can i even complicate yr breathing

mw my AWSUM BF Frankie heh

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

welcum 2 my blog, bmf or explode idc

hey im ryan im new i live in las vegas my chemical romance makes me dance

but srsly im spencer

arospec n transmasc

my pronouns r exclusively he/him, use them or get blocked, no she or they

@frankieslj the hot n sexy boy I scored by being a nerd❤️❤️❤️

i have bpd. don’t tell me u weren’t warned

bands i like r fob p!atd cobra starship mcr nirvana hole limp bizkit korn brokencyde millionaires placebo ptv blink 182 n a lot more heh

media i like is zero day 2003 elephant 2003 bojack horseman dear evan hansen (book n musical) scott pilgrim death note mlp iwtv arrested development i am not okay w this n jennifer’s body

pro ship block me if u don’t like it

i play guitar n bass

trying my hardest 2 b scene/crunk

moot me up daddy

no dni i block freely

anti tcc

tags-

bvllet in the head - general posting

bvllet in the heart - bpd posting(if u don’t want 2 see it, u can block the tag, don’t bitch abt it)

bvllet in my hands - art posting

[kriegmansboyfriend]

caldre sex but andre is drunk and cal is stoned and they both pretend they don't remember it the next day ngh

[comehearthemusicplay]

some of you just arent ready to admit that you would crack ryan ross with the bob

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

there’s this 1 girl I know irl that I’ll go a while thinking is fine n wutevah n then hear 1 of her absolutely bullshit takes n it’s jst like we r not living in the same world wut r u talking abt

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

so burnt….kill me…..im ded…..

[cbartonscoffee]

lore drop game!

got tagged by @elegantdeerbaran some time ago but i thought i was too basic for it, got tagged again yesterday by @darthdisasterous and now i feel i've got no choice lol

which one explains the most?

left handed

friends often think im neurodivergent

at 12 i hit a moving car when crossing the street and broke both my legs

got cancelled on twitter in 2022

facilitated my own mugging. so awkward about it the guys gave me back my things

Remaining time: 3 days 16 hours

npt @fictionalsimp09 @g1nob1 @can-we-focus @ciri-is-sapphic-72 @obvious-captain-rogers @robbysmotorcycle @theghostofclintbarton @heyfruitcake @icemav86

[fictionalsimp09]

okay, this was pretty hard lol

what explains the most?

british (specifically english)

oldest "daughter"

spoke with my dad on the phone once a week for ~a year when my parents separated

my fav subject at school was maths and participated in many maths comps

everyone thinks i have autism

Remaining time: 3 days 23 hours

npt @mushroom-enby @spitefulwizard @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @poladroid @ravenwordsx + anyone else

[ravenwordsx]

which explains the most :3

heart problem* (read below)

at 13 i regularly dmed a 26 y/o guy on discord who also tried to voice call me

i'm a poet

at 10 quora was my main social media for some reason

i didnt know music other than celine dion & baby shark existed until ~9 y/o

the only things i watched during covid were gacha life & my story animated

oldest daughter syndrome

obsessed with harry potter from ages 8-12

unrestricted internet access as a kid

Remaining time: 4 days 6 hours

*: when i was a baby the doctors told me i had a hole in my heart and 1-2 years ago i had a surgery for it but halfway through they realized i didn't actually have it because they just assumed i had a heart problem except the only real proof pointing to that was how my ecg looks a bit weird for no reason so then i had to come to terms with the fact that i never had anything wrong with me at all

...i see now that i had a lot of interesting character development as a tween

npt @yourlocalchronicdaydreamer @kiraandhervibes @tsukiyostarr @keyboardsmas-hujvjllnhz @drowningbyloverslane @mik0is0bored @equippedtolove @moonandstarshangoutinbars @northwxrds @professor-geen-berries @arson-mushroom @marauding-almond @7975348473 @dramatic1nlyf @souperache @joyconehead @penaeus-monodon

[marauding-almond]

that heart problem sounds insane and a complicated to live through raven

anyways

what explains the most

undiagnosed autism

french

oldest daughter (to lowkey abusive parents)

moved across 6 school by the age of 11

hip + knee problems

7 suicide attempts

painter + poet + musician

i got bullied at school and spent my lunches alone doing my homework for fun

Voting ended onJun 30

tags!

