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adult (19)
gad + bpd + ptsd + autism (all prof. dxed)
posts made and reblogged here may be relevant to those
will most likely reblog/post nsft things as well so pls keep that in mind should you interact/follow

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@bunnyboyler
arospec nby. whatever pronouns.
adult (19)
gad + bpd + ptsd + autism (all prof. dxed)
posts made and reblogged here may be relevant to those
will most likely reblog/post nsft things as well so pls keep that in mind should you interact/follow
the cis could never survive t4t heartbreak
I'm honestly a little worried that my self harm isn't considered as enough self harm because I don't cut myself (I can't find many blades in the house + my skin is oddly thick so it's hard to make cuts properly) but I do other methods, it's just that because cutting is the most known one I feel like everything else I do to myself isn't valid
Either way...I do want to do more to myself because I'm genuinely just. So sick of being alive.
Cutting just sucks at times tbh. Other form of harm are more extreme to me than that. Though in my rage meltdowns I do resort to hitting my head and body. And that shit always hurts longer than my cuts. The only difference being when I cut to fat once but that needed medical attention
Oh damn really? And here I thought I wasn't extreme enough huh...
"don't kill yourself! so many people would miss you :("
i kinda want to see them do that.
i want to see their reaction. i want to see them grieve me when i'm dead. i want to see them cry i want to see them weep. i want to see what they'll do and what they'll say when i'm not there anymore.
it's sick. it's sick of me to really want to see everyone i know cry over me but can you blame me? when they never reach out? when they never talk to me? when they never tell me how they feel about me? ever?
"don't kill yourself! so many people would miss you :("
i kinda want to see them do that.
i want to see their reaction. i want to see them grieve me when i'm dead. i want to see them cry i want to see them weep. i want to see what they'll do and what they'll say when i'm not there anymore.
it's sick. it's sick of me to really want to see everyone i know cry over me but can you blame me? when they never reach out? when they never talk to me? when they never tell me how they feel about me? ever?
"don't kill yourself! so many people would miss you :("
i kinda want to see them do that.
i want to see their reaction. i want to see them grieve me when i'm dead. i want to see them cry i want to see them weep. i want to see what they'll do and what they'll say when i'm not there anymore.
it's sick. it's sick of me to really want to see everyone i know cry over me but can you blame me? when they never reach out? when they never talk to me? when they never tell me how they feel about me? ever?
Pro-recovery but for everyone else except meeee!!!!
"don't kill yourself! so many people would miss you :("
i kinda want to see them do that.
i want to see their reaction. i want to see them grieve me when i'm dead. i want to see them cry i want to see them weep. i want to see what they'll do and what they'll say when i'm not there anymore.
it's sick. it's sick of me to really want to see everyone i know cry over me but can you blame me? when they never reach out? when they never talk to me? when they never tell me how they feel about me? ever?
Drawing Jirais of Every Kind: Transmasc Jirai!
thank you for the request, @yumeprison ! i THINK this was the concept you were referring to but pls reach out if i’m wrong >_< !! anyways i know that (TO MY KNOWLEDGE AS A NEWBIE JIRAI) jirai danshi/male jirai fashion usually looks a bit different but as a trans jirai myself i think that wearing traditional jirai kei fashion is genderless and wanted to highlight that with this one :3
thank you so much for the requests so far! im so excited to get to all of them and i hope they’re up to your liking! (≧▽≦) <3
everyone says "taking mental health days is totally fine!!!" until those "mental health days" end up lasting months
for some people a warm bubble bath and a few nights of binging Netflix can bring them back to a point where they can be a functioning member of society again
but for me, my mental illness has denied me the right to feel like a member of society to begin with
this world isn't meant for people like me
bpd be like
(something bad happens)
GAH i'm so SAD i'm going to KILL MYSELF!!!
(something good happens)
GAH i'm so HAPPY im going to KILL MYSELF!!!
“Stop isolating yourself from reality” well tell reality to stop sucking
The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.
It’s not a temporary problem it’s the fact I know the rest of my life will be miserable. It’s the fact that I know I won’t amount to anything. It’s the fact that don’t have the motivation to do anything
Sometimes I remember when I'd throw myself down the stairs when I was younger to try and get hurt so my parents woukd care about me. Obviously it didn't work but hey at least I tried
I'm honestly a little worried that my self harm isn't considered as enough self harm because I don't cut myself (I can't find many blades in the house + my skin is oddly thick so it's hard to make cuts properly) but I do other methods, it's just that because cutting is the most known one I feel like everything else I do to myself isn't valid
Either way...I do want to do more to myself because I'm genuinely just. So sick of being alive.