Kvitka 💐

18+ Bronly, Bibro, Wincest, J2 devotee. Queer platonic Sam and Dean is amazing!! I also love Marvel, DC, The Boys, Sherlock Holmes, Ripper Street, Peaky Blinders, Taboo (Tom Hardy), and the list goes on...

[aaayela]

So, does Jensen think Jared is hot 🤭?

[kvitka97]

Of course he does lolol

[deanwinchestersgirl8734]

Happy Birthday to our favorite moose and ray of sunshine Jared Padalecki 🎈🎉🥳🎂🥂🫎💟🧁🥰

[kvitka97]

Happy Birthday Jared Padalecki!!

[kvitka97]

I’ve been trying to figure out where to put all of this.

Earlier this year, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Since then, life has become a strange mix of appointments, waiting rooms, medical words I never wanted to understand, and trying to keep functioning like everything is normal.

I’ve had surgery now. The tumour was removed, along with some lymph nodes, and I’m healing. Physically, it’s uncomfortable and strange. Emotionally, it comes in waves. Some moments I feel steady. Other moments I feel like I’m standing in the middle of my own life watching everything shift around me.

Right now I’m waiting to find out what comes next. More results. More answers. More decisions about treatment. That waiting space is its own kind of hard; not the dramatic kind people imagine, but the quiet kind that sits beside you all day.

I don’t really want this to become something everyone in my family can watch in real time. I love them, but there’s a weight that comes with being observed while you’re scared, or tired, or trying to process something before you even know what it means yourself.

So I think I’m going to use this space as a record. Not necessarily a full diary. Not every detail. Just somewhere to put the thoughts, the fear, the weirdness, the small victories, and the parts of this that don’t fit neatly into conversations with people who are worried about me.

I don’t know exactly what comes next yet.

For now, I’m here. I had surgery. I’m healing. I’m waiting.

And I needed somewhere to say it.

[kvitka97]

A small update.

I found out that I start chemotherapy next week.

Oddly enough—and maybe only people who have been through this will understand—that prospect scares me even more than hearing the words “you have cancer” did. The diagnosis was a shock, but chemotherapy is tangible. It’s something I know is coming. It’s something I’ll have to live through.

That said, there really isn’t a decision to make. If this treatment gives me a better chance of never having to face this disease again, then I’m doing it. No hesitation. Future me deserves every opportunity I can give her.

It doesn’t mean I have to like it, though.

I’m angry. Angry that this happened at all. Angry that my life got interrupted by something I never asked for. Angry that I have to think about things like recurrence rates, treatment schedules, side effects, and all the other things that, until recently, belonged to someone else’s story.

But underneath all of that… I genuinely believe I’m going to be okay.

I don’t know exactly what the next few months will look like. I’m sure there will be days where I’m exhausted, frustrated, and wondering when life gets to feel normal again. But I also know this isn’t forever. It’s just the road I have to walk to get back to the life I want.

And if I’m determined to find at least one silver lining in all of this…

Well…

I do get some time away from work.

Not exactly the vacation I would have chosen, but I’ll take whatever wins I can find.

[walkergirlsposts]

And here we go. It's Jared's birthday week!!! ♥️♥️

[kvitka97]

Such a great way to celebrate him.

[walkergirlsposts]

Sucks to be you. 😂😂😂

[kvitka97]

🤷‍♀️

Sad for the fans that haven’t seen one yet… they’re not missing much Sarah.

[kvitka97]

Hello, I’m looking for a fic I read a long time ago and have pieced together the following from my memory:

* AO3 (very likely)

* Dean/Sam (Wincest) maybe already established.

* Takes place sometime after Dean returns from Purgatory I think (not necessarily immediately).

* Dean leaves Sam in a hotel room, possibly after they have argued.

* Zeus abducts Sam while Dean is gone.

* Zeus calls Sam “my Ganymede.”

* Zeus sincerely believes he is honoring Sam, not merely imprisoning him.

* Zeus leaves Dean a large amount of money as compensation, echoing the original Ganymede myth.

* Dean attempts to summon Artemis, but Aphrodite answers instead because Dean’s plea is fundamentally about love.

* Aphrodite also has her own political motive: she wants Zeus overthrown.

* She helps Dean gain access to Olympus.

* While Sam remains on Olympus, he gradually forgets Dean and his mortal life.

* The memory loss is caused by Olympus itself.

* Once Sam leaves Olympus, his memories return.

* Afterward, Dean and Sam try to stop at a motel to rest but Sam can’t sleep in the room because the wallpaper has eagles, Zeus’s sacred symbol, which triggers Sam. They keep driving after Sam says he’ll sleep in the car.

Does anyone know where I can find this fic or is someone able to send me a copy if they have it saved?

@wincestbookclub copying your blog in case one of your followers has this.

[shinyfuryturtle]

Is it this one??

Aetos Dios - keep_waking_up - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]

[kvitka97]

This is it @shinyfuryturtle thank you so much! It’s been driving me crazy lol.

I love this story especially because of the conflict between the brothers which adds the best kind of angst and hurt/comfort to the whole thing.

