“you wouldn’t last two hours in the trenches”
okay well my spotify just shuffled and played the love song that was “our song” and i’m still hyperfixated on our shared ocs even though it hurts to even think about them so…
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@bruisedbruiser
“you wouldn’t last two hours in the trenches”
okay well my spotify just shuffled and played the love song that was “our song” and i’m still hyperfixated on our shared ocs even though it hurts to even think about them so…
getting so invested in your hyperfixation that you start sobbing (i love them so much i’m going to throw up)
realizing that you have a disorder can be the worst and best thing at the exact same time.
i am… glad that i know more about myself. i’m really happy that i was able to get to a therapist who was able to give me hope. hell he even gave an approximate time frame for when he’d expect to see improvement from me.
it feels good to know that i’m not broken forever or insane or whatever
but it fucking hurts.
adding another disorder to the pile. feeling the road to recovery get that much longer.
and at what cost
it took losing yet another thing. another relationship.
sure it makes sense. to notice i’ve got a hole you’ve got to make a hole. but it fucking hurts. when the answers and the therapy and the treatment were so simple that it took 4 days after diagnosis to get started it hurts so bad. i could have been improving this whole time if i had known.
i wouldn’t have lost what i did. if i had just known.
how am i supposed to forgive myself and practice my new skills when this is the reality? when it’s all my fault?
I didn't realize this needed to be said, but uhh
If you are a Nazi, you have no place in paganism.
(Or anywhere, actually 🙂)
And to clarify (since ya'll need that, apparently), that includes people who are transphobic, homophobic, pro-eugenics (i.e. social darwinism anti-vaxxer people), anti-immigrant, racist, etc.
Ya'll don't belong here, paganism is not a safe place for you, and I don't want you interacting with my blog.
No TERFS, no conservatives, none of it. Freedom and equality for all.
I saw a post a bit ago that rubbed me the wrong way about politics and punk, saying that punk is a music subculture and- beyond that- a subculture that is for live shows specifically. It said some shit about not having opinions on punk if you weren’t constantly at boots-on-the-ground live shows.
I think that’s a gross fuckin mindset. Punk is political. It’s not a one-size-fits-all, single political view with detailed reading, sure, but it is political. Punk has political roots. When you boil something down to just music or aesthetics without looking at the history you’re not actually punk anymore. You’re punk-core or whatever the fuck.
🐎 Subtle Odin Worship 🐺
Educate yourself on Norse runes and their meanings; if you can/want, make your own runes using subtle items, such as bottle caps or playing cards (write the runes on them)
Study for school; do homework
Be curious about the world around you; be willing to learn about it
Research and learn about random topics that interest you
Have a candle that reminds you of him (no altar needed)
Keep a picture of him in your wallet
Have a stuffed animal wolf, raven, or horse
Have imagery of spears, the world tree, or the Valknut around
Wear jewelry that reminds you of him
If you're disabled, be kind to your body and yourself; have patience with yourself
Take care of yourself physically
Educate yourself on Norse/Viking history; learn about world history in general
Think of outside the box solutions to problems
Keep a journal of self-written works, such as poetry or short stories
Try your hand at developing new skills; do things you've never done before
Improve and practice already learned skills
Engage in activities that stimulate your brain
Practice standing up for yourself; assert your personal boundaries
Make a list of your personal strengths and accomplishments; take pride in yourself
Support animal sanctuaries and refuges
Volunteer at a homeless shelter
Try to have a more nuanced perspective of the world and other people
Have an alcoholic drink, especially mead; if you can't do this, drink something you love; raise a glass to him
Eat a good, hardy meal, especially meats; eat three meals a day
Work on communication skills; practice healthy forms of communication
Practice mindfulness
Learn non-obvious forms of divination; cartomancy, pyromancy, shufflomancy, etc.
Read about Norse mythology, especially Odin's many adventures and experiences
Honor your ancestors; learn about your family history
Take time to yourself, even just to decompress; work hard but remember to rest
Write down your dreams; try to interpret them
Feed any local crows or ravens
Support veteran organizations
Be considerate towards veterans; don't light fireworks in neighborhoods, don't set off weapons near neighborhoods, don't ask about war stories unless prompted by the veteran, etc.
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May add more later! For the time being, this is my list of ways to discreetly worship Odin. Take care, everyone, and I hope this helps someone! 🩵
Link to my Subtle Worship Master list
General PSA's for begginer alt crafting
- superglue heats up when in contact with fiber, your craft can start smoking or even catch on fire
- you can wash clothing painted with acrylic paint in the washing machine if you turn it inside out and use the lowest temperature
- don't put painted clothes in the dryer.
