active April 22

bpd • anxiety • 22 • 5’5.5’’ hw: 213.6lbs cw: 159 ugw: 105lbs (Not Pro Anything)

[jegeskave6]

WHY CAN'T I STOP EATING?? Like other people make it look yo easy but i always end up binging

[dietange1]

Good morning my angels. Sending you all positive and hungerless vibes 🩷

[snyrax]

[lizzystan]

nothing hurts more than the regret.

[daddyshortlegss-deactivated2026]

When people hug you and ask if you've lost weight and you have to be like omg naaahhh really? Naah idk you think so??

[starsvation]

It's hard to explain but sometimes I feel like I am waisting my best years being fat. I'll never be a teenager again and how can I just allow myself to feel this way for the whole year? I want to be thin, live unworried about my body, enjoy this years. Sometimes I look back at events I shouldve enjoyed that i'll never go back to, I wasted them feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. It's sad. All those beach trips, they weren't supposed to be the hell they felt like.

I want to get skinnier to be able to enjoy life.

[isaac-name]

Man, i just realized that i only have thinspo for white boy, and i'm not even white💀. Lol.

The next one will be for tan boys

[perisbpddiary]

that feeling when you only get an hour and a half of sleep

[cottoncandybb]

Feeling deeply unlikable is my constant state of being.

[sk1nnylittlemeang1rl]

eating thats not very ugw of you 🤨

[flav0redair]

“if you really had an ed, you’d be skinny.”

ok time to ⭐️ve

[hughjasz]

i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

[wh0r3xz-deactivated20250819]

there are 2 types of anorexics

1. the ones that vigorously exercise

2.the ones who rot in bed all day (me🤗)

(that’s probably why im not seeing much progress sue me)

[honeypleasejustkillme]

it’s tragic tbh

[d3adwh0re-deactivated20260201]

Wish my brain was into kinky stuff, like producing serotonin and dopamine.

[bpdballs]

This shit ain’t fair.

[bl0w-m3]

Realistic “day in the life” of someone with BPD:

-cry because you’re the worst person in the world

-smoke

- stop crying because you’re literally a god and nothing can ever make you upset again

-repeat