@thekamikazepigeon @aash-the-fucking-question-mark @kiraandhervibes @drpeppercreamsodaa @snoopyinrainbows

[snoopyinrainbows]

what explains the most?

my 3 runaway attempts as a young child

eating disorder in 8th grade

i'm a poet

i almost fell thru the attic floor when I was 8

used to eat paint when I was younger

got autism diagnosis in 3rd grade but wasn't told till 5th grade

used to ship drarry (now it's jegulus)

girlsgogames was my favorite website during covid

Voting ended onJun 30

@stardust-daydreamss @actually-wren @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @hardyharhar0 @aash-the-fucking-question-mark @vinylfawn @esarity11 @maliciouslittlewhiteboy hopefully i didn't forget anyone this time !!

[stardust-daydreamss]

to my moots/followers!!!

what explains the most about me............

was very religious in elementary. had rosaries/verses of the bible memorized

used to full on rip/bite pieces of my skin off whenever someone got mad at me

know shakespeare passages by heart but cant remember a single password

only had my dads playlists for road trips, so pretty much grew up on 50s rock

been hyperfixated on joan of arc for almost 10 years

wake up in the morning to sun bleached flies by ethel cain. no happiness today

Voting ended onJun 30

tags: @esarity11, @cybrbat, @dessasink, @ziggyzoomer, @iluvstrawberriessomuch, @janiecakes13, @pandorastarr, @whimsywheeelah, @willes-stolensweater, @vivaciousmessypixie, @em0tionallymotionsick

[whimsywheeelah]

ooh wait this is fun

what explains the most about me???

in first grade i punched another kids tooth out (ACCIDENT)

didn’t know str8 ppl existed till age 4 bc i had only gone to lesbian weddings

marching band nerd 🫪

american football FANATIC. i’m on my way to a stadium as we SPEAK

i have the worst enamel ever. in elementary school i had like 7 cavities

how to train your dragon is my favorite movie of all time

Voting ended onJun 30

tags: @greycoloredhounds @withdevovotion @ziggyzoomer @byleriskillingme @miwinthealps @clleradin

[byleriskillingme]

OMGOMGOMG this is hilarious I love this

what explains the most about me?

grew up (and still live in) in deep south usa

had a LONG and extensive Harry potter phase

got canceled on stan twt like 4 times (dont ask...)

AuDHD

chronically ill

eldest daughter/sister

Voting ended on22h

@berrycold @dessasink @electricalwiseheart @lycheeeejelly @moonywheeler

[lycheeeejelly]

Omg this is fun thank you for the tag

Also @byleriskillingme we have a lot in common lmaooo

What explains the most about me?

Colorguard/band kid and yearbook editor in highschool

Hardcore dsmp stan in 2020/2021 lol

ADHD + OCD

Convinced myself I had a brain tumor in middle school but I was just v depressed

Oldest daughter

Grew up in/live in Deep South usa

Fairly restricted internet access as a kid w a bsf with no restrictions

Feel off a zipline as a kid and now have horrible back problems

Voting ended on21h

🏷️ @cleradin7 @starshapedana @byersworlds @smallstarrybox @landofeternalsummer @banishedcleric +open

[cleradin7]

what explains the most abt me

grew up in a conservative family (still live with them)

went through a depressive episode while i spent a year away from my friends

studied in a private school (and still do)

dog allergie (i'm also a bit traumatized by dogs)

gave up on therapy after a whole year bc i hated my therapist

oldest daughter

several friends distanced themselves from me and my bsf bc we were 'too weird'

sanrio/hello kitty obsessed

Remaining time: 5 days 3 hours

wow, that's a lot stuff abt me lol, this was fun!