- you can wash clothes with metal bits in the washing machine but use the handwashing setting, dry the metal bits with a paper towel before hanging them to dry, and know that it WILL be loud
- synthetic dye is needed to dye synthetic fibers and requires a long time simmering in a boiling pot. This WILL stink up the house and you NEVER want to make food in that pot again
- faux leather is vinyl not leather. Get vinyl paint to paint on it
- don't use your teeth as tools, they don't regenerate. Reconstructing enamel costs a small fortune (ask me how I know.)
- when handsewing a lot through thick fabric get thin needles, it will require less force and be less taxing on your wrists. When machine sewing get a higher grade needle (~130 for jean)
- embroidery floss is overpriced and not as strong as it looks. For sewing on heavy stuff get denim thread, it will last forever
- don't feed a 60$ home sewing machine ten layers of denim before you learn how much a servicing fee costs, these things are dellicate
- spray paint is best applied from 30-40cm away, in swift movements. Putting too much or applying from too close will cause drips. You can sand them down and apply a new layer of paint AFTER they dry. Wipe the can nozzle after painting if it's messy, you don't want it to clog and become unusable
- water based markers on fabric will bleed, if not instantly then with time, alcohol markers will fade with time
- most fabric glues are machine washable up to a certain temperature. modgepodge is not waterproof, hitack is handwash only. Check the instructions
- the flatter the surface the easier hot glue will peel off. Faux leather stands no chance, fibers like yarn will hold it best, but is impossible to remove the glue from them in the future
- rivets are a thing that exists, only require a hammer to install and can be used as permanent fabric attachment
- studs, gromets and other metal junk at small fabric stores are laughably overspriced
- acetone (found in nail polish remover) will remove acrylic stains out of furniture, flooring and faux leather, if used in excess can damage the laquer. Can also be used to remove prints and glue off of plastic (do a small test before commiting, might melt the plastic it it's grade is low)
- residue from stickers (and k-tape) can be removed with oil
- acrylic stains cannot be removed out of clothing or carpet so protect your area before painting and don't wear clothes you care about
- if your thread keeps getting tangled or snagging while handsewing try waxing it
- you can lock in screw-in spikes with screw lock glue if you're scared of them falling off because they unscrew
- you can add washers to screw-in spikes if you're scared of them falling through flimsy fabric or too big of a hole
- if you're making anything out of soda cans have a metal file on hand, they are deceptively sharp and will hurt you and rip through fabric you're installing them in
- bleach can be found in mold killing spray (don't touch that shit with bare hands. chemical burn.)
- fabric paints are no different from slightly dilluted acrylic. You can make it yourself by adding a bit of fabric softener to acrylic or honestly even water
- if you are setting anything with an iron use parchment paper or a pressing cloth to pervent your stuff from sticking to your iron and ruining it
- if you want a safety pin somewhere permanently pinch it shut with pliers
- as much as you can, avoid putting glue on clothing, it makes it really hard to change your decisions later on and upcycle the project in the future
- kiss your friends
Face reveal!
My first attempt doing candy gore. I’m honestly really happy with how it turned out.
It was initially part of an ink/gore - tober but I’ve fallen off the wagon so- it stands alone.
If any more experienced artists have any tips or tricks feel free to give me advice. I’m in the middle of artblock and I need a kick in the ass to improve.
(shh- Dm me for commission info!)
"the woke left is turning innocent people into dogs/!!!"
wuhhh, transformed into dogs!?; I wanna be a dogboy I wanna be a dogboy I wanna be a dogboy I w
Please please please please
I am opening commissions!
hello, I am taking commissions so that I can have enough money to eat! obligatory vauge guilt trip out of the way, here are some examples of my art, prices under the cut. DM me if you're interested! Thank you!
(ordered newest to oldest, I'll get better examples soon I promise)
Being a crippled cosplayer fucking sucks. I want to paint and sew and create and cosplay and have fun and do all of the things I enjoy doing but I'm tired.
And it hurts
So I live with my pintrest board of broken dreams and desires
I have stolen my boyfriends phone, I am a thief and a scoundrel, and my commissions are open
-@bigfuckinnerd (Cecil)
All these bitchws wanna be me but the only one who is me? My multitude of clones >:3
I'm a canine! I'm a good boy who made onigiri! These paws shaped rice balls!
I love collecting neo Pronouns. Like yeah. My gender is this weird collection of vaguely violent words.
I WISH MY DND PARTY HAD FANS AND FANART AND FANFICTION AND OTHER MEDIA THAT ISNT JUST ME AND MY PARTY SITTING AROUND A TABLE! THERES BEEN SO MUCH COOL SHIT THAT JUST EVAPORATES INTO THE AIR AUSGDJSONDJSJDHDHHD