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Master of the masterposts
Here are all the groups I will write for !
In an amazing network: @oneuswewriters
Monsta X (and Wonho)
Stray Kids (OT8)
A.C.E
Oneus
Onewe
The BoyzÂ
Ateez
Astro
SF9
Enhypen
Tomorrow X Together
Xdinary Heroes
The Racer // TWELVE
Once fully dressed, and the discharge papers signed, Juho drove back Taeyang and Youngkyun to the latterâs place. He then went with Taeyang to get what he needed for his 3 weeks stay with Youngkyun.
âAre you sure that itâs a good idea?â Juho asked after a few minutes of driving. âI mean, will you be able ton concentrate, with your crush in the same small space?â He teased a little.
âI donât know, but I canât leave him alone like that. He needs some help, and his place is like a 5 minute drive from the hospital.â He sighed a little. âWhat am I gonna do? If it turns out that I really lo-like him?â
âI donât know man, youâre the only one that can tell, you know?â
âI just ⊠care for him a lot, and I hate to even have the thought that he could be hurt, you know?â
âYeah, thatâs usually what love feels like.â He teased a little, as he parked in front of Taeyangâs dorm. âNow ask yourself, do you really want to do that? What are you doing it for? Out of guilt? To know if he has the same feelings towards you? To know him better? What are your motives?â
âI-I donât know?â He looked down for a moment, while playing with his hands. âAt first, I genuinely wanted to help him, with his knee and all. But, yeah, I canât ignore that I feel things towards him you know, and it is such a strange, and unusual feeling, I hate it Juho. I truly hate it. And I hate even more the idea of starting something, like a relationship, without knowing how it will end. Like, isnât the whole thing pointless if we end up breaking up?â
âNo, I canât let you say that Taeyang.â Juho frowned, and cleared his throat. âLife is all about experiences, and yeah, sometimes, thing donât go exactly as planned, but that doesnât make it worthless. You have to try things out, see if you like them, or if you donât. Nothing that you decode to do is worthless, because if, at one point of you life, you wanted to try them out, then they are definetely worth it. Donât put barriers in front of yourself Taeyang. If you want to try and date Youngkyun, go ahead, try it. But donât do it for the wrong motives. If you go that way because you genuinely like him, go ahead, but if youâre doing it, in hopes of changing who he is, then please reconsider.â
Taeyang just sat there in silence. He knew his friend could be kind of a dad sometimes, but he had never been âlecturedâ like he just did. After a few minutes of pondering, thinking, and envisioning, he unbuckled his seatbelt.
âI really think I like him, but I need to know him better, to know his mind better, so that I can be sure of what I want. So Iâm going to go spend those few weeks at his place, first of all because I really want to help him get better, and second, because I want to see what kind of person heâs like. And I know it may not be everything I fantasized of, or the typical definition of a perfect relationship, but I want to try. And as much as I hate racing, and dangerous activities like those, Iâm not going to try and change him, because he seems to love it with all his being, and who am I to take that from him. I just want to be there for him, at all times. Yeah, Juho, thatâs what I want, nothing less, and nothing more.â
Juho looked at him with a proud face, and en even-more-proud smile. He knew his little speech had the effect he intended it to.
âThen go get your stuff, and right after youâll go get your man.â
Taeyang smiled even bigger, and literally ran to his dorm.
The Racer // ELEVEN
A few hours later, Youngkyun was in a room, asleep, and Taeyang was on the chair next to him. He had updated Juho, informing him that fortunately, Youngkyun would be okay. Â He still had a concussion, a few torn muscles, and his tendon on his right knee was partially torn, which meant a lot of rest for him. Once Juho had thanked him, he started drifting to sleep, only to hear a groan of his name. He opened one eye, and saw Youngkyunâs torn face looking at him.
âTaeyang? What are you doing here?â He really didnât understand why would the boy stay there, when he clearly needed sleep.
