Existing to Exist

Name: Caryn Venzo Age: 27 CoD: Hypothermia... or drowning. Whichever came first. Any questions?

[charlesgadon-blog]

What in the name of ...

[charlesgadon-blog]

two.. assholes? To who exactly are you referring too, darling?

[c-c-caryn]

The Gods. There's more than one of 'em and they're the ones keeping us from finally resting.

And my name's not darling.

[charlesgadon-blog]

What in the name of ...

[charlesgadon-blog]

Old habits die hard I guess. Even if we have. I suppose it’s all right.. as long as it doesn’t get the best of you.. I don’t know. 

[c-c-caryn]

Please, if we weren't all afraid of the two assholes torturing us day in and day out, the people would riot.

[charlesgadon-blog]

What in the name of ...

[charlesgadon-blog]

Oh god. I love it. It makes me teary. 

[c-c-caryn]

You'd think people wouldn't be so annoying after they've died, but no.

[charlesgadon-blog]

What in the name of ...

[charlesgadon-blog]

Really? Even after we’re dead they don’t stop that kind of stuff? Fascinating people we live with.. or not live with ..

[c-c-caryn]

Human nature's a fucking beautiful thing, isn't it?

[dekaohtoura]

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

You call this The OtherWorld, Gods?

This is really just hell.

[c-c-caryn]

You can say that again.

[c-c-caryn]

Anyone nice enough to lend me a beer?

[maiathierry]

I have a few beers back at my place. They’re yours if you really want them.

[c-c-caryn]

I'm dying for a drink, so, yeah, if you wouldn't mind.

[c-c-caryn]

Anyone nice enough to lend me a beer?

It won't go unpaid.

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

For those of you smoking:

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

Looks like you could need one.

[c-c-caryn]

What, are you going to offer now? Do I need to make you an apron?

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

For those of you smoking:

Stop.

[c-c-caryn]

Who are you, my mother?

[rooomusic]

[iriswhitmore]

Wouldn’t be the first time, and I’ve always fought back.

I said I can be persuasive when we were talking about getting things I want. So no, I do not care what bullshit you decide to throw at me next. How cool I am? That’s hilarious. No, those days are in the past. I may or may not have a reputation around here but nobody really knows me or what I’m about - even if you think you do.

[c-c-caryn]

With those sticks for limbs?

Sorry, everything you've been spewing from your mouth has been bullshit. I'm just calling you out on it. I don't throw bullshit, I crush it. You think I give a shit what you're about? I only know what I've seen and heard, and I'll treat you according to that.

[iriswhitmore]

The thing is though, you seem to be trying to get me to not do what I want. But then again - you don’t care. So what’s that about?

Sounds fine to me - they don’t play nice, I don’t play nice. If they do, well I’ll probably still fit in the “not nice” section. Stubborn, sure. Like I give a shit about changing your opinion.

[c-c-caryn]

Oh, no, I'm not stopping you. I'm just going to be pissed to hear you screaming when some pissed off bastard tries to forcefully get you to leave. 

You literally just advised me not to go against you because you're persuasive, so you do care. No one gives a fuck about how cool you think you are, so the whole 'tying not to care' thing isn't going to do anything for you. I, on the other hand, didn't give a shit in life, and I give even less here.

[iriswhitmore]

I’m not dumb, and I guess I kinda agree with what you’re saying. But I do things because I want to do them, I don’t care if they sound right to other people or not. You have no idea how persuasive I can be, so I think it’s better just to go for it.

[c-c-caryn]

Who said I gave a shit about right and wrong anymore? But that also means the rest of these kiddies won't play nice either, and those meatless arms of yours aren't going to help you, then. I don't care how persuasive you can be, because you obviously don't know how stubborn I can be.

[iriswhitmore]

I know for sure some people do have hot water, but yeah - the Gods are sick bastards. For all you know, I could be trying to take advantage of the nice people who would let me have a lovely hot bath. Or I could be willing to offer up anything they wanted.

[c-c-caryn]

Just because people have hot water, doesn't mean they're willing to share. And you bet your ass they won't like anyone trying to take it if they decline. We're all dead- there are no consequences for being an asshole anymore, so fuck being nice.

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

How difficult is it to get a decent sweater around here?

[dominick-caputo-deactivated2014]

Want to do tradesies? I have some that are way too small. And it makes me look fat.

[c-c-caryn]

Tradesies? What are we, five year old girls?

But, yeah, sure.

[iriswhitmore]

Does anybody happen to have any hot water in their apartment?

Apparently the gods don’t like offering out the simple pleasures to me.

[c-c-caryn]

No, because the Gods are sick bastards. And I wouldn't expect anyone to say yes to you without proposing the idea of joining you, because why would they let their hot water go to waste without anything in return?