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Forever his❤️❤️❤️
God I need you still so badly. I don't know how to not need you. I don't know how to not be yours. I don't know how to see you as anything other than "Daddy". I know I should work on moving forward from you but I can't. I need you. I love you. Every single day I have so much I want to tell you. Good and bad. But I can't. I don't want to put my weight on you when you already carry so much. Fuck, I just need you. ❤️
Process of finding things with ADHD:
1. Check directly in front of your face, extensively, minimum 3 times, in a futile attempt to avoid steps 2-9
2. Decide it is absolutely not directly in front of your face and swear on god himself that you will not find it there in 2 minutes
3. Check Every Other Place (TM) you think it reasonably could be
4. Check all the places it absolutely should not be
5. Check the fridge/oven/washing machine/microwave
6. Panic
7. Accept defeat and return to where you were sitting (approx 2 minutes later)
8. Find the item directly in front of your face
9. Gaslight yourself into believing in magic/god/house elves/anything to convince yourself this isn't your fault
10. Repeat
The accuracy!!!
But I’m so overwhelmed with what I feel, I don’t have room for anything else. Not for hope, not for a different perspective, not for faith, nothing.
I hate that I need reassurance, I hate that I need love, I hate that I need comfort. I hate that I have this deep seated need to be loved and understood, I hate that I’m so doubtful anyone will ever love me, or care about me, or want me. I’m such a mess, emotionally, mentally. I’m not good at talking, being funny being sexy. Being anything
Only the lonesome understand the hurt of wanting to be wanted.
You go unwanted long enough that you just stop wanting anything because you know you won't get it.
They asked what I would be if I could be anything so I said “good enough”.
I said it was okay. I never said it didn’t hurt.
Either invisible or a burden for everyone..
Verbal directions are so hard. First you want me to listen, then you want me to not only remember what you said but remember what order you said them in.
Fuck, I miss you!!!
sleepy and tired are different and i will die on this fatigue-sponsored hill
Why do people not get this?? I've said this my whole life lol!!!