âHey, Iâm glad to see you awake.â He smiled. âI was just making sure you were okay, and that you didnât wake up alone.â
âThank you.â He smiled; a very small, yet extremely sincere smile. âHey, am I going to lose my leg? I canât feel it anymore.â
âNo dummy.â He giggled. âThey had to stitch you up pretty deep, so they gave you local anesthesia for the whole leg. It should start to wear off in 30 minutes.
âYou should go home and sleep, you look dead tired.â Youngkyun said gently. âNot that I donât like having you here, but you, unlike me, have a future, and I donât want to compromise it.â He said, hiding himself behin the curtain of self derision, like he always did.
âHey donât say that.â Taeyang frowned. âAnd Iâm not leaving. You have a torn tendon, youâre going to be on rest for 3 weeks, minimum. And on bedrest for 1.â
âWhat? No, I canât do that. I have to go to work, Iâm alone, I have everything to do.â He started to panic.
âOkay, okay, calm down, Iâll help you with all that. Youâre not alone Kyun.â
âI canât ask you that! You have your studies and everything, you canât take time off that to take care of helpless me. Plus the drives and everything would take you so much time.â
âThen hear me out. Let me live at your place for 3 weeks. I could help you with daily tasks, and also closely monitor your recovery. And the counterpart is that Iâm so so much closer to the hospital than my current place.â Taeyang exposed his idea, not really knowing what to expect.
âWait youâd do that? Stay with an asshole like me for 3 weeks?â
âWell, if that means I can get up 30 minutes later than usual, yes I would.â He joked, smiling softly, while holding Youngkyunâs hand. âAnd youâre an asshole Iâve kind of grown fond of, you know?â
Youngkyun just stared at him in disbelief, and smiled a little, while nodding his head. Truth be told, he liked being alone, but he loved Taeyangâs company even more.
âOkay, letâs do that. Thank you Taeyang, really.â
âDonât, I couldnât just leave you like that.â He caressed the back of his hand with his thumb. âNow sleep a little, Iâll do the same.â
Youngkyun returned a soft smile, and watched as the oldest fell softly asleep, in an impossible position. He mentally promised himself to give him a shoulder rub, or something to help with the soreness, once they get to his place. He soon fell asleep himself, only waking up when the sun was up. Taeyang had already packed his bloody clothes, and prepared fresh ones for him to wear.
âHello you, how did you sleep?â He said, with his usual smile. âWe can leave once youâre ready, they discharged you. Youâll have to wear this knee brace for a moment, and walk with crutches.â
âI-Iâm good, thank you.â He made a little disgusted face at the brace and crutches. âDo I really have to?â
âYes Mr, and trust me Iâm not going to let you off the hook!â Taeyang fake scolded. âNow, do you need help to change, or is it okay?â
âI think I can do it, Iâm not that beaten up.â
But the bruises and redness showing everywhere on his body as he undresses, were telling Taeyang, and everyone, the opposite. Â
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The Racer // TEN
Facing them was a very injured, and out of control Youngkyun. He was pacing through the small stall, his hands pulling at his hair, his face red, and tears streaming down his face. He turned around when he heard noise, and once his gaze locked with Taeyangâs, he turned around, in complete shame of himself.
âGo away please. I donât want you to see me like that. I donât want you to be associated with me, and risk getting hurt.â His voice cracked and he sobbed. âI donât want anything to happen to you, please.â
âCome on Kyun, youâre hurt, you need care.â Taeyang softly spoke, walking one step towards the younger. Â âPlease just sit down, and let me look at it.â
âNO!â Youngkyun yelled, distancing himself even more. âHe said it, he said heâd hurt the people close to me. Fuck Taeyang I donât want that, I couldnât live with me if anything happened.â
He finally looked up at his friends, his beautiful face a complete mess. All he could think of right now, where the threats they had made, while they also were trying to push him off the road. If he was apprehensive to race before, now, he was scared as hell. Â And the overwhelming pain that was coursing through all his body didnât help. He was hurt physically, and mentally, something that never happened to him before.
