. a reply arrives immediately:
the only real ally 💚💙 fuck those homophobic assholes, who needs them anyway!!
it receives five likes.
on november 19, jensen posts the barn scene. jared posts the bridge reunion. they talk about how much spn means to them and how much they still care about sam and dean. they don't mention misha at all, even when he posts his own crying face from his final scene.
the more things change, the more they stay the same.
Jensen has maintained his stance that Dean did not reciprocate for the past almost six years.
Anyone saying that Jensen has changed his stance, or he goes “back and forth”, is being disingenuous (I’m being very polite here).
The fact that Misha backed him up is almost unheard of. He plays up the “grand love story Destiel” so much that his responses here are pretty extraordinary. Wonder if he got told off about his hard lean in to Destiel or if the panel, and atmosphere in the room, was so bad even he felt he needed to be honest.
Destiel, a realized romantic relationship, between Dean and Cass never existed. Cass did confess to romantic love for Dean, Dean did not and would never reciprocate romantic love. End of.
It looks to me like Misha only backed up Jensen because his hand was forced by the fan referencing past things he’d said about Dean/Jensen. He was just trying to cover his own ass in front of Jensen.
There’s a reason Misha does his most bold and blatant pandering when J2 aren’t present and there’s no video recording allowed.
Exactly! You could pull up any transcript/video of Misha-only panels from cons without J2 and compare those with this answer and there would be nothing but contradictions. Misha is a lying liar who lies whenever it suits him. Give him a month and he'll be back to his pandering ways. Though, I'm curious how he'll spin this response if anyone asks about it.
I am creating a fanbook/a collection of letters & fanart for Jared, which I'll give to him personally at my con in May!
• You can send in your letters/fanart via Google Forms or per E-Mail to [email protected] until May 1st 2026
If you are interested in participating, there's further info below ↓
Why?
On one hand, so that people who can't go to cons or meet&greets or whatever (and anyone else) have the opportunity to write to Jared/say what they want to say and know he will receive it.
But also because of how a huge part of the fandom talks about both Jared & Sam. I want to create something that shows that despite it all, there's a lot of people all over who love Sam, and who truly engage with & are interested in his character –because of Sam, and not just in relation to other characters/the ships–, and who appreciate/love Jared and his acting and what he does. Obviously he knows he has fans, but if you've ever been to a con or simply have been recommended SPN posts on Instagram/Twitter/Facebook, you know how heavy the Dean & D3stiel ship bias is, and how hard it is to find anything that focuses positively on Sam or Jared unless you're already in a smaller community/corner of the fandom.
What can I write about?
You can send letters with opinions, personal interpretations, analysis, thanks, compliments, questions and anything else you can think of.
Sam's character, Jared as a person & as an actor, should be the focus.
Examples/suggestions: how much and why you like a certain arc or a specific trait of Sam. Things you like and admire about Jared. Why/that you liked the way he portrayed certain things (like the character switches during possession arcs, body language and facial expressions, line deliveries etc). Scenes/moments/things he said that stuck with you. Scenes/plotlines regarding Sam you wish would've been mentioned again or explored more. You can talk about the way Sam's character gets mistreated narratively or criticised by the audience, and how you feel about it or why you disagree with it (like how Sam gets the blame for the s5 apocalypse, soulless Sam, S8-9 etc). Things you wondered about, questions about Sam & plotlines, Jared's opinions about certain arcs/scenes/retcons/lines, about acting choices or literally Whatever. Obviously you won't get an answer to a question, but it'll show interest, and might motivate him to talk more openly about certain things again. That you liked "unpopular" plotlines or things that a lot of people criticize Sam for, like Amelia or the demon blood arc. Scenes, or things Jared did that made you happy, motivated you etc. Things that remind you of Sam/Jared or recommending things you think he'd like. You can also talk about his other projects, old or upcoming.
Please feel free & encouraged to mention/talk about super small details, specific scenes and episodes, Jared moments or acting choices, etc. It'd cool if we have a lot of little different things!
Are there any limits or rules?
The only "rules" would be that if you talk about your mental health or personal struggles, don't go into too much detail or focus your letter entirely on it. For example, you can say that Sam's character or Jared have helped you through difficult times. Or that a specific storyline of Sam has related to your own issues. But try not to write an entire letter in graphic detail about your mental health issues/traumas. The book should be a positive experience for Jared. If you have any questions or you're unsure about what you wrote, just ask. I won't leave out a letter without a word.
For fanart: no AI and no porn.
In general, of course, be respectful. It's good to ask yourself how you'd feel about hearing something from a stranger and then deciding via that.
What's the difference between sending via Google Forms or Email?
While Google Forms asks you to sign in with one of your Emails to use it,* I * won't actually see who sent the letter. It's anonymous, but also means that you won't get a notification that your letter has been received.
Per E-Mail, I can reply to you that I received it & added it to the book.
Good to know:
There is no text length minimum or limit. There is no limit of the amount of letters I'll put into the book. The letters will be in the order I receive them in.
If you send a letter via E-Mail, it should be in the E-Mail body (plain text) or PDF. Art can be JPG or PDF.
There is no age minimum/limit, you don't have to be 18 to participate.
If you sent a letter AND fanart, the fanart will be right with your letter in the book. If it's sent in together, I'll add it together, so that if you want to write about what you drew, it's clear what work you're talking about.
If you later want to edit your letter or add something to it, please send me the entire letter again with your edits, and I'll just switch the old to the new version. I wont manually edit anything.
If you think your friends/mutuals outside of Tumblr would like to participate, they can. You can link this post on other platforms, or DM/share it privately. But please do not repost the entire post on Twitter/Instagram/Facebook.
If you have any questions, ask me per DMs, ask box or Email.
Send your letter/art: Google Forms or E-Mail
*this is a repost. dont worry, all letters that have already been sent from the old post are still there💐
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