tags: @el7the7wise @figzzst4r @who-me-never14 @byleronewheat @yoursleepdemon

[yoursleepdemon]

hmmm

what explains the most about me

im on steriods

i almost got kindapped as a young child and didnt tell anyone

i have a HORRBLIE immune system and get sick SO often

im on 13 diffrent medications

im allergic to EVERYTHIING

everyone ik thinks im autistic

i wasnt allowed youtube till i was 12

Voting ended on21h

uhh im kinda boring so

@funkopop547 @b4dm00nr1s1ng @crepemew @zombiegrains @jazzering @chewing-on-lead @1nfinitesource @m1dnightdancer @twilight-does-stuff @froggie-is-currently-breathing @pewe7777 @holliewoodnot @whylee-wheeler @mj-rulesdaw0rld @nicointhecloset @ellietalkswaytoomuch @sourcarmellia @sootstar22 + anyone else

[chewing-on-lead]

what explains about me

i HATE airplanes

am not allowed to be on social media including youtube

severe generalized anxiety disorder

left handed

watched brooklyn 99 over six times

been asked "are you a boy or girl" constantly since age 7

LOVE fiction podcasts

Voting ended on20h

@kiwistarrrzz @starry-eyed-stag @not-new-jeans @amazingdylan @ang3l-ocean @sickkvalentine @pepsicanzonthefloor +openn :3

[not-new-jeans]

thanks for the tag!!!

explanations for my behaviour

I went to religious preschool (i did not believe in their god)

I live in Japan

"She's so mature for her age"

Voting ended on20h

no pressure tags!

@lyraisnotonfire @einarisnotonfire @starless--city @amazingdylan @do-not-be-lasagne @garlicbreadmustdie +open tags!!

[do-not-be-lasagne]

Thanks for the tag!

explanations for my behaviour

possible undiagnosed autism

I was that kid who read every book in the classroom library

I did extra math for years

I tried to read Anna Karenina when I was 8

Remaining time: 1 day 12 hours

No pressure tags:

@sapphiccanadian @pixelguy47 @days-of-lenore @eml @einarisnotonfire @sky3rme + open tags!

[einarisnotonfire]

Thx for the tag

why am i like this

i went to a school with only 70 students

i live in sweden

i touch grass daily

i was raised by a chicken and her goat husband

i have a dpd

Voting ended on9h

Npt: @lyraisnotonfire @kirapractorrrr @m4gp13bl33d5 @mioisnotonfire @pepsicanzonthefloor

[pepsicanzonthefloor]

hmm this is hard

i live in a small town

there was a period of time when i wouldn't talk to anyone

one time i accidentally cut a little bit off my friend's hair

constantly told that i will "come in handy when i have a husband"

saw too much when i was a kid

Voting ended on8h

NPT: @garlicbreadmustdie @worshipyousatanic-panic @hardnpples @impendingdoom9 @drumsolo77 AND UHH ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO JOIN

[drumsolo77]

what explains the most about me?

oldest child

band kid

ive had high grades most my life so lots is expected of me

toxic friendships from a young age

raised in a state where i was SURROUNDED by mormons (i am not religious)

not diagnosed but something isn’t right

Remaining time: 1 day 18 hours

@jakegyllenhaalsteeth @fatboyboobsfan @freakyolivelady @getchahorse @clancykaay @rabller @kuemori and anyone else AAA!!

[kuemori]

HI!!! these r so stupidly fun.

which!

theater kid since the ripe ass age of 6

hispanic who cant speak spanish at all

would go into the woods after school and chill there for 3 hours (i stilldothis)

4.0 gpa with a mother who graduated top of her class as an english/anthro major

youngest&oldest child depending on the parent/sibling im w/

have been insanely autistic about bandom&creepypastas since 2016/17

Voting ended on3h

@cannibalisticvoyeurism @comehearthemusicplay @r1diculouslyodd @xo-evsi @hayleyw1lliams @cheezwhizgirl & any1 else:)

