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@bugbraiin
Hello, yes, i am still the same person. I apologise for changing my profile a lot
Consider this an introduction post, just very very late!
Stop liking my woke bug post, like my gay dnd frog instead
GOOOODDDDDD DAAAMN
Stop liking my woke bug post, like my gay dnd frog instead
We really need to acknowledge the problem of bug centered blogs being regular victims of harassment. Can you imagine running a blog about horses and having to get comments and messages every day about how much their hatred and needless killing of horses is justified and that you're a psychotic vegan that hates people with phobias and wants humanity to die of disease. Every single day. We should not have to fucking put up with this, fix your hearts genuinely
*speaking from a ghostly web in a corner of the room* Remember your roots this pride month young queer,,, paying to get into a city-sanctioned pride party and walking in a pride parade where DHS and police is advertising how lgbtq friendly they are isnt who you are,,,
342,500,000 of us in this damn country and somehow not a single white person with an accuracy stat above 10% and basic planning abilities willing to take one for the team again.
Like yeag I’m sayin shit more bluntly on main rn but the fact that I see news of a Black person being lynched more often than I see news of someone at least trying to do something more useful against any piece of our current state of affairs is wild.
I try very hard to ride the line of not saying/doing things that will get my account of 13 years terminated but it’s like.
The right wing is constantly doing vigilante shit and imposing life, interpersonal, economic, and mental consequences on marginalized folks and those who support them for the crime of existing and being oppressed. They’ll publicly lynch 16 year old Black girls, 19 year old trans girls, burn down abortion clinics, shoot up literally anywhere, destroy/damage houses, and so much more.
And we.. protest and maybe do graffiti. Organize to “vote blue no matter who” type bullshit. We don’t even punch Nazis anymore lmfao. A lot of the non-white organizers and activists who became publicly known for stuff like taking down confederate flags, action in 2020, etc. in the past decade are dead or in jail now, often likely because of vigilante/cop action.
Iunno. I’m one Black tranny cripple and my literal ability to do.. anything, anymore is minimal. But I feel like I’m losing my mind watching almost nothing happen here while elsewhere resisters are literally dismantling weapons factories piece by piece until they can’t function.
And I just know if I hop on Facebook or Twitter and scroll for a couple minutes I’ll see another lynching and no meaningful material action and I’m so fucking tired.
I just tested this. I opened Facebook, scrolled for 11 seconds, and learned about Paris Harris, a Black trans woman, being shot in Dallas. She was 21.
“Paris was loved, remembered as “unapologetically Paris,” and deserved to be named with dignity.”
They won’t stop killing us, harming us, hunting us.
TW; child death, racial violence, racial violence via the court system, torture of a child
Opened Twitter, scrolled for 27 seconds, learned about Jor’Dynn Duncan, a 7 year old Black girl who was tortured to death over months with 90 stab wounds, by three white women (step-grandmother, step-mother, and step-sister) in Long Island after courts granted the step-mother custody over her.
awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?
i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users
hey. you have to love your trans brothers of color okay. and your trans sisters of color. and your nonbinary siblings of color. you have to okay. its simply non-optional
you have to love your intersex siblings of color. you just have to
I'll never understand the concept of seeing someone talk about something they love and immediately NEEDING to go to their profile, find their asks, switch to anon, and tell them you dont like it
Anyway, life when you turn off anon asks
Emergency Commissions Open.
I really need to pay off my existing medical debt and pay for further treatment.
Prices are optional, I am willing to do things for cheaper, cause I'm absolutely desperate✌️
Headshot Sketch: 10 USD
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Won't do: heavy gore, NSFW or kinky stuff, any sort of rus media fanart or related art.
Do: character references/designs, fanart, anthro, armor, a tiny bit of mecha.
All art is done traditionally.
Work examples 👇
Still open since I've got a total of 0 commissions and my health is getting progressively worse.
I wouldn't mind doing things for a lot cheaper, I'm that desperate to live.
I have a severe phobia of bugs, I do not like them at all, this doesn't mean I kill them on sight, but I literally break down if I see one
The phrasing of your bug post just comes off as insensitive to people with genuine phobias of bugs
I do care about bugs, and our environment, and the good they do, but if I see one, I go into genuine panic, and the edit doesn't really do much for me to feel comfortable since others like me don't "just run away from a bee", it's a deep mental and physical reaction to bugs
Then the post isnt about you. I said in the post "people who conflate fear with hate", and stated multiple times in the comments that i was talking about people who use their fear as an excuse to be cruel 😭 please dont bean soup me
Phobias and fears are different things. If i meant phobia id say phobia, but yes, obviously its not the same. As stated in the post, i mean people with a fear of bugs who use it as an excuse to hurt them. And the people i want to help grow are people with a fear of bugs who are able to still hear me out.
