I hate how hard to customize is the human body. Every change is either irreversible or takes way to long or stays for too little time or requires to much maintenance.
Yes I want visible muscles, but I also want to be incredible squishy looking. I want colorful hair, but I want my natural color to be there again after that. I want to have big boobs and sometimes a flat chat chest, I don't want surgery. I want to be hairy. I want to be taller and sometimes shorter. I want long flowing hair and a short pixie cut. I want beautiful nails but I don't want to spend so much in getting them done every month.
I don't want to be skinnier or my nose to be smaller or my skin to be lighter.
I want an appearance that is uncanny, so femenine that is scary, so androgynus that is alluring, so strange that is confusing.
I want my own body to melt into a soft flesh that I can shape how I like and mantain for as long as I desire. I don't hate it, I don't feel a prisioner of it, but I want it to change in the outside as much as it does in the inside.