âOkay, weâll take care of that later, but as for now, we need you to see a doctor, and get rest.â Juho interrupted his thought, his voice stern and father-like. âYouâll go with Taeyang, Iâll take care of your bike.â
âYouâre not riding it, thatâs absolutely not an option. It is damaged, and I donât know to which extent.â
âActually, donât worry about that.â Juyeon interrupted. âSorry, I just overheard. I have my carrier with me, Iâll just load his bike in it, and then I can drop it off at your place, okay? But Hwiyoung, you have to go and get your body looked at, they were completely mental, I donât even know why they didnât stop the race. Iâm sorry, I did what I could.â
âDonât be sorry Juyeon, you helped a lot.â Youngkyun spoke, seemingly more calm. âAnd if you could drop the bike to my place, it would help a lot, yeah.â
Juyeon just nodded and loaded it, before taking off, taking Juho with him, so he could unlock the garage and show him the place. Only Taeyang was there left, with a very shameful looking Youngkyun.
âCan you walk?â It was a simple question, but it was asked with so much care in the world, that it made Youngkyunâs heart do backflips.
âI â Yeah, it hurts, but I think I can.â The racer just nodded. âIâm sorry for the way you saw me.â
âItâs okay, I figured out youâre kind of hot-blooded.â He smiled a little. âItâs okay. But for now, we need to get you the hell out of here.â
He came, and held Youngkyun by the waist for support, rushing him (as much as he could) to the car. Once in, he started it, and left the arena as fast as possible, getting to Youngkyunâs place in no time. They were met with Juho, that waited in the patio.
âYou need me to take you to the hospital?â He asked Taeyang, knowing perfectly what Youngkyunâs response would be.
âYeah, his leg is bleeding pretty hard, and Iâm afraid he could have a concussion or something. Iâm not equipped, nor qualified enough yet to do a full check up on him.â Taeyang sighed, worry lacing his voice.
âIâll drop you guys off, and come back to get you once youâre finished okay?â Juho said as he climbed inside the car, putting a bag in the backseat. âI got inside and took some change of clothes for him.â
âYeah, they probably will want to keep him overnight, so go home and rest easy alright? Iâll stay with him and update you.â
Juho nodded, and drove them to the hospital nearby. Youngkyun was rapidly taken care of by nurses and doctors, as Taeyang waited anxiously, asking himself 10,000 questions.
The Racer // NINE
And even though both of them were desperate for answers, the next time they talked, was actually at another race, about a month later. They didnât get in contact with each other, despite Juho desperately trying to set them up with the other. He couldnât stop telling Youngkyun how he should directly ask Taeyang why he was cold with him, and kept repeating to Taeyang, that he could give him Kyunâs phone number, if he wanted to get to know him so bad. But each of the males was using the excuse of âIf he really wanted to contact me, he would have done it by nowâ. And Juho was growing fucking desperate. So when Kyun announced that he was partaking in tonightâs race, the owner of the record shop went out of his way to get Taeyang to come along. Thankfully, the student agreed, making Juhoâs life just a tiny bit easier.
It was now the middle of March, and temperatures were slowly getting warmer, which felt very nice for Youngkyun, who despised the cold. As always, on race days, he left work early, to go and prepare for the race. Juho was supposed to pick Taeyang up, and then directly got to the location Youngkyun sent him by text the same morning. He hadnât told him that the student would be tagging along, so that the racer wouldnât be overwhelmed with thoughts, and could actually concentrate on his performance. Youngkyun hadnât raced since last timeâs incident. He had the repairs to do, of course, but he also spent a lot of time pondering, mainly about what was Jowoon capable of, just to win a single race. And he hated to admit it, but for once, he grew kind of afraid. He used to not give a care in the world, often saying that everyone dies one day or another. But now that he had a friend like Juho, and especially someone like Taeyang, even though he couldnât name the feelings he had for the boy yet, made him question, and reconsider his life choices. But at the end of the day, Jowoon was just an asshole, and he probably didnât have the guts to do anything more. Plus, Youngkyun loved racing with all his might, and the month he spent away, has left him emptier than ever. So here he was, back in the racing game, and determined to not let anything happen this time. He carefully checked anything that had to be checked, and never left his bike unsupervised, even for one second. Once on the starting line, he was fully confident, and ready to win.
