torturing my favorites instead of going to therapy
Current WIP
Lyssavirus : Apocalypse AU no one except me asked for
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Anthropophagia :
The cake had been small, just a slab of chocolate with a single candle stuck in the center. They’d passed it around, laughing, snapping blurry photos that wouldn’t see the light of social media. Esteban had blown the candle out hours ago, his half eaten slice still sat in front of him, forgotten. That was the last moment of peace. The drop came without warning.
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Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers :
Galex timeloop fic
Alexander Albon suffers from Amnesia :
Alex lost his memory and George has to live with the outcome
Courir, partir, venir et mourir :
Remember when Ollie and Kimi both said Esteban would be a vampire? yeahhhhh
Shifters Verse :
F1 but make them animal shifters
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Of doomed dinosaurs and golden crosses:
Internalized homophobia Pierre/happy Esteban with a sprinkle of growing up loved vs what religious guilt does to you
Hazard lights :
The Bearcon car crash fic no one asked for after Ollie and Esteban said they took a roadtrip together.
And if this is all I get, then it’s enough. :
Max swallowed hard. “Charles?” The android didn’t answer at first. His fingers trembled slightly before he brought a hand to his temple, as if trying to quiet some internal noise. “They were going to hurt you.” His voice was quieter than usual. Almost uncertain. Max’s breath hitched. He hadn’t reacted because of his programming. He hadn’t been following an order. Charles had made a choice.
5+1 Bearcon:
Five times in which Esteban was protective of Ollie and one time where Ollie was protective of Esteban
Be Careful What You Wish For:
Pierre wishes he had never met Esteban, the wish is granted but not in the way he wanted.
My pride is all I got :
This work is literally based on Esteban saying he peed blood for a day in the Wired video. So yeah, that but make it angsty???
Sickness and Accidental Parenthood
Logan’s eyes fluttered open for a split second, glassy and unfocused. He blinked, his lips parted as if trying to say something, but his words came out in a raspy, incoherent jumble. “Dad… I don’t feel so well… I wanna go ‘ome… ” Logan’s voice trailed off, barely a whisper now, but there was desperation in the way he spoke, as if he was trying to cling to something familiar, something solid in the haze of fever and confusion. George exchanged a look with Alex.
A Body With a Price Tag :
Mafia Boss Lance x Escort Esteban and suddenly it all escalates
Clochard :
The weekend where Esteban threw a punch for Ollie, and Ollie threw another one for Esteban
You'll be fine... I promise (Pain and Suffering)
The fic that no one needed about Liam Lawsons 2 races long career in RBR
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Protégé
“I knew you were always the perfect protégé,” Charles murmured, tilting Max’s head just slightly, just enough. “Perfect for Ferrari.” His voice dipped lower, breath ghosting against Max’s lips. “Perfect for me.”
Sloppy Toppy
Marcus and Liam - a Kiwi one-two. And really, what better way to celebrate than by sleeping with your mate?
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The Button-Rosbergs
Adventures of the Button Roseberg family
