[cakepeachbaby]

I am learning to grow and heal as the days pass. Peace and tranquility is all I ever wanted. I know that now. That's all I'll ever need to truly be happy and at peace.

[cakepeachbaby]

You have lowered yourself to dirt. Scum. You don't care about how bad it can get. You just care about your revenge.

You’ve become disgusting to me.

[cakepeachbaby]

I finally opened my eyes. I don't mean anything to you. You've never cared about me. You have hurt me more than anyone has in my entire life. You betrayed me. I am so heartbroken, but now I can finally heal myself from the wounds you've scarred into me.

This is goodbye. 

[cakepeachbaby]

Sometimes I wonder if it's me. If I'm the problem. If I'm the bad person. Am I? Or am I just falling victim to your manipulation?

I can’t tell anymore. 

[cakepeachbaby]

Your true colors were blended in so well when I first met you. But now I can see every one in it's most pure saturation. You were never who I thought you were. You are truly a master at fusing your image.

I can finally see who you are. 

[cakepeachbaby]

Our relationship for you was purely based off of your control and manipulation. For me, every part of it was genuine. I felt so much love for you. You were my best friend. Did you ever really love me?

was any of it real?

[cakepeachbaby]

I have fallen in love for the first time in my life. This is one of the most beautiful feelings I've ever felt. It feels so unreal. It feels good to say that I'm in love.

I’m so happy

[cakepeachbaby]

To tell you the truth, I think about you all the time. You are an endless thought in my mind. Everything I do, I always picture you right beside me. Even though you aren't with me, my feelings for you stay the same. Is that love?

I think it is

[cakepeachbaby]

My heart aches being away from you for so long. I miss your smile, the way you laugh. It has become so much more beautiful to me.

I really miss you 

[cakepeachbaby]

I used to handle the pain so well. But now, the pain is so strong it has become a part of me. Maybe the pain is all I am now.

I’ve forgotten why I stayed

[cakepeachbaby]

You have broken my heart, again. I am constantly being hurt by your carelessness and false promises. Am I even your friend anymore? Do you even care? Just tell me now, so that the mourning can begin, and neither of us will be wasting time.

why do you do this?

[cakepeachbaby]

I think I'm falling in love again. He melts my heart whenever I see his face. This one is going to hurt much worse than the others.

I think I love him

[cakepeachbaby]

I thought you were everything I always wanted. Your facade helped me create that faith in my head. I was too busy in the clouds fantasizing about your entrancing smile, while you were trying to get around my heart, too big and complex for your one track mind.

I know what you really wanted

[cakepeachbaby]

And maybe it's better this way. Maybe it's better that we never were. Because who knows the kind of storms we could have created with our blazing eyes and heavy souls.

we just weren’t meant to be.

[cakepeachbaby]

I kept looking at you through my rose colored glasses. Maybe that's why I didn't see the red flags.

I wanted you so badly.

[cakepeachbaby]

You know I really thought you were different. I tried so hard to believe that. But I was wrong.

you left me wondering what went wrong.

[cakepeachbaby]

I am constantly reminded that I don't belong. I'm not like everyone else. I am not special to anyone. I don't matter to anyone. I am just another soul going where the wind takes me. For no one would worry if I disappeared.

I feel lost.