As Taeyang sat on the kind of bleachers with Juho, he felt his stomach twist and turn, for god know what reason. He tried talking to Juho about it, but the latter only punched his shoulder softly, telling his it was only love. The student tried to laugh it off, but the feeling only grew stronger and heavier. He quickly set his eyes on Hwiyoungâs bike, recognizing it easily with the habit. The sight made him feel just a little bit better.
But what came after, made him want to scream, want t throw himself on the circuit and stop the race. Want to take Hwiyoung away, and never let him partake in this ever again. Two guys on all black motorcycles, on each side of Hwiyoung, trying to push him of the road. The racer did all he could, trying to escape them by going faster, but they still kept trying. Taeyang was livid, and couldnât take his eyes off of the road, as much as he wanted to. Juho had an arm around him, pressing him closer, seeking some kind of reassurance himself. They were holding their breaths, and praying for someone to stop this hell.
As one of the riders was pressing Hwiyoung more and more against the barricade, another racer went and piled in front of one of the black bike, forcing the racer to make a very sharp turn, and let Hwiyoung go. Seeing that, the other one took the hint and did the same, quickly going back to the other flock of racers. Hwiyoung and the other man quickly did the same, and respectively ended the race in 2nd and 3rd positions. During all this time, Taeyang and Juho were mortified. Why would someone try and hurt Youngkyun so badly, and how did Youngkyun manage to finish the race?
Taeyang was never so quick to try and meet Youngkyun in the stalls. But he wasnât prepared to meet with that.
Tired Nights
For the Anon that requested a Jooyeon from Xdinary Heroes fic, there you go, thank you for being my first request since I came back !Â
Pairing: Jooyeon x Reader
Tags: Fluff, Suggestive
Word Count: 802
âFuck him, fuck the owners, fuck everything!â
Jooyeon, your boyfriend of many years barged in your shared apartment, visibly annoyed as hell, and pretty early, considering he was supposed to have a gig with his band tonight. You just stayed there, dumbfounded, and pretty nervous, having never seen him that way before. Sure you guys had some fights, and youâve seen each other angry, but never to that extent.
âJooyeon? Whatâs going on?â You tried, getting up of the couch slowly.
âThe owners of the venue, those dickheads bailed on us last minute.â He sat down, angrily, his head in his hands. âWe were setting everything up, and they decided to tell us now, that, change of plans, we wouldnât be paid. Fuck I hate them!â He groaned and pulled at his hair.
You came back to sit down next to him, patting his back, and stroking his hair, making him lose his tight grip on it. You didnât say anything, because you knew there was nothing to say. Jooyeon and his friends tried so hard to succeed, and to make it, and every situation like these were making them lose hope, which was truly heartbreaking for you to see.
âSo we just packed everything and left. Maybe we should have still played, I donât know. Maybe Iâm an idiot for making everyone leave like that.â
âHey hey, no, donât say that.â You moved his hair out of his face, and held his chin so he was looking at you. âYou were completely right Joo, I would have done the same if I were in your place.â
âYou promise?â His eyes were glossy, and you felt yourself on the brink of tears just from the sight alone.