[kvitka97]

Hello, I’m looking for a fic I read a long time ago and have pieced together the following from my memory:

* AO3 (very likely)

* Dean/Sam (Wincest) maybe already established.

* Takes place sometime after Dean returns from Purgatory I think (not necessarily immediately).

* Dean leaves Sam in a hotel room, possibly after they have argued.

* Zeus abducts Sam while Dean is gone.

* Zeus calls Sam “my Ganymede.”

* Zeus sincerely believes he is honoring Sam, not merely imprisoning him.

* Zeus leaves Dean a large amount of money as compensation, echoing the original Ganymede myth.

* Dean attempts to summon Artemis, but Aphrodite answers instead because Dean’s plea is fundamentally about love.

* Aphrodite also has her own political motive: she wants Zeus overthrown.

* She helps Dean gain access to Olympus.

* While Sam remains on Olympus, he gradually forgets Dean and his mortal life.

* The memory loss is caused by Olympus itself.

* Once Sam leaves Olympus, his memories return.

* Afterward, Dean and Sam try to stop at a motel to rest but Sam can’t sleep in the room because the wallpaper has eagles, Zeus’s sacred symbol, which triggers Sam. They keep driving after Sam says he’ll sleep in the car.

Does anyone know where I can find this fic or is someone able to send me a copy if they have it saved?

@wincestbookclub copying your blog in case one of your followers has this.

[hells-tourism-department]

Dean meeting some kind of creature that can see souls, and it looks at him and just goes “Aah, god, eugh, what the fuck—why’s there only half of you?”

And Dean just stares at the thing in confusion until Sam walks in and the creatures goes “Oh thank fuck there it is. Jesus, you shouldn’t just walk around like that, it’s disgusting.”

[kvitka97]

This would have been hysterical and so good.

[whatever-i-like-hottakes]

[sammysknife]

WDYM SAM AND DEAN ARE NAMED AFTER MARY'S. FUCKING. PARENTS.

of course the wincest brothers are gonna be named after a couple. jesus eric kripkle you're not even hiding it anymore.

[theambitiouswoman]

If leveling up bothers you, it’s probably because you’re imagining that next version of yourself in an environment you outgrew a long time ago. Ofcourse it feels uncomfortable. Ofcourse it feels irritating. Ofcourse it feels unfair. You’re trying to expand while mentally staying in a space that can’t hold you anymore. Growth doesn’t feel natural when you’re still attached to places, people, and patterns that were built for your old identity. You’re not afraid of leveling up. You’re afraid of what it will require you to leave behind

[soulmates-for-real-tranquility]

Spn Boston 2026

Relationship goals 🥹❤️

[quietnotess]

Once a heller told me "Destiel is canon and Jensen will confirm it one day you will see."

I wonder how that person is doing now.

[walkergirlsposts]

Probably sucking their thumb in their mommy's basement. LOL

[kvitka97]

[spntea]

I decided to read some of the comments on the Destiel YouTube video and they were enlightening. The best one to me was the person defending the ship because ‘the writers said they made it canon’ and then admitting only 3 writers said they believed Destiel was a canon ship.

So let’s break that down a bit more.

There were 53 writers over the course of Supernatural. 3 writers accounts for just 5.6% of all the writers in the show who allegedly wrote Destiel as canon.

The three writers I believe wrote the following number of episodes (plus percentages):

65 = 19.8%

14 = 4.2%

2 = 0.6%

Total 81 = 24.7%

This means that 75.3% of episodes were written by writers who didn’t have a Destiel agenda and who haven’t confirmed that they were deliberately leaning into the ship for the fans.

Effectively you want me to believe people who had less then half writing credits on the show combined over the creator; and an actor who appeared in 100% of the episodes?

That’s absolutely not going to happen and proves how stupid hellers are when they use the ‘writers created it’ argument.

Time to face reality. They took advantage of you and have made you all look foolish.

Edit - I think it should also be mentioned that the two people who leave heavily into the ship to pander to Hellers (Misha Collins and Robert Behrens) have both had limited work since the end of Supernatural.

Seems going behind your employers back and slagging them off and fighting with fans does really limit your ability to pick up future work. Shocker.

[samstemofadown]

What happened at purcon this weekend is the perfect example of destiel shippers refusing to understand and respect Jensen’s clear boundaries that he has respectfully stated for more than a decade and getting shocked when he fights back against their constant harassment and disrespect.

It’s shocking that he had to give a lesson on CONSENT to a room full of grown adults. Imagine having to be spoon fed that for a relationship to be romantic both parties have to feel the same way/reciprocate and consent.

This whole fiasco is shameful and I’m afraid we’re getting closer and closer to the boiling point and we won’t have many more cons if hellers don’t learn how to behave like civilised people.

[kvitka97]

👆👆👆

[fullmooner]

Just a few photos/screenshots of my favourite spn LGBTQIA+ allies supporting the community.

[spntea]

Real allies do not monetise or use the queer community as a joke. ❤️

[kvitka97]

Need to repost this every year 🫶

[aaayela]

J2 being hand-in-hand💕: