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But how are you going to climb the highest mountain, if you wouldn’t even take just a single step to move forward, how will you able to embrace love if you wouldn’t even try to open your heart for it?

ma.c.a // Love and Daydreams (via vomitingwords)

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Who told you that being in a relationship is the only way to break your heart?

Who told you that not seeing someone is the only reason why you miss them?

Who told you that smiling is the only sign that shows someone’s happiness?

Who told you that hearing outspoken words is the only thing that can tell you the truth?

Darling, I hope you’ll understand that we see things differently. That sometimes we acted based on what we feel. And it’s okay, because it wasn’t forbidden to feel something.

I Shouted It All // ma.c.a

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A Stand Still Moment

I still remember the day you told me you loved me. I was 15, becoming a sophmore in High School really just a child still. It was during one of our many late night talks and LORD did we have plenty of those ! This was during the days where we never went more than a few hours without communicating lol. It was a warm summer night turning into morning. We had been on the phone for 4hours and 27 minutes which wasn’t even long for us, it was July 2, 2008 2:57am. I was messing with you as usual and talking trash and you were “checking me” as you say lol….then I told you i didn’t like you and you said “I Love You though”, my heart stopped because my first thought was I Love You Too. Then it was He probably just saying that or he means as a friend thats it. So from then on I always kept that initial “I Love You Too” to myself waiting for you to clarify it, but as time went on somehow you slipped away from me and so did that initial “I Love You” …..

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I fell in love with the Guy that could always give me butterflies and I’m letting go of him because somewhere along the road he started giving me more heartaches than butterflies

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So I'm waiting for fajr to come in at the masjid and I thought this was the cutest pic.

Malcolm X Day on my day off❤ #WestPhillyIMissedYou 😂

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💯💯 Better believe it.

And to be educated . . .

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He saw her quietly sitting on a nearby bench while reading one of her favorite books. Her hair was neatly done in a ponytail and she’s wearing her usual reading eyeglasses. She crossed her legs as she flipped another page of the book. Slowly, he walked towards her. She’s still not looking at him when he stood there for a second and finally sat on the space beside her. He’s just staring at her for a minute and after a long silence, he decided to ask, “Is it really bad to care too much?”. Her eyes suddenly stopped reading the book, and she just stared at a certain word. But she still hadn’t looked at him. She creased her brows, and said,“Well, it depends.”. He moved closer to her, trying to peer at what she’s reading. He raised an eyebrow as if she’s staring at him. Trying not to exaggerate his curiosity, he then asked, “Depends on what?”, he glanced at her and found out that she’s now staring at him. She hadn’t entirely closed the book, and she let her thumb remained on the page where she had stopped reading. Her voice was relaxed when she said, “If you care too much for the people you love, it isn’t bad. If you really want to care too much for a person, it isn’t bad.” She’s staring at him like she already knew the reason why he had asked her this type of question. Of course she knew, she’s not that stupid, you idiot, he thought. He ignored that voice inside of his head and not trying to hide his curiosity anymore, he asked “But?”. She moved an inch towards him, and stared directly in his eyes. As if she’s trying to read what’s beneath the surface. Then she said, in a soft, soothing voice, “But, if you care too much and you’re hurting yourself too much at the same time, that’s when things get bad. You should know that you needed to stop, especially when you’re already facing a dead end. You see, there are still times when too much wasn’t good enough. And sometimes other people was blind to see what’s too much had meant for you. We all have different standards and other’s was just too high for us to meet. That’s the time when you should avert your attention to yourself. Care for yourself.” She hadn’t waited for him to respond, and stood up with a completely closed book in her right hand. She faced him while he’s still sitting on the cold bench, and muttered, “So, when you care for someone else, be sure you’re truly happy about it and you’re not blindingly hurting yourself.” She offered him her left hand. And then, he realized that it is not only a help offered by someone who wanted him to stand up from sitting on a bench, instead it is the hand of someone who always cared. Someone who’s always been there for him, every time he needed not only a friend but someone who really understood what’s he’s been going through. She knew that he hadn’t really moved on from what had happened to the past. And she had always reminded him how much she cared. So, he accepted her hand and stood up beside her. He’s ready to close the book of the past, and make a sequel that will focus on the present, and hoping for a future, with the person who owns the hand he’s holding. With a sweet smile on their faces,they glanced at each other and faced the world, where they will show that sometimes caring too much isn’t that so bad.

He had finally found someone who’s worth caring for… (via vomitingwords)