chewy 🧁

20 and deranged

[byhisgrave]

Chewy’s mad diary ⑅　 ۫　 ׅ

20 ◞ ྀི he / she ◞ ྀི BPD, ASPD. MDNI. Asks and dm’s are open but pls be smart about it

i like evanescence, malice mizer, slipknot, korn, björk, angelspit, phantom siita, nastyona, grimes, and $uicideboy$

i like watching christiane f., house md, degrassi, euphoria, jjk, black butler, thirteen, girl interrupted, twilight, bojack horseman, and south park, these are comfort shows

i like playing nier replicant&automata, persona 5, alice madness, blvns, horror rpgs, roblox and other things im probably forgetting.

tw for mentions of sh, ed, abuse, trauma, and nsft topics. i post my fucked up thoughts and my most angriest moments. but i promise i am a sweetheart 🎀

[byhisgrave]

i hate that i have to keep FUCKING REPEATING MYSELF TO YOU, WHY DO YOU NOT FUCKING LISTEN!!! WHY DOES NOBODY LISTEN AT ALL.

[byhisgrave]

You piss me off so much it’s not even funny. sometimes i wish i could just bash your face into the fucking wall

[byhisgrave]

every time i try to talk to you i’m reminded of why i ignore you every day.

[byhisgrave]

you’re so fucking selfish i swear to god

[byhisgrave]

i hate people that apologize for everything. yes i understand why, no it doesn’t make it any less irritating.

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is when will people learn im not the person to go to for comfort!!!

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[byhisgrave]

i can see why people always leave you now

[byhisgrave]

i just woke up why are u already pissing me off

[byhisgrave]

u got like 3 weeks of me being sad over you before i start straight up ragebaiting you

[uno-dos-what]

being a fictive means looking up character playlists of yourself on Spotify and being appalled by the song choices 😐

[byhisgrave]

FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL THE WAY TO HELL. FUCK YOU.

[byhisgrave]

stealing usernames as a getback. it’s so satisfying knowing it’s making them mad 😭 lmao

[byhisgrave]

i’m going to fucking punch you. can you stop fucking being sexual for one fucking second and actually pay attention to what the fuck i’m saying? this is why i fucking ignore you.

[byhisgrave]

your desperation is fucking disgusting and repulsive.

[byhisgrave]

i hate when people say that my symptoms, line of thought, the way i feel about things, etc. this disorder as a whole, i hate when they say it’s “hot.” no it isn’t fucking hot. i have to be like this for the rest of my life. and you’re only saying that because you’re a self proclaimed masochist, but if i really unmasked fully, you wouldn’t be saying that shit. just shut up.

[sodapillz]

Me after building a positive reputation for myself and now I have to deal with ppl venting to me because they think I care when I’d rather pour acid into my ears than listen to them cry abt their trauma for the 12th time.