jean, they/he || jjcofeesa on ao3 formerly a blog for the oa, now a 911 blog. aggressively pennsylvanian. not spoiler free. likes, asks, & follows from infinityonhighvevo
general writing tag. general ao3 link. masterpost.
fics are primarily buddie unless specified otherwise
series:
this got out of hand!
a series of fics surrounding (it sounds like) loving you is easy but they boosted the bass, aka my buddie wedding farce, which has 8/16 chapters posted.
series tag. series ao3 link.
that slip off your shoes, that snap in the groove
a series of fics surrounding more more more, aka my buck character study set to mt joy’s more more more. if you read any of my fics, read this one.
series tag. series ao3 link.
standalones (under the cut, oldest to newest):
like falling asleep and waking up to the house burning
6.2k words, teen, angst with a happy ending, buck whump, hurt/comfort.
ao3 link. tumblr link.
i kinda wanna kiss your boyfriend if you don’t mind
11.3k words, teen, fluff and humor, crack treated seriously.
ao3 link. tumblr link.
that freak/my one
1.9k words, explicit, pwp.
ao3 link. tumblr link.
if it’s blood you want, i’ve got plenty of it (you’re gonna love it)
7.0k words, explicit, angst with a happy ending, speculative fiction in the form of a soulmate au.
ao3 link. tumblr link. original concept post.
the gutter never shined so bright
2.0k words, gen, fluff
ao3 link. tumblr link. inspired by this post.
how strangely words like this still fit across my mouth
10.6k words, explicit, angst with a happy ending, double whump.
ao3 link. tumblr link. original concept post. cover art.
i should be over all the butterflies
2.9k words, explicit, established pwp.
ao3 link. tumblr link. loosely inspired by this post.
it’s freezing in pennsylvania and the rest of the birds are in turks and caicos
21.1k words, explicit, angst with a happy ending. bobby lives. buckley parent bashing
ao3 link. tumblr link.
just don't leave me alone wondering where you are
4.2k words, mature, angst with a hopeful ending. 9x14 coda, of sorts
ao3 link. tumblr link.
help me piece it all together darling
4.6k words, teen. (mostly) medically accurate amnesia
Hen Wilson (9-1-1) vs. Edelgard von Hresvelg (Fire Emblem)
Hen Wilson
Edelgard von Hresvelg
Remaining time: 6 days 16 hours
propaganda below the cut:
Hen Wilson:
Constantly overlooked by the fandom in favor of men, and when people do focus on her it's all about how she helps the m/m ship du jour get together, or supports them, or guides a man in his sexuality discovery. People outside the fandom are constantly being bombarded with the noncanon ship between two white (passing) men, and never even hear about the Black lesbian main character. The OG animals facts girlie but everyone gives that trait to her (white) male coworker.
BADASS Black lesbian firefighter who joined the crew at a time when it was rife with racism and misogyny. Had to fight three times as hard to earn her place and boy did she! Multifaceted, makes devastating mistakes, lashes out, is sososo compassionate, funny, and the smartest character on the show! And her wife is so hot
Hen is a main character who has been in a lesbian relationship since the very first episode(!!!), and yet it's only when the white male lead comes out as bi that fandom celebrates how wonderfully queer the show is and put his face on all the fandom Pride events and artwork! I guess it's not queer rep until it's a white man doing it…
Hen is brave, kind, has a huge heart, makes mistakes, loves, laughs… She's such a wonderful and vibrant character and she doesn't deserve to be overlooked by both the writers and the fandom!
Fandom turns her into a cheerleader for their fave m/m ship, usually Buddie but sometimes Bucktmmy (the latter being especially crazy considering her history with Tommy). Fans also hated on her for what she said about feeling like no one supported her after Bobby died because Buck made her fill out a grief checklist one time, even though that speech (while maybe not super supported by the previous episodes) had very clear subtext about her being the only black woman at her workplace.
