slug bug?

i'm 28. queer. sad. primarily a writing blog where I vent feelings, dreams, etc. but also I'm gonna post some pictures from my walks. sorry if you come here for bugs cause it's not gonna be consistently bugs. I don't tag consistently either but I can probably learn how to lol.

[fairuzfan]

Here's a website where Palestine GoFundMes are vetted and shared that you can send out to people. The url is gazafunds.com

Easy to use and simple. Just share the site whenever someone asks for GFMs for Palestine.

[bug-slug]

I'm frustrated. I want to scream. I want to say the right thing that turns my skull inside out. I want to shake loose all the terrible things crushed inside that tiny space. I want to be open enough to let something good in. I want the terrible feelings to stop, even briefly.

[bug-slug]

I feel so fucking broken lol

[girlardent-deactivated20240418]

A lotta transfeminine resources tend to neglect that estrogen will give you the more stigmatised parts of having a female body as well as the cool stuff. Like. I have cellulite on my thighs. Stretch marks everywhere. Its so cool and pretty and neglecting to mention this to transgender women simply shows how stigmatised they are.

Its also worth noting that your body will be imperfect the way all women's bodies are. You'll never fit the patriarchal ideal. It took me YEARS to love my breasts in all their wonkiness and stretchmark-ness, and then I once mentioned to a cis friend I used to feel self-conscious about them and she said "All women do at some point"

Like my point is we are women, and we have the same expectations of unachievable perfection placed upon us. But learning to love your body and your womanhood with its imperfections, its cellulite its stretch marks etc. Is very good.

[kosmogrl]

deciding one day that you want to build a life for yourself is so scary. like damn I really want to live… I’m new to this. where do I even begin

[uwontrememberme]

everything will probably be fine but i have to get really anxious just in case

[bug-slug]

Just gotta say I want to kill myself

[bug-slug]

Just gotta say I want to kill myself

[bug-slug]

Oh, the pain. My heart is an animal trapped in my chest, gnawing at the bars that cradle it. Why it eats away at me, I can't be sure, or at least I can't be honest. It's a ferocious thing, as small as it is. What if I could reach in and clasp my hand around it? Could I soothe it? Or would that only serve the shedding of more blood.

[bug-slug]

the ants were busy

[bug-slug]

Two nymphs and two adults, just kinda wanted to match up the colors here. All these were spotted at completely different times and locations. I'm not well versed in this yet but if I had to guess I'd say the tan adult on the left is a male and the green adult on the right, might, be a lady?

[bug-slug]

House Finch nest with three to four babies

[bug-slug]

I believe this is a fork-tailed bush katydid. I mean I know it's a katydid, I'm just guessing about the fork-tailed bit.

I didn't get the best angle for this pic unfortunately

[bug-slug]

Found a friend today

[bug-slug]

Another angle of this pretty lady I never posted

[bug-slug]

Large black spider undercut. From what I know it's a variety of widow. It's easily one of the coolest pictures I've ever grabbed. It'd be 10x cooler if I had used a real camera but yeah. maybe one day I'll get one of those.

[bug-slug]

🌿Grasshoppers🌿

[bug-slug]

A beautiful friend in my garden

Flame Skimmer Dragonfly