âI promise. Youâre an amazing leader, and en even more amazing friend. And Iâm sure the rest of the band thinks the same. Donât beat yourself up, alright? We can still call them tomorrow and ask them, if that helps you feel better?â
âYeah, I guess we can do that.â He sighed a little, but still offered a small smile. âThank you, I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âYou would be a helpless little child.â You laughed softly. âKidding, I need you just as much as you need me, thatâs why weâre so good together.â You kissed the top of his nose. âIâm gonna run you a bath, and once youâre settled in, Iâll come and rub your shoulders, how does that sound?â
âThat really does sound amazing, thank you so much love.â
And so you went to the bathroom, running a hot bath, with the scents he loved the most, even lighting a couple of candles. You dimmed the lights, and called him up. He entered the room half a second later, undressing himself, groaning a little as some moves made his sore muscles ache. The band had been practicing a lot for that gig, and they were probably all in the same state.
Even after 3 years together, you still felt your cheeks heat up, as your boyfriend stood in front of you in his naked glory. He was pretty on the eyes, and while it wasnât the first thing that made you like him, you couldnât deny he served really good looks. You could only tear your eyes off of him once he was fully in the bath tub. You put your hands in the warm water to heat them up a little, so they wouldnât be freezing cold on him. You started massaging softly, knowing all the spots by heart now. You got lost in your own daydream, only to be awaken by his raspy and deep voice.
âYou know what would be really nice?â He said, and you just hummed, waiting for the rest of his sentence. âHaving you inside, with me.â
You bit your lip softly, and just nodded, with a small âyesâ. Â You got up yourself, and undressed, while Jooyeon was eyeing you up and down. You were used to it, he wasnât really the one to hide how much he liked your body, and truthfully, it was very flattering to you. You entered the hot water, placing yourself behind him, so that you could proceed with your massage. He turned around a few times, to steal little pecks from you. Pecks that soon turned into deeper kisses, and even a full blown make out session. His tongue came to tease yours, as his hands wandered everywhere they could. In a matter of seconds he had turned around to be on his stomach, and started kissing your neck, collarbones, and chest, sometimes adding teeth to the mix, making you shiver, despite of the warmth of the water.
âBaby, letâs take that to the bedroom, okay?â He groaned softly. âLetâs make our own gig, our own music.â
hii can you please make a smut of jooyeon from xh? Thanks!!
Yeah no problem, but as I said im not writing hard smut for the moment, so it'll probably be just on the more suggestive side, I hope that's okay !
Xdinary Heroes Masterlist
Goo Gunil
Kim Jungsu
Kwak Jiseok (Gaon)
Oh Seungmin (O.de)
Han Hyeongjun (Jun Han)
Lee Jooyeon
   - Tired Nights (fluff, suggestive)
Iâm back, and very sorry
Hi everyone, itâs Lea, the owner of this blog. I wanted to apologize deeply for disappearing like this. I was in a really dark place mentally, and depression was preventing me from doing anything, let alone write. I tried, but it felt like anything I did was pure garbage and made me hate myself even more.Â
I am finally seeing the end of it, and feeling a bit more like myself.Â
I will resume writing shortly, and so ask you to drop any ideas in my inbox. I wonât be writing hard smut for now, because that is just not what I want to write for now. I will be writing soft, tender love-making without any problem, as well as fluff, and angst, of course.Â
I am once again apologizing for anyone I let down, and I donât even know if many follow or see this blog anymore.Â
Thank you for those who waited, and I hope to be able to write your requests soon :)
oh hello. I really love your Hyun Min/seung jin oneshots đ May I please quote and translate it into Turkish on the book authoring platform wattpad and publish it in my own language? I will write your Tumblr name in the description
Of course, go ahead, i'd love that ! Thank you for asking before â€ïž
Where are you? Hope you are okay đđ
Hello, thank you for your concern anon, its lovely. Im taking a break right now because my mental health and self confidence are at an all time low, bur be sure I'll be back when I can â€ïž
The Racer // EIGHT
âOkay, whatâs going on with you, youâve been acting weird ever since this morning?â Juho inquired as they came back home with Taeyang. âAnd donât âIâm just tiredâ me, that wonât work, I want the truth, even if itâs something I have to keep secret.â
âI almost kissed Youngkyun, yesterday.â Taeyang spilled in a monotonous tone.