Not once did i mention phobias 🫶
Most inaccurate shit ever Noah would give his remaining eye for the chance to hold Log's hand
Yeah you better serenade them you treacherous bastard
My half of an art trade with @measlyscrapofseafood! Thanks so much for collabing!
that Natasha doll shit that’s big in Asia rn (China, Indonesia, Korea, etc.) is emblematic of why we say antiblackness is global. abusing a Black baby doll to relieve stress, in violent and pedophilic ways, & then going out of their way to take pictures of irl Black, African, and half-Black Asian children to brag that they found the “IRL Natasha doll”? and comments under posts on Xiaohongshu saying they want to “punch” it (an irl Black child) up?
and in Spanish speaking circles online they sharing gore pictures of dead African babies in online chats so much it has a label named “BND”? Another Black teen was murdered recently by an Asian American store owner convinced he was stealing despite putting items back. He shot him in the back.
yall dont deserve nothing from Black people in any part of the diaspora, irdc. this shit makes me so angry but the demands for an expectation of actionable organizing and dismantling of the white supremacist project that is the US is laid at our collective feet and no one else’s is so crazy to me. how are Black ppl supposed to generate trust for nonblack ppl that hasn’t been demonstrated in a sustained, recent, manner, without us having to force the rest of the world to see us?
Idpol is divisive until it’s time to self adopt the moniker of the Global South and that often doesn’t include & backseats Black African exploitation/extraction. it’s hella transparent how nonblack leftists only mention Sudan, Congo, Somalia, etc. as afterthoughts to their awareness and solidarity posts focusing on Palestine but feel entitled to call Black leftists “zog slaves” for not making dedicated media to the issue they feel the most important, regardless if to these Black leftists making Black issues their focus and niche.
fucking crazy so many of yall got the nerve to posture moral superiority.
i didn’t say every East Asian did or does support this, nor did i specify East Asia at all.
the video is even worse. these Chinese and Asian social media users are actually going to remote African villages to film themselves abusing, terrorizing, and humiliating Black children.
One clip shows a Chinese man holding a young Black girl on his lap and having her repeat sentences in Chinese. she doesn’t know what she’s saying but the captions show him having her say, “ I have no value. I’m just a retard.”
im sick to my stomach.
editing to add youtube video link:
Appledash is canon on Bacteria Island
Now THATS more like it
Most inaccurate shit ever Noah would give his remaining eye for the chance to hold Log's hand
One thing im uncomfortably woke about is bugs. And im actively trying to get more uncomfortably woke. By this i mean i DO believe the normalised fear of bugs stems from both government and business propaganda. The start of household pesticide sales coinciding with the boom in insect related horror movies. The promotion of anti intellectualism and anti enviromentalism. If you're scared of bugs, you wont care about saving them. If you dont care about saving them, you wont care about saving our home, since without bugs it cannot be saved. If you dont care about saving our home, the rich can do whatever they want with the chunks of it they continue to destroy.
I WILL calmly and kindly try to help anyone who is afraid of bugs. I will show them my finds, i will explain their importance, i will tell them just how sweet and gentle and friendly they are. And I WILL shoot down any immature loser who believes senseless killing is the only possible response to not liking something.
Get woke. Love bugs.
EDIT: this breached containment. My usual like count is like 5 😭 i want to clarify i mean people who conflate fear with hate are the ones who wont care about saving our planet, like people who threaten to kill peoples pet bugs or actively kill bugs outside for no apparent reason. Not people who run away from a bee.
(apologies for any awkward wording, i'm fighting insomnia and dyspraxia) i don't suppose you have any advice on how to humanely repel bugs? they've been flying in through my window a lot with the current heatwave here + plants right outside my window and it's dangerous for both of us, so i'd rather they just stay outside (tl;dr small unexpected touch or bug flying in my face sends me into a panic attack so.)
i currently have a thing to relocate them outside unharmed, but if i could put something by my window that would keep them from coming in in the first place that would be ideal
things i've heard about that won't work for me personally even if they work overall: - window net - how my window is made i'd have to install it from the outside i'm pretty sure - one of those ultrasonic things - i'm 99% i'd be able to hear it even though most people can't because of sensory issues - lavender scent - sensory issues again
i have heard that citronella might be good but i don't know much about it besides that it shouldn't trigger the sensory issues lavender does
if you have any advice it's much appreciated. even if you want to elaborate on something that doesn't work for me it'll help other people at least thank you :)
I would definitely recommend citronella! I've always found it to be useful and non disruptive. You could always give a citronella candle a sniff at the store to see if the scent bothers you, most large stores will have them in the seasonal section right now. There are other options for citronella besides candles, though some may require online shopping!
If you want to use the plants outside as a barrier, I'd suggest brewing some peppermint tea, leaving cloves in it to infuse, and putting some lemon juice into it then spraying the mix on the plants! It's completely safe and natural but the smells repel most plant dwelling insects while not being strong enough to be noticed unless you actually sniff the plant. Garlic helps too, but that's a more noticeable smell to humans, so you may not be able to with your sensory issues.
Unfortunately with this weather, it is going to be harder to keep bugs outside. I've had the most luck by having my curtains closed whenever my window is open, and by making sure the lights are off whenever I don't need them on.
I hope any of this helps!
Side note, id honestly never recommend those sound machines as they can be distressing to local wildlife, pollinators, and people with sensory issues. They may not cause physical harm, but they effect far more than just the bugs you dont want in your house. I remember hearing them as a kid and them making my head hurt 😭 so i completely understand and agree with not wanting one of those