a private, mutuals only writing blog for a mixed array of [mainly] original characters. twenty1+, trigger heavy, and a very low tolerance for inappropriate behavior. we're all adults. please act accordingly, responsibly, and compassionately. i use the block button liberally and how i see fit. basic rules apply: no bigotry, no bootlickers, no mother ruzzia dicksuckers, no aging up muses for smut, no glamorizing / demonizing addiction, no fetishization, no callout culture, no cops / military lovers, no nazi apologists, no abusive relationships under the guise of 'toxicity', no pinkwashers, no writing real people (seriously, netflix adaptations count), et cetera. you get the picture. be cool and i'll be cool right back. full information for all characters will be posted here.
content warnings: [including but not limited to] drugs / addiction, abuse (alluded to, but never actively written), violence, murder, ptsd, references to crime, allusions to religious imagery, et cetera. i tag everything accordingly ... sans smoking.
all original muses.
abel arden. she/her, twenty-five to early thirties, modern day and superhero-adjacent. a ditzy daydreamer who believes her fantasies are fabricated, while unknowingly having visions of the future and past. clueless to the fact she has powers, she’s diagnosed with maladaptive daydreaming disorder, but continues to chase any echo of her dreams she sees in her daily life. medium activity.
ash hayshida. he/him, twenty-five to early thirties, modern day. closeted transmasc farmer, struggling with his sexual identity and hiding behind toxic masculinity. soft-hearted and tender, but refuses to fully allow it to shine. character is heavily about the struggles of being a trans man in a gay community, and how the sexualization of self can be detrimental when used wrongly. medium activity.
kumiko 'kumi' higashi. she/her, mid twenties and above, modern day. a modernized and rewritten take on the 'frankenstein' tale, framed in the light of asian mother-daughter dynamics and implemented through a structure of resurrection gone wrong. a story both about mother and daughter, one blurring into the other, and when monsterhood starts — how life can begin. high activity, affiliated with graveflwers' klaus matthiesen.
masae 'mae' matsushima. she/her, ageless, but appears to be in her mid to late twenties, time period flexible. a modernized take on the iso onna legend from japanese folklore, combining elements of vampirism and sirens. a story about monsterism as freedom, living as the weight that tied you down, and death as the sustenance that keeps you warm. high activity.
noah roth. she/her, early twenties and above, 70's or modern day depending on verse. a punk rocker in recovery, healing from her years on the street and her addictions. heavily political muse, dissecting the dehumanization in homelessness and addicts, as well as discussing the damage of capitalism versus the revolution and rebellion of the people. high activity.
ha-neul sa, also known as 'heaven.' she/her, early to mid twenties, early 2000's. a sex worker on the run, hopping trains and immersing herself into fantastical mindsets to cope with her past. centric around themes such as sexuality as a vehicle for self-harm + power, escape by any means, and sensuality as horror. medium activity.
santiago 'santi' cortez. he/him, early twenties and above, 70's or modern day depending on verse. a bassist trying to find himself, transitioning from his years in prison to a life of his own. heavily political muse, centric around discussions of the justice system — specifically within the lens of the juvenile justice system — and what it means to be trans within them. medium activity.
canon muses, reinterpreted as originals.
domingo 'krazy-8' molina. he/him, mid 20's, early 2000's to modern day. a headcanon-heavy interpretation of domingo molina from breaking bad, blending what we see from him in earlier bcs eras to the developments later on, centered around postured masculinity and machismo. medium activity.
emilio koyama. he/him, early 20's, early 2000's to modern day. a headcanon-heavy interpretation of emilio koyama from breaking bad, written around the overcompensating performance of masculinity, as well as the resentment + rebellion of the model minority myth — to the point of detriment. medium activity.
ignacio 'nacho' varga. he/him, early to mid 30's, early 2000's to modern day. a mainly canon, but partially headcanon based portrayal of nacho varga from better call saul. sometimes rewritten in alternative scenarios, sometimes not. medium activity.
maximino 'max' arciniega. he/him, early 20's and occasionally later, depending on the scenario, era varies depending on scenario. a headcanon based interpretation of max arciniega from breaking bad, rewritten often in "max lives" scenarios rather than abiding by his original death. written as a trans man and dives into the historical element of poverty and queerness in chile during the 70's and 80's. high activity.
michael 'mike' ehrmantraut. he/him, early to late 60's, early 2000's to modern day. mainly a canon portrayal of mike ehrmantraut from breaking bad. written strictly within the timeline of better call saul and breaking bad, but occasionally adapted to be written pre-series as well. low activity.
olena belova, also known as the white widow. she/her, early twenties, modern day. a rewrite of yelena belova, pivoting her to a perspective of ukrainian sovereignty and reclamation of self. heavily based upon historical and current events and depicted with egregious amounts of care and research. low activity.
stella cross, also known as psycwave. she/her, early-to-late 20s in early arcs, early-to-mid 30's in later arcs, placed in the 40's-50's. an original interpretation of psychwave from the incredibles, centered around the misogyny of early superheros and the blurry moral lines within being a hero, herself. medium activity, affiliated with graveflwers' jack alberhasky, also known as gamma jack.