[comehearthemusicplay]

Z IM RUNNING OUT OF MUTUALS TO TAG BRO

what explains👀👀 the most

adhd AND autism diagnosis

haven’t been in school properly for over a year

dyed hair

dead wife obsession

used to fantasize about peoples reaction to my death as a kid

Voting ended on3h

@cannibalisticvoyeurism @r1diculouslyodd @yaoimaxxer48 @sell-my-soul & anybody else :))

[yaoimaxxer48]

what explains the most?

eldest asian ‘daughter’

not allowed to be tested for any mental illness/neurodivergence till grades drop

strong interest in snakes since 4 years old

unrestricted internet access from a young age

found webtoon/tapas at 7

dyed hair

Remaining time: 1 hour 30 minutes

i dont have anything intresting about me sorry lawl

@planetxpluto @then0rthernd0wnp0ur @ririmustdie @rpf-addict @bvlletzbr4in3d @i-like-urie @ajolteonnamedsparky

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

Hmmm

wut makes the most sense

fractured my wrist like 2 years ago n didn’t care enof 2 go 2 the er

my first introduction 2 fandom wuz klance omegaverse smut comics when I wuz 10

fixated on mass shooters so intensely ppl ac thot I wuz gonna shoot up my hs

possible type 1 bipolar disorder that sends me in2 manic psychosis

learned guitar INSANELY fast

I pretend im chars that i like in everyday sits jst bcuz i can

Remaining time: 1 hour 58 minutes

no presh @ -@blazeeeboiii @frankieslj @garlicbreadmustdie @hugz4isis @sunnydaze081

(@ing a bunch of moots i never int w srry 😭😭)

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

im so hungry but therapy calls 💔🥀

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

mcr but frank n mikey r transmasc (frank is a trans man mikey is non binary n uses he/him), ray is a cis woman, n gerard is also nonbinary but uses she/they n they’re also all roommates….heh r we fucking w it

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

Not this shit again 😭😭😭😭

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

I usually like every band I listen 2 but holy shit OHEMGEE sucks major ass 😭😭 it sounds like they were trying rlly hard 2 sound like brokencyde in a way that sounds even worse than dot dot curve. I don’t mind dot dot curve but they’re not my first choice when it comes 2 scene n crunkcore 😬😬😬

[thatoneandlonelyemo2005]

all you need is ryan ross moaning in your ears and you're fine

[d0llar4ur-insides]

@4fourwhore

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

happy petekey day um I mite draw sumthing l8r fr it. um also happy anniversary of the start of the stonewall riots, there wud b no pride n there wud b no gay rights n there wud b no petekey w/o those riots. umm also i started my period this morning, i think its telling me that pete has a uterus n got pregnant around this time 2005…..

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

gud nite tumblr

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

there’s certain ppl I know irl that im jst waiting fr ppl 2 realize r super duper evil. n whenever I tell 1 of my friends that they r evil they jst tell me “oh well theyre nice 2 me…” thats awsum um i lit jst told u they bullied me fr years n the only reason it stopped is bcuz i made an active effort 2 avoid them. every single time i opened my mouth around them they wud mock me n make fun of me n how i spoke 2 the point that it made me wunt 2 kill myself n the only thing u can say is that theyre nice 2 u…..thats great thats fan fucking tastic

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

so….sleepy….must…..sleep……..

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

jst saw a clip frm the gym class heroes mtv unplugged on a fob fan account. they were performing clothes off, 1 THEIR SONGS n patrick wuz there singing w them n the fan acc put the desc as clothes off (ft gym class heroes) ft? Its their fucking song?? it’s ft patrick??????

[skelpiescool]

WAS IT ON INSTA BC I SAW IT TOO AND IT PMO HOLY SHIT EVERYONE LISTENNTO MORE GYM CLASS HEROS NOW

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

YES IT WUZ LIKE FOB OBBSESSION OR SUMTHING

[bvlletzbr4in3d]

we find each other in every universe i luv u sm

@frankieslj ❤️