CanDi Simone🤎

Always daydreaming😌💭

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I was always jealous of the sun. It shined brightly and was loved by plenty.

I also felt sad for it. Though it’s needed by everyone, a lot of people tend to despise it because of its heat and brightness.

I relate to the sun because I shine brightly and people believe it to be blinding. I’m need for some and they shy me away.

And lastly, when I’m not there, they tend to miss how I’m that one thing that can be the light to their darkness.

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How can the brain truly function without the heart? How else are we to make mistakes and learn from them.

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Legs

Hips

Body

Body

Nose

Mouth

Watching

Watching

Call me crazy but don’t call me t pain

Bc I am sprung….

Off of all of this body.

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Lova Boy

Smell so sweet,

So clean,

Like honey dripping from a fresh honeycomb.

Voice soothes my nerves as if ice cream

touched them softly.

Your touch is chilling but nice.

My skin smiles from your presences like a new

Born baby seeing its mother walk in.

At morning you kiss me slowly,

But at night you love all on me.

Lova boy here,

Lova boy there,

My Lova boy is a Lova man.

He loves me everywhere.

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Die

He called me beautiful.

He also said he loved me,

Just not more than her.

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See me tonight.

Will you see me tonight?

Even after all of my bullshit,

Will you still hold me tight.

Forget all my nonsense.

I need you.

I cry.

Can we put the past behind us.

Don’t got to do me right,

Just please hold me tight.

Will you see me tonight?

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DayDreamers?

Daydreaming is one word to me.

Its not something that I do out of excitement.

Its something that takes away the pain I feel on a regular daily basis.

I day dream to escape from those that made reality too painful.

Why is the reality we are forced to be apart of the way it is.

Why is it that when people say "be more realistic" they low-key mean "stop dreaming to big."

"Stop thinking so high."

"Lower you expectations."

I don't even have the strength to dream big anymore.

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Tell me?

Has anyone ever made you so mad to the point you were confused? It was someone you cared for too much. Someone you loved with all of your heart. Someone you put first in your life. They weren't even in the same category with anyone else because you believed they were too damn special to be in a category with anyone else. That person you treated so highly, hurt you so easily. You were always second in their life, compared to anyone else they encountered. You don't know what to do. Whether for forgive them and move on, or just move on. You thought that ignoring the situation would make it better because you believed you'd just forget. This was understandable until that one night you just started to cry. When your tears fell down your face, you understood.

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Third parent

Being the oldest child never meant that it was our job to watch our younger siblings.

To protect them and love them, I will always do but to act as a third parent is ridiculous.

When I was born, my birth certificate didn't have a list of job requirements.

It did not say I was to be a third parent to kids I didn't give birth too. Sounds immoral to think this way but all the pressure on our backs is not fair.

Its painful to have to be right all the time.

To have to not make no mistakes just so they grow up right. I don't want you to follow in my footsteps.

I know how I can be and how I want to act.

Don't be disappointed when I fail the job you gave me without pay.

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Good Morning Day 1 of trying to become Tumblr Popular

I never really cared to try and become popular on apps like instagram or TikTok. I am not really good with creating content videos because I guess I never really cared.

About me though, I enjoy writing. Tumblr seems like the place for those that love journaling and create poems and literary content.

I hope you give me a chance to reach that goal of mine. Becoming a famous writer.

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What A Night.

Laying in bed, watching true crime stories. Its weird how I am terrified of watching scary movies but when someone mentions random scary tv shows on YouTube, I'm the first to jump in the seat. Laying in the dark in this moment and I am silently listening to my brothers play and wrestle. Should I go and hit them with all my strength? No I'm not, even though I want to. all jokes. Some may be wondering "what do you mean by silently listening?" Have you ever noticed how someone might be eavesdropping on your conversation or you can notice someone being nosy, that's loudly listening. You can hear them and you can feel their presence lingering on the back of your neck. Silently listening is being far but close enough to hear and also looking as if you're in your own little world, when you're obviously not. My head rambles are exhausting. Who's ready for school?

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Life

You’re born

Controlled by an older being for 18 years

Go to school said 18 years plus another 4+ years

Get a job

Work rest of your life

Retire

Die

Some agree with this and others look deeper and can see all the people and events that made them happy. It’s no point to this but to show that we have the opportunity to do more, and we should.

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Life is something that we, as a people should cherish without fearing it, itself. Instead, we should fear each other. Due to how human beings spread negativity and fear throughout one another, we end up fearing the very thing we should care for.

Fear the person next to you rather than fearing yourself.

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My Lil Tuscan Walk! Hike Maybe.

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TWICE

I want you to cry, cry for me.

A quote I tell my brothers everyday.

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Class Time

The literature class is so interesting. He gets so in debt with discussing religion, morals, beliefs, etc. I learned our teacher believes in love at first sight, okay? That is hella interesting and the first time I heard that in forever. Do you believe in that?

Ciao, Sweets.

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Had to take a couple pictures for photography class. Please deliver constructive criticism for me. Say Cheese, Sweets.