Caffeine Addict № 7×10⁵

ೃ⁀➷「 Asterie・Aster 」⋆˚࿔ Any/All ⋆.𐙚 ̊ ⟡ 𑣲⋆ 18 | ENG | GMT+12 | 15-08 | ISFP-T | ADHD Here for a good time not a long time ٩( ᐛ )و

[romanceyourdemons]

guy currently hurtling toward a migraine at a rate that would impress most astrophysicists: i wonder wgat is happening in my beautiful telephone

[pukicho]

I got whatever ADHD is called

[i-am-a-fish]

I'm an anxious little fuck. I get scared

[bupp]

being neurodivergent and having very specific safe foods is like a fucked up humiliation ritual sometimes.

why am i crying in my kitchen over butter

[redarmyscreaming]

Hertella Auto Kaffeemachine. This Dash-Mounted Coffee Maker Is Likely the Rarest Volkswagen Accessory.

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

Getting into a KarAkciddent and splashing 3 cups of FükkenScälden all over myself

[redstonedust]

i admit i do still kind of roll my eyes when people call utau/synthv/etc voicebanks 'vocaloids' because vocal synth is a better umbrella term but considering how ass the actual vocaloid program has been treated by yamaha. maybe they dont deserve the brand name. its like how everyone calls all photo manipulation 'photoshop' . why not. give it to the people. teto SV can be a vocaloid if you believe in yourself.

[piouscoffeelover]

i miss you 2012 avengers. i miss you the avengers tower. i miss you irondad and spiderson. i miss you meme lord shuri and peter. i miss you loki lingering in the tower for no other reason than that he's the main love interest. i miss you poptart-eating thor. i miss you grumpy bucky barnes. i miss you old man, chronically offline steve rogers. i miss you clint in the vents. i miss you girls night with wanda and natasha. i miss you resurrected, shamelessly flirty pietro. i miss you clueless, socially inept vision. i miss you the rare bruce banner feature. i miss you sassy sam wilson. i miss you cheeky reader who always called fury by his first name. i miss you super nanny phil coulson. i miss you christmas avengers blurbs in the middle of the fanfiction written by an autistic 14 year old. i miss you 😔😔😔

[gwenisobased]

bro i’m not reading no fucking michael jackson fanfics

[bupp]

just realised that the entire phrase ‘bucket list’ is metaphorical. people don’t actually keep lists in their drawers of stuff they want to do in their life.

i am almost nineteen years old by the way.

[cottoncandylesbo]

oh fuck... the adderall has hit my system... the change, it's happening... grRRRGH...!! get away from me, before it's too late...!!

(flails on the ground, then stands up and does the dishes)

[shamebats]

I wish people were as scared of getting into a car accident as they are of being true crime'd. Maybe then they wouldn't be on their phones while driving.

[i-am-a-fish]

I'm currently in the process of doubling all matter. I'm not sure where it'll go like if everything just gets twice as dense or if there would become two of everything or whatever. I don't really know

[bupp]

the composition of the universe is like. 73% dark energy to 27% dark and baryonic matter so we’d be changing the proportion of the total mass to energy ratio. that changes, like the overall density of the universe, and also possibly the geometry of space?

so. maybe a bad idea fish..?

[risk-repeater]

this job market is a fucking nightmare

[rimonoroni2]

what people don’t understand about how adhd is disabling is that it’s not just getting temporarily distracted from, like, school work or hobbies. it’s getting distracted/being unable to motivate yourself to go to the doctor, eat regularly, do hygiene tasks, etc. it’s not knowing when or how long it will take you to do something, ANYTHING, and in many cases that thing is taking a shower or keeping your house from turning into a biohazard. it’s about being fundamentally incapable of controlling your attention and focus on anything, even and especially things you need to do to survive.

[bupp]

plus trying to explain executive dysfunction to a neurotypical is like pulling teeth—yes i need to do this thing, no there is nothing PHYSICALLY preventing me from doing it.

but the parasites………….

[bupp]

trying to get through a morning unmedicated only to realise that i:

a) have been scrolling for an hour instead of making breakfast

b) completely lost track of my senior dog i think he’s gone with the wind

c) keep forgetting something important i know i was just thinking about

10/10 would not recommend

[penandinkprincess]

3 pm: god, I'm EXHAUSTED. going to bed early for SURE.

midnight: I Have Literally Never Been More Awake And Alert

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away