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eheheheheh ii ju2t needled thii2 guy iinto leaviing iit wa2nt even that hard ii ju2t liike wiiggled my eyebrow2 2ome and told hiim he made my kokoro go dokii dokii and he lo2t hii2 2hiit

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ii wiill be the fiir2t two admiit that doiing that probably made me look liike a po22e22iive diickhead but what wa2 ii 2uppo2ed two do, NOT 2iilently threaten her for touchiing hiim?

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ju2t kii22ed fii2tiing boy. he wa2 le22 thriilled than ii would have antiiciipated, and triied two get out of iit wiith ju2t a cheek kii22

[alyssascottart]

[thechoiceismine]

This is gorgeous. Who did this?

[alyssascottart]

I did! :)

[becausebirds]

This is beautiful. It looks like a Kestrel, a California Quail, and a Yellow Warbler?

[poetrygian]

[kaitlynpossible]

Anxiety.

[sweetpotatofries-deactivated201]

this is exactly what social anxiety is like, and it’s not fun at all.

[doctorwhorama]

[arabellesicardi]

im the robot

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2hout out two my archenemy <3 <3 you know who you are <3 ;)

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iim gettiing better at thii2 fliirtiing thiing

[nursery-deactivated20160926]

[newtgeiszler]

you’ve heard of gal pals now get ready for

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hal you wanna 2iit on the buddy bench wiith me 

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ok 2o ii havent really mentiioned thii2 becau2e ii havent been 2ure what two thiink about iit but

iim pretty 2ure iim a 2uperhero? iit2 not ju2t delu2iion2 eiither. ii can legiit do eyebeam2 and telekiine2ii2. iive fought furriie2 and demon chiildren and actually managed two wiin. 2ort of. iim 2tiill pretty 2craped up from the demon chiildren and ii kind of threw up after 2hooting eye beam2 at the furrie2 but hey you fuckiing try feeliing liike your eye2 are meltiing and 2hootiing out of your 2kull and not throw up

(diirectly iinto your cru2he2 lap btw)

(je2u2 ii almo2t forgot about that for one lovely ble22ed moment)

but yeah…

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oh god diid ii mentiion the two cool two exii2t guy who triied two tutor me but faiiled becau2e ii diid iit riight ii ju2t fuck up technology now

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ok 2o ii havent really mentiioned thii2 becau2e ii havent been 2ure what two thiink about iit but

iim pretty 2ure iim a 2uperhero? iit2 not ju2t delu2iion2 eiither. ii can legiit do eyebeam2 and telekiine2ii2. iive fought furriie2 and demon chiildren and actually managed two wiin. 2ort of. iim 2tiill pretty 2craped up from the demon chiildren and ii kind of threw up after 2hooting eye beam2 at the furrie2 but hey you fuckiing try feeliing liike your eye2 are meltiing and 2hootiing out of your 2kull and not throw up

(diirectly iinto your cru2he2 lap btw)

(je2u2 ii almo2t forgot about that for one lovely ble22ed moment)

but yeah...

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iit2 weiird but iim 2tartiing two feel kiind of bad about tav not knowiing iim tran2 ii mean

he know2

iit2 pretty obviiou2 iif you know where two look

and ii gave hiim all the clue2 iin the world

but ii havent felt bad about not actually comiing out and 2ayiing iit 2iince ii was 7 year2 old

becau2e iit 2eem2 two be botheriing hiim? or liike. not botheriing hiim that iim tran2 but that ii dont feel 2afe enough two tell hiim whiich ii2nt the problem. he2 not the problem. and ii dont want hiim two thiink he ii2. iit2 not liike there2 a problem at all, iim ju2t. ii dont know.

he2 2aiid way many tiime2 iin hii2 ‘priivate’ blog that he would be okay wiith iit and he2 not weiird about iit eiither iim ju2t...

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ok iim gonna pretend he diidnt 2ee my po2t about ma2turbatiing to hiim and ju2t tag hiim iin 2omethiing completely unrelated

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he 2aw iit and ii thiink iim goiing two go diie now thank2 iit wa2 niice knowiing all of you

[evangelinemercy]

iif he2 a2kiing whether ii ma2turbate or not after well that2 between me and my well u2ed friiend2

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IIM 2CREAMIING WRONG BLOG WRONG BLOG

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ii dont de2erve thii2 uniiver2e ii really dont

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iim faiirly 2ure he2 a cii2 boy 2o HE wouldnt be peggiing ME but

he need2 to 2top 

wiith tho2e word2

ff2

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ii want two 2ay a lot of thiing2 becau2e ii am haviing a lot of emotiion2 but mo2tly ii want two do the bro meme at tavro2 to avoiid thiinkiing about diick2. iin hii2 mouth. or how cute he ii2 when he2 tryiing two be 2mooth. he2 2uch a fuckiing dork iim dyiing ohgod help