âYou fucking what now? When I was joking about you two being together, I didnât mean it!â
âI didnât mean to do that either! We just got drunk, and started talking about things, personal stuff, like, getting to know each other, and it sort of happened.â Taeyang sighed and sat on the couch. âI donât even know why it bothers me that much, we were drunk, he probably doesnât even remember, I should just forget it and drop that.â
âDo you like Youngkyun?â
This simple question took Taeyang aback, and left him with his mouth lightly agape. And it was basically the only answer Juho needed, before breaking into a smile.
âOh my god you like Kyun! You have a crush on him!â
âHow would I know ?? I never had a crush on anyone!â Taeyang yelled, on the brink of tears.
âWhat do you mean, you never dated?â Juho asked, tilting his head.
âNo, well yes, I had a fling in high school but thatâs basically it.â
âI canât believe you, you look too good!â
âWell, Iâve been hit on, and stuff like that, but I never reciprocated the feeling or anything.â He looked down, kind of ashamed.
âHey hey, itâs okay, Iâm sorry I was insensitive as hell.â He sat down next to Taeyang and patted his back. âWhat do you feel when you see Youngkyun? Iâll try and help you figure out things, alright?â
âI donât know? I used to hate him because of his job, if you can even call it that. But today, I got really worried about him. And I want to know him better too.â
âWould you have minded if you guys kissed yesterday?â
âWell, yes and no?â Taeyang hesitated for a second. âI wouldnât have wanted because we werenât in our right minds, but at the same time, it seemed so tempting.â
âMy boy, Iâm sorry to announce that, but you definitely have a crush on Kim Youngkyun.â
âFuck, what am I even supposed to do?â He put his face in his hands. âDoes he even swing that way?â
âOh yeah Youngkyun is the farthest from a straight person ever.â
âOh, for real?â Taeyang asked, pretty surprised.
âOh my, you really canât read the signs huh? Even as a straight person I can see it, donât you have that infamous gaydar everyone talks about?â
âMineâs a little rusty.â Taeyang chuckled.
âYeah I can see that.â He smiled. âIf I can tell you anything, and for what itâs worth, shoot your shot, okay? What can go wrong?â
âMaybe he doesnât like me?â Taeyang worried. âMaybe itâs a silly crush, and not full blown feelings.â
âI mean, you guys should just get to know each other right?â Juho shrugged. â Then youâll have a better insight on what he could feel, and youâll be even more sure about what you feel or donât feel?â
âHow can you be so intelligentâ Taeyang sighed after keeping quiet for a few seconds. âOkay yeah, I guess we can do that.â
Yo when is the next chapter of the racer coming I keep thinking about it đ°
Oh my, i'm so behind on this story, I'll post it tonight, promise !
I was scared for a moment something terrible would happen! Ah that's so exciting, maybe because I want to buy my own motorbike in the future. Not that I'll be racing but still
Ahah no, I'm letting them leave peacefully for the moment :)
The Racer // SEVEN
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Taeyang left early in the morning, Juho came to pick him up so they could spend the day together. The shop was closed for the day, meaning Youngkyun had the whole day to himself too. He had a few memories of last night, but everything was really confusing, and weird, so he just decided to not think about it, as it was better this way. Once up, he started doing a little bit of cleaning around the apartment. He wasnât a clean freak, but he didnât like things messy either, so he cleaned around once a week, when he could find time. When he was satisfied, he left the house to go and grab something to eat. He then went to spend the whole afternoon preparing his motorcycle, just like he does before each race. This time he was lucky, Joowon wasnât there to try and make his life miserable. He sang along to himself as he cleaned and repaired what needed to be, until his phone vibrated in his pocket. He responded the call, seeing Juhoâs name on the screen.
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Can I ask you about the racer? How many chapters will it have in total? And how often do you update it?
TIAđ
Yes of course! I still haven't finished writing it, but I think it should be around 15/20 parts :)
I'll try and update it 2 or 3 times a week, thank you for your interest in this story :)))