Hen is a friend to all animals and is extremely messy in her personal life, two great qualities for any character.
fandom refuses to give her the same rich inner live her male coworkers have, because she's just allowed to be the mothering, wise, funny black woman. it's not that fans hate her, they proclaim to love her, but everytime she gets a storyline they complain. everytime she behaves like a human being, with flaws, on the show they complain. anyone's guess whether that's misogyny, racism or misogy-noir
Henrietta fucking Wilson, smartest person you'll ever know (except for her rocket scientist wife) is a firefighter/paramedic, she is badass, she's a mom, she's a lesbian, she's a great friend and she has this incredibly dry wit sometimes. she has flaws, she's stubborn, she tries so hard not to burden anyone that it's burdening, she makes decisions and takes the fall for them. she!!!
This is a complicated answer but here's my thesis. Hen (main character) is sometimes (sometimes!) not served that well by the canon, and I think it's because they are (since s1) afraid to let a black lesbian character be too messy. But this is about fandom, not canon. And she does have some really juicy storylines. And what I have noticed is that fans love to hate the show and they like to say Because Hen Has No Story as one of the reasons. And then when Hen has a juicy story, many of these some fans will insist it's Bad Actually and will come up with some of the most convoluted nonsensical reasons the storyline is objectively bad, when they are in fact clearly just upset their fave didn't get more attention that ep, but they can't say that because that would be racist and they are Not Racist, you see. So some really fun and interesting stories gets crickets at best and torn up and discarded at worst and sucks.
She marches to the beat of her own drum. She's compassionate and kind and brilliant. She's Judging You. She is SUCH a good friend. She is constantly celebrating people and making sure they feel appreciated. She had a really cool villain foil in s5 and nobody ever talks about how good it was. She loves animals. She's had to carve out her place wherever she goes. She has excellent intuition and she's daring and kind of egotistical about her ability to save lives with risky ad hoc medical hail marys. It's hard to sum her up, she's been here 9 seasons. In some ways the family dynamics of the team started with her.
I am a big gay dyke and I've had multiple (three) people recommend me 911 (before I started watching) on the basis that there is queer rep and the queer rep in question that three (THREE!) people went out of their way to mention to me (lesbian) was BUCK. NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT THE LESBIAN!! WHO WAS IN IT AND MARRIED FROM THE BEGINNING!
Edelgard von Hresvelg:
DIMITRI FANS BLAME HER FOR GENOCIDE(?!) AND RUINING HIS LIFE AS HIS EVIL STEPSISTER. SHE WAS LITERALLY SEVEN
she is one of the most interesting, complex, and tragic figures in the game, but people frequently flatten her into a militaristic fascist and treat her as unrepentantly evil because she’s the main antagonist on most of the game’s routes, even though it’s clear that many of the other characters agree with her goals, just not her methods.
she is a beautiful, tragic, complex woman, and the single most interesting and nuanced character in the game. if she wasn’t, the game’s entire plot would fall apart.
All of Dimitri's short comings and mistakes are waved away/excused as being symptoms of his PTSD. Meanwhile Edelgard's trauma and the clear signs of her C-PTSD are ignored to instead label her as an irredeemable bitch.
Edelgard comes from a game where every main character is meant to be morally ambiguous but hmm for Some Reason edelgard isn't given the same grace as her male peers, I wonder why. If she were a man, she would dominate the fandom with no competition. Like it is that obvious.
Also, she gets hit with the misogyny mallet on both sides like most women, the "she's the source of all evil in the world" and "she did absolutely nothing wrong!" which while well meaning, still reduces her character down. She DID do wrong things, they all do! That's the Point. She's meant to be as complex as her male peers but fandom refuses to give her that complexity (and again, they would be frothing at the mouth over her and her complexity if she were a man)
She is from the "choose your favourite war criminal" game, they're all supposed to have very questionable flaws. But she isn't given nearly as much grace by the fandom as the popular male characters are.
it really is fitting that buck’s childhood was spent unknowingly competing with his dead brother and now phillip is doomed to spend the rest of his days competing with buck’s dead father, knowing he’ll never come out on top.
just realized i posted this a few days before i myself developed temporary amnesia. girl how did i bounce that apollo dodgeball off my blorbo and hit